"number forty-five"

there's nothing i love more than you in my arms, your touch, finesse, the world seems less, and the pain is so far away. you're everything i've always wanted, you all i want to know, the world can stop, i really don't care, i just want to be with you. i haven't yet forgotten, what it was like to be without, and the fear of going back, is more than i can take, yet for abate, for lonliness, for disregard of selfishness, for the undermined infrastructure of the irrepressable...