"a thought of sorrowful joy"
A loving peace i now behold has borne the memory of a sweet indulgent silence, and the tears, fighting back, have revolted again, and now the pain has made it's way to the deepest shallow of life, only to find you, laughing at the thought of acceptance, and in the grateful hate you've shown throughout i tend to sense an overindulging sickness, feeding off mindless intelligence, behold me not in your sickened eye, i've cried to much for you, and the love you intend strikes my central, and the bell has been rung, the pain long gone, but the memory remains, a burning ember, feeding off a thought of sorrowful joy