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gave myself up to the urges!

    “‘I ran outside and fled wildly into the darkness. I live by myself on a small farm in the country; when I left, my direction of travel led into a dense wood near my house. This forest covers more than ten thousand acres, and is totally deserted and isolated. I fled recklessly without caution, crashing through thick brush and woods as fast as my legs could carry me.      “‘After more than fifteen minutes of this crazed flight, I slowed. I had to, for my lungs felt as if they were on fire. My clothes, a thin pair of pajamas, were nearly torn from my body and I was a mass of bruises and scratches and ached all over; but I kept moving. I noticed my direction of travel was toward a large, rough, hilly area, about three or four miles from my farm. The urge prodded me on until I reached the area, and there I finally stopped.

    “‘The panic left me. Suddenly I was calm and at peace with myself. I knew that I was near my unknown destination.

     “‘I started walking again... slowly, up a long, dry creek bed. After about ten minutes I stopped again. I was in a ravine, about thirty feet deep. It was there

that I heard the word for the first time -- "DERO"! The word began to echo over and over in my mind, tormenting me.

     “‘The word echoed so loud and distinct that I could hardly think! Then one of the sides of the ravine began to glow strangely - first a faint shimmering of multicolored radiance and then whiter and brighter until I could see into the very earth! The glowing then diminished into a brilliant seething ring of incandescence, forming an almost circular "door", which led into a brightly-lit cylindrical chamber. The call came again and I quickly entered.

    “‘The chamber walls were seamless, perfectly slick and highly polished, and glowed with a dull iridescence pleasing to the eyes. The opening dimmed and vanished,