When will I ever stop screwing up?
I know that I never will, but when can I stop hurting myself?
I am not worthy for anything that you offer me.
I don't even know why you do offer me anything.
I am nothing.
You could do so much more without me here.
It has become quite clear to me that I will do anything but let you work in me.
I do this all the time, I know.
But I really want to change.
I just don't know how to make this time different.
Please work in me.
Please help me.
