"a surreptitious, resilient darkness"

my eyes are lost, and memories burn with lacking passion. such disgust, and contempt is all i 
know. yet, loving lacking, all has fled, and emptiness incites the incognito of selfish 
segregation. abating the selfless redemption is disregard for you alone. a surreptitious, 
resilient darkness. have you left without a glance? have you left without a second chance?