[03 Aug 2001 ] Ooooohhh, its half past midnight i should be in bed but im not so happy right now. I didnt get to see MichelleFish and co. today because the youth group was called OFF, ggrrrrr. Oh well, at least im seeing my nurse freind tommorow, who to you shall be known as 'S'. Catchy name, eh? Anyway, i havent seen her for aaaggeesss, she had to cancel our last appointment. Why does everything always go different to how you expect? I hate all these lessons in life! Its impossible to be a control freak in this world, because you cant control anything, and the problem is i want to control as much as possible. Uh-oh im getting a bit moody now, better go and get some beddy byes before i explode. I'll write again tommorow! Llinosa

[04 Aug 2001 ] Aaah its Saturday! I always love Saturday, cos its so close to my fave day of the week (Sunday!). Yesterday i went out with my nurse 'S' to Abergavenny which was really great, i havent been there for aaaaggeeesss and then i just watched Top of the pops and certain American comedy shows for the rest of the life. I didnt get to see Michellefish though! Bah! My mam came back from her hols yesterday and gave me a wiked necklace, so i was well chuffed. It looks like today is gonna be nice weather s im excited, now i better go before i take up half the page with my senseless ramblings! Llinosa xxx

[07 Aug 2001 ] Yes i can finally update! My websie server wasnt working for some reason, but never mind whats a few days? I actually got to see MichelleFish yesterday for the first time in ages, yaaaayyy! She really cheered me up because i was sad yesterday, and the day before, and the day before lol. Silly me. Anyway im sure todays gonna be great, despite the typical British summer weather (ie. cold, windy, dark, cloudy), im gonna have fun! So i'll tell you more about it tommorow. Well im sure you wanna knowwhat ive been doing in these past few says, eh? (Well actually you probably couldnt care less, but hey this is my diary! All ive really been doing is watching movies, from the happy (Little Mermaid 2) to the not so happy bu equally interesting (stigmata) and playing on the internet and listening to music, boring teenage stuff like that. Oh yeh ive been losing weight fr some reason aswell, like half a stone in a week (pretty unhealthy i know) so im trying to eat more but for some strange reason my appetites gone haywire. Oh well, better be going, im not even dressed yet lol. I'll write soon, i promise. Probably. Heehee :-) Llinosa

[08 Aug 2001 ] Ok ok ok ok, MichelleFish is sleeping over my house tonight, shes sitting right next to me! Int that cool? We're gonna chase ghosts and we've eaton lots of (ie. too much) junk food. Im sure you are fascinated, but as ive said before its my diary i can write whatever i like. Ive updated my Imood profile thingy so please go look at it, and i REALLY would like some more users on my forum (hint, hint) So ill see ya soon (well not literally) and ill write soon (probably) Lotsa luv Llinosa

[10 Aug 2001 ] Yay its sunny today! Yesterday it was rain rain rain gggrrr. Never mind! Im gonna go see Michellefish today and tell her my cool news Im gonna go to a talent contest in just over 2 weeks, and sing Jennifer Lopez if you had my love! Its kind of like a 'Stars in their eyes' stylee thingy! I will probably make a total and utter fool of myself, but hey it'll be fun! I gotta go now to write a letter to my freind Louise whos not very happy, aawww, please go to my forum and reply to the post for her . Lotsa luv and stuff Llinosa

[11 Aug 2001 ] Ooohh i feel sad today. For a start its gone back to typical Welsh weather, i have a terrible sore throat (which even tea anf honey doesnt seem to help) and i havent seen Michellefish for a while. I spoke to her yesterday but she was with her lickle cousin so i didnt get to talk long, maybe ill see her today or tommorow. Anyway i put some new stuff on my forum including a new category with 3 new forum thingys to post in and a pretty fairy piccie, ive also updated my Imood profile reguarly. Yesterday i bought a cool top an skirt and i won 2 prizes in a raffle when i went to a coffee evening with my daddy! So that's todays entry from me Llio (short versh of Llinosa)

[12 Aug 2001 ] Well today im feeling a bit better physically, i guess im happier inside too, so things are looking up! I watched some UFO and ghost docs last night and watched American beauty the film, it was errmm interesting lol. I guess it was prett good just a little dysfunctional! Well today is a gloomy Sunday as far as the weather goes, ill probably call for Michellefish, well better be going now so i can start my day! Llio xxx

[14 Aug 2001 ] Yippeee, im feeling really good at the moment! On Sunday i went to the festival with Michellefish and ate lotza candy floss and then we went to see Jurassic Park 3 with Katherine Wheel (her cousin!). And im gonna do something fun today but itza a secret :) So keep tuned for zee hot gossip! Luv Llio xxx

[17 Aug 2001 ] Oops i havent updated for a while how time flies whn your server is down, ggggrrrr. What have i been doin then, huhzzzz? Ive been shopping, sleeeping, (for once) eating, seeing dani (michellefishe the dead) and doing new stuff on my guestbook and forum, READDDDD! PLEASE! Lotsa luv Llio xxxxxxxxxxx

[19 Aug 2001 ] Heeellooo!Im in a surprisingly good although my website is in a bit of a mess im sure it'll sort itself out soon and im making some new pages! Ive just been relaxing, and stuff. I watched 'The talented Mr Ripley' with Gwyneth Palrow in last night, it was pretty good! Well i wonder what im gonna do today, i'll keep you informed. orry to be bore but when theres nothing to write i have to write a load of rubbish to compensate!!! luv Llio x

[23 Aug 2001 ] Oopppsss a daisy, havent written for 4 days, criminal! But I do have a good reason, er honest! I just erm, havent thought of it yet. I have not been feeling very well at all to a ahem, monthly visitor but am coping and surviving and am now brave enough to drag myself into the cyber world. My freinds are staying so I probably wont be updating till they've gone (Sunday) so there! Lotsa luv and stuff Llio x