The many joys of being a psycho...

Andy's Random Favorite

• SKILLET!!! ::dies of happiness::

Some NIFTEH places

Neopets ((this place ROCKS!))
Luna's Journal
Bogus GOTU site
Andy's works of fanfiction! ^_^
Unofficial GOTU webpage!
Andy's quizzes!
Andy's image gallery!
Katie's Journal
My works of brilliance!! *cough*
LOTR characters as legos. XD
Katie's LJ icons

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:D :D :D :D Hiya everyone! After reading Luna's livejournal site for a lonnnggggg time, I decided that I was going to make my own. And since it's a pain in the *bleep* to create a free account at livejournal, i turned back to good ol' angelfire. So here it is! Puppy's journal, straight from yours truly! ((yesh, i used sorta the same idea from Luna's site. It was too good to pass up. ^ ^')) PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE help me out with the neopets referral program by using the neopets link. Thanks! Oh, and if you like roleplay, how about giving elemental wolf rp a try? Create a neopets account and neomail me at puppyandboorkewl to join my elemental wolf rp pack!

-ADOPTIONS-

Adopt my cute little...er...trinkets!

1)Beatrice the squirty fish. Has some black on her face from being used to erase a dry erase board, but is rather pretty nonetheless!!

2)Lobo the stretchy frog. I think he was sticky at one time, but he isn't anymore. Now he just stretches. ^_^;

3)Sheila the plastic unicorn. I got her from the dentist several years ago. Don't ask me why the dentist was giving out plastic unicorns, because I don't know.

4) Mo the ceramic chicken. I got him as a white elephant gift a few years ago. Very funny.

3/25/05; 10:33 PM-

Mood-Tired amd slightly bored
Mission-Find and save more LJ icons

Hey all! As you may have noticed, I've neglected to update here. That's because I HAVE A LIVEJOURNAL NOW!! Yay. I'm still going to keep this one for image purposes, but if you want to follow my blog you'll have to go Here. Hope you all have a rockin' spring break!

2/25/05; 7:31 PM-

Mood-Ecstatic
Mission-Not totally bomb at Solo and Ensemble tomorrow

Hey, everyone. I am happy. REALLY happy. Wanna know why? Because I FINALLY HAVE THE SKILLET CD!! YAAAYYY!!

Alex: Ooh, whatcha got?
Andy: MINE!!! NO TOUCHIE!!! ::insane wrestler yell::
Alex: O_O;;; Meep...

Yeah, that's basically how much I absolutely adore Skillet. I love them so much, I could just die. But I won't, because I don't think you can take CD's with you to heaven. Maybe Jesus has got this huge, massive stash of Christian rock CD's stuffed away in a cloud, or something. Sa-weet.

. . .

Okay, so I'm hyper. Can you tell?? ^_^;;

So I went to Copper Rock w/ Colin on Wednesday. V. fun. I had a chai latte, and MAN, was it good. Man. Like Toast would say, it was a...never mind. Anyhoo, after we finished @ Copper Rock, we went to the library and read manga. V. fun. He's the only guy I know who can read at the same speed as I can. And I read pretty darn fast. Sa-weet. ^_~ Then he brought me home, but my parents weren't home yet so he stood with me on my front porch for 20 minutes while we waited for them. All in all, a fun evening. ^_^;

Yesterday I got home around 4:30 or so and did homework. Then I goofed around on the internet all evening. My typical activities for an evening without much homework. ^_^; Today, however, I didn't get home until a little before 5:30. Granted, we goofed around more than practiced, but still. I was at school for quite awhile. We started doing this goofy improv thing of the "Musical Memories" song from 8th grade, and it was actually kinda cool, not to mention really fun to improv. But then the Colonel herself came in and bitched us out for "playing that awful music" and not "working to make our piece better". She "couldn't understand it". Whatever. She's a psycho bizatch, I'm a spaced-out teenager. We have different viewpoints. ^_^; But, we managed to get some practice in nonetheless and we might actually do okay. ::gasp of shock:: And she COMPLIMENTED me!! O____O ::bigger gasp of shock:: I felt special, since I am the least musically educated in the group. But, I still manage to hold my own. I WILL NOT GIVE IN!! ::pose. leitmotif::

So, tomorrow is Solo and Ensemble. And I am eternally thankful for Katie, because she invited me over to her house during our 4 hour gap between events. ((I don't have to sit around!! YES!!)) Yes, ladies and gents, there is THAT much time between my first and second events. Actually...::counts on fingers:: there's 5 1/2 hours between my first and second events. The madrigal is at 10:28, then my solo is at 3:02 and our quartet is at 3:28. Scareh, ne? That's what I thought.

Well, I'm running out of things to ramble about, but I don't feel like stopping this entry yet. So, I'll write a limerick for your reading pleasure.

My name is Evil Andy.
I'm feeling rather dandy.
I'm typing on my blog,
My brother is a hog.
And beaches are all rather sandy.

That is all I have to say.

2/22/05; 7:34 PM-

Mood-Squee!!!!! ^______^
Mission-Be warm. o_o;

Yeesh, it's cold down here. ::shivers:: Anyhoo, HI!! ^_^ I'm in a fantastic mood this evening. Why, do you ask? Because Colin is a freaking sweetheart. ::hugs Colin:: Here are the poems he wrote So cyute. Oh, and if you feel so compelled, be nice and review him. After all, he totally deserves it. ^__^

Anyhoo, yesterday was really fun. I went to the mall with Katie, and for the first time she was the one with money and I was the one who was broke. How weird is THAT?!? o_O; See, she finally got around to returning a sweater that she got for christmas and got $25 for it. Not too shabby, eh? ^_~ So, she had money and was able to buy stuff. But, then again, I had a $5 gift certificate for Fuzziwig's, which is the candy store. Not only did I get a bunch of gummies AND a bunch of rock candy, but Katie got me some Swedish fish to pay back for the money she owes me. W00t-ness!! ^____^ So, I'm happy. That's pretty much all I did yesterday, along with homework. >_>;; Homework = Evil.

Well, I'm off to...well, do nothing in particular. I just have nothing more to write about. Toodle-dee! ^_^;

2/20/05; 8:39 PM-

Mood-Happy!!
Mission- Sleep!! *__*

Hi everyone!!!!!! This has been a v. good weekend so far. ((I don't have school tomorrow!! YAY!!)) Yesterday was the Algoma Forensics tournament, which (by the way) was TOTALLY FREAKING AWESOME!! We got to hang out with the other group interps and there was a dance between power rounds and awards, which RAWKED. It was SO much fun. We decided that we should have a group interp party. That would be FUN! ^_^ Oh, and WE TOOK FIRST!! ::dances:: Team AND our group interp. Go us!! ^__^

So then I got home at 5:00 and got ready for Spree in less than an hour. Go me! XD I was proud of myself. So anyway, we went to church for dinner at 6:00 and we had fun talking and goofing off in general. Then we went to the dance, which was SO FORKING FUN!!!! I had THE best time. They should get that DJ more often; he kicked butt. But anyway, I totally rocked out and had a blast. And Colin got along really well with everybody, which made me happy. We had so much fun!!! Yay! ^______^

So, this morning I got up and helped Adam teach the four year olds at church. =__= ((aka I've gotten almost zero sleep this weekend so far)) And there was one kid that was being a TOTAL BRAT, but I won't go into that. So then I went to YG, got a ride home from Adam, and then I went to this sword roleplay thing in oshkosh which was surprisingly fun. I didn't do much actual fighting, as I was v. nervous being the only newbie and all, so I mostly sat and watch. I got in on two rounds of trenching, but then the tournament started so I went and watched the archery part. I felt bad for the guys who had to be the targets. X3 But it was fun. Then I came home for a girl scout meeting that turned out to be cancelled, but we didn't know because I hadn't had time to be online and mom doesn't check her email on weekends. Which ticked me off, cause then I could have entered myself in the archery tourny. ::fumes:: Oh well. Survive I shall. Next time, I'm taking my jazz shoes to fight.

Well, i'm off to bed. Toodles!

2/18/05; 5:47 PM-

Mood- A weird combination of happy and sad and pain. x_o
Mission- Not get a giant bruise on my nose.

So I'm single again. Surprised? So is everyone else. I got several people telling me that they "thought we were happy". I guess that I'm a better actress better than I thought. ^_^; And as bad as I really feel about it, it needed to be done. For once, I had to put myself first.

On a lighter note, I got to do sumo wrestling at the pep rally today!! All of the preppy guys were booing me, but do I care? Not really. I wish I'd have beaten the junior girl, though, because that would have been SO sweet. But, I at least whooped freshman butt. Damn, did it feel good to beat the preppy frosh. ^___^; However, I did also manage to put myself into pain by having a (literal) head-on collision with the junior girl. My nose hurts like a fother mucker. I had an ice pack on it for 3 periods and I looked like a dork, but I think it helped. It doesn't hurt nearly as much as it did earlier. It only hurts if you poke it in just the right spot.

Katie: ::pokes Andy's nose::

Andy: AAAUUUUGHHH!! ::dies of pain::

Katie: Mwhahaha.

2/13/05; 8:55 PM-

Mood-Exhausted =__=
Mission-Sleep!! *_*

So, Colin, didja find where my posts are yet? ^_~

Time for ((yet another)) infamous list by Evil Andy!! W00t!

1) East Forensics won @ Hortonville by over 100 pts. BIG surprise there. ::sarcasm::
2) We, the baby group interp, took 2nd. Yay!
3) I powered in Spec Occ!! O__O I'M SO HAPPY!! ^__^
4) Azumanga Daioh is AWESOME!!!! ::spazz::
5) I think that I finished my photography patch! ::dances::
6) I got a mini dance lesson from a really cool college guy and his girlfriend. SO MUCH FUN!!!
7) Humanities sucks. As if you didn't know that already.

There you have it, folks. My weekend in a nutshell. W00t. ^_~

2/6/05; 6:53 PM-

Mood-Annoyed
Mission-Get the water out of my freaking ear!!! >_<

::sits with head sideways in hopes that my ear will drain:: Hey all. Sorry about my lack of posts. I have been soooooo busy. Plus, the only times I've been online lately, I haven't had enough time to get to posting. But today I do, thanks to the girl scout meeting cancellation. ^_^; So I will try to make this update nice and long! =D

So last weekend was the East Forensics tournament. My first tourny. o__o; It was kinda scary, but I was a LOT calmer than I thought I was going to be. Maggie was spazzing, though. She was SO nervous. But we did really well! We powered. I think we only got, like, 5th out of the power round people, but for our first tournament just powering is all right with me. I'll worry about trophies later on. ^_^; Speaking of trophies, they did really well without me yesterday. First place!! I'm so proud. =) I'll get to why I wasn't there later.

Last weekend was also the Great Midwest Trivia competition. Every year, Lawrence University holds this UBER-AWESOME radio trivia contest. It starts at 10:00:37 on Friday night and goes until midnight on Sunday. OVER 48 HOURS OF TRIVIA!!! It's SO fun. For many years I just listened to it, but now I can go and play with Colin and his family!!! Yaaayyy!! I got to search for answers on Saturday night, and on Sunday I manned the phones. I got several answers! ::is proud of self:: And not only is it supremely entertaining, I got to hang out with Colin, my uber-cool buddy from YG who I pretty much only see during the trivia contest and when I deliver girl scout cookies to them. ^_^; But that's okay. This year, I remembered to get his email. See? I'm not ENTIRELY stupid! ^_~

This past week wasn't NEARLY as busy as the week before, but it was still a little hectic. It totally rushed by. I skipped out on practicing my Spec Occ speech with Deb again, because I still don't have it memorized. u__u She is SO gonna kill me. Maybe I'll just sign up with Mike...^_^;;; I still need to practice, tho. Desperately. I am SO screwed...

So now we come to this weekend. I GOT TO GO TO WISCONSIN DELLS!! ::spazzes:: It was so forking fun. I got to run around after my 3-year-old cousin in the kid's play area. It's actually pretty fun for adults, too. It's got these foam balls everywhere with these air guns you can use to shoot them at stuff. It's amusing!! But chasing after that kid is EXHAUSTING. She never stops!! Heather nicknamed her the energizer bunny. ^_^; I also played in the waterpark for hours and hours and hours. Mostly with my brother, since Christina was being a real party pooper this weekend. I played with Ally ((the energizer bunny)) a lot, too. Seriously, running around with that kid is like one continuous burst of nostalgia. It's amazing how innocent little kids are. And I'm SO jealous of how she can have fun for HOURS by just running through a playland. I really miss being able to do that.

Well, here I am now. I'm freaking exhausted and the water is still in my ear. >__>;;

Note to self: Sleep on side tonight

1/16/05; 6:53 PM-

Mood-Happee!! ^___^
Mission-Eat fajitas for dinner. ::tries not to drool from delicious smells wafting down from kitchen::

HIYA!!! I have much to post about. But, I'm not sure what I want to post...okay, now I know where to start.

Taking the idea from Luna(who took the idea from many others), I am doing a random picture thing. Much like the picture of Kenshin that I posted not too long ago. To get one for yourself, just send me an email with a theme or list of themes that you would like to have a picture done for. I shall then pick one, draw you a cute little picture, and post it here. And you shall have a *masterpiece* from Andy. Hooray! ^_^

Whoops. I'll post again later. My mission is beckoning. ^____^

1/6/05; 10:45 AM-

Mood-Tired -__-
Mission-Understand why everyone is so obsessed with coloring pages.

Ok, so here I am in photography with nothing to do. Again. And today I am going to post as much as I can until the bell rings, because I told Katie that I would!!!!!!

Last night it snowed, and EVERY FRICKING SCHOOL DISTRICT EXCEPT OURS GOT A FORKING DELAY OR CANCELLATION!!!!!!! It makes me so MAD!!!! ::snarl::

I started writing a new story today. Hopefully, it won't become like all the others; unfinished due to lack of inspiration. ^_^;;

FRICK!!! The 5 minute bell rang!! ::hiss:: I'll post again next week.

LATER-6:07 PM-

Holy crap. Holy frigging crap. I am so freaked out right now that I could just break down in tears. Of course, I won't, because I'm at school. (I got my times mixed up for Forensics) But I most definitely could. Why, do you ask? Well, let me start at the beginning...

Yesterday, Katie made this quiz called "Which of my friends are you?". Sounds innocent enough, right? My thoughts precisely. But, there is potential for disaster here. One of the questions is "If you could kill one person in the whole school, who would it be?". And one of the answers to said question was Abbey Kosiorek. ((Dunno if I spelled that right. Dun care, either.)) Anyway, somehow Abbey found out. So, in chorus, she starts bitching about it. Katie, not being one to lie, says that lots of people get annoyed with her because she's bitchy a lot. And blah blah blah...we figured it was just Abbey being Abbey and that she would be over it eventually. So now we fast forward to the end of my day. I just opened my locker to get my homework so I can go home when Kirsta stops and asks me what's up with Katie. So me, being clueless, asks what she's talking about. And Kirsta tells me that Zachow came into their 8th hour class and took Katie out.
Now, my first reaction is that of confusion. Why would Katie be taken out of class? I didn't know anything. Then Kirsta says that it was something about a notebook. Realization strikes. One thought goes through my head.
"That little bizatch..."
So, from what I could understand, Abbey had tattled to Zachow about the quiz, and Katie was in some deep s&#!. And I get mad. Not just mad, either, but Mad. With a capital M. At this point, I'm on the verge of bloodwrath. So I go home and call Katie.
I get the answering machine.
So, still being uninformed and Mad, I go into my room and draw, write angsty poetry, and do my math homework.
Fast forward to about 5:00. I decide that I can't wait anymore and I call Katie. Her dad picks up and says that Katie isn't taking any phone calls at the moment. Which freaks me out more. So I tell him to tell her that I said Hi and that I'm worried about her. And her dad says "We'll talk about this later, Andrea. Bye." And that's the end of the conversation.
Not exactly what you'd call comforting.
So, I call Ryan. Vent to him for awhile, then try to call Nyssa. She's already gone for YIG. So I try to call Libby. She's not home. I go to call Stephanie, and realize that she wouldn't be home either. Then I ate dinner and came to Forensics early.
And now, here I am, still freaked out and uninformed. And I am worried sick.
And how was your day?

1/4/05; 10:17 AM-

Mood- Tired yet hyper. o_O
Mission- Survive until lunch

I'm posting in photography! AGAIN!! Fancy that. ^_^;

So, Katie has been complaining about how my posts have been really short lately. But, it's hard to write a lot of stuff when you have nothing to write a lot of stuff about. ::sigh:: Life is hard. But, since it's Katie, I'll do my best to ramble until I run out of time here...

Which would be now. Sorry, I'll try to post again tonight.

Betsy: ::jumps and flails arms from being startled by bell::

Me: XD

1/1/05; 1:56 PM-

Mood-Out of it
Mission-Have a decent roleplay

=D HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! =D

^__^ Tee hee. Hope y'all had a fun new year's eve. I certainly did. Watching Katie freak out when you won't let her have Japan is hilarious. XDD ((don't ask))

Luna drew me a picture!! IT'S SO CYUTE!!!! Thankee SOOOO much, Luna!!

12/27/04; 1:38 PM-

Mood- Happy happy!!! ^__^
Mission-Draw like a maniac.

1512 page hits!! Yahoo!! ^______^

Anyhoo, HIYA!!!!! There are now TONS of new additions to my gallery page, mainly Evil Andy originals. There are a few doujinshi, too. I also added a new category; "Works by Andy's Friends". That section will probably feature mostly works by Ryan, unless Kirsta decides that she wants stuff to be posted too. ^_^; But yeah. Go and check out my drawings! There's even one that I did last night that NONE OF YOU PEOPLE HAVE SEEN YET!!! O__O

Slept until 10:45 this morning. I think I need blinds like the ones in the guest room. It keeps the place nice and dark until you're ready to get up. I read a little bit, took a shower, ate a clementine, scanned my new drawing...nothing too exciting. Just chillin'. ^_^ There is nothing better than a good ol' break from school. Of course, I really should be worrying instead of relaxing. Finals are looming in the distance. o__o I hate having finals after break. It sucks. But, the good side is that we get an extra day off because of it. So, deal with it I shall.

Well, I am off to wander the intricate web of the internet. Haha. Web, internet? Get it?

. . .

Ok, that was awful. I'm gonna go now.

12/26/04; 1:06 PM-

Mood-Rested ^_^
Mission-SCAN!!!!! O_____O

Hiya!!! I am all energy-ful today, as I slept until noon! w00t! My mom came and woke me up so I could have breakfast. XD I didn't mind, though, as if I'd slept much longer I might have slept the whole day away!!!!! And that would have been tragic. ^_^;

So anyway, happy day after Christmas!!! ^___^ I hope that Santa was very good to all of you. =D I am definitely satisfied with the stuff I got. Here is another famous list!! ^__^

-Fun socks (two pairs of toe socks and one with smiley faces all over them)
-A fuzzy scarf
-A tetris game
-a sketchpad
-a photo album (space for 200 pictures. Already filled. ^_^;;)
-some shirts
-ROTK extended edition gift box. (It came with a coolio Minas Tirith model!! ::spazz::)
-Kenshin #5 (from Kime)
-A hot orlando bloom poster (from Katie)
-Swedish fish (also from Katie)
-A new wallet (from Linda)
-an Andrew Lloyd Weber CD (from Ryan)
-Necklace and earring set (from Alex Dorin)
-magic towel XD (also from Alex Dorin)
-random candy (from random people)

Woohoo! Lots of nifteh stuff. I is very happy. But now, I am going to go play monopoly with my uncles and my brother. ((::sings:: I am gonna looosseee...)) Keep an eye out for new pictures. I intend to scan stuff today, as Grandma has a scanner. ^_____^ Toodles!! ::scuttles off::

12/21/04; 10:12 AM-

Mood-hungry.
Mission-Type more of Alex's crossovers tonight.

Yo. I am posting in photography class. Go me.

Bye.

12/18/04; 9:10 PM-

Mood-Sugar Crash. ((Yeah, I know that's not a mood. Do I care? Not particularly.))
Mission-Sleep. =__=

Wow. I haven't posted in...forever. o_O;
Today I made cookies and went to Ryan's family's Christmas party. I ate food and went swimming. It was at a hotel!! I had lots and lots of fun. It was a very nice way to spend my 8 month anniversary w/ Ryan. ^______^
Nyssa sent me the Trapt CD. I am SO happy. It is totally my new favorite CD. There's one song, "Writing on the wall", that is AWESOME. I love it so so so SO much. ::spazzes::
Oh, I never put up a Christmas wish list. Oh well. If you honestly need it that badly, ask me. Or just save your money and don't get me anything. I don't need anything. ^_^;
Ok, I am going into a MAJOR sugar crash here. My hands are shaking. I am going to go to bed now. ^_^;;

12/5/04; 3:29 PM-

Mood-freaked out. o_O
Mission-sleep. =__=

It's official everyone. I have seen it all. Read it and weep...

Told you it was freaky.

11/25/04; 11:04 AM-

Mood-Happy happy happy! ^__^
Mission-Eat a ton of food today, then go for a run tomorrow. ^_^;

Happy Thanksgiving, everyone! ^__^ I am currently at Grandma's in S. Milwaukee. W00t! That means TONS OF FAST NET TIME!! ::squee!::

So anyway, here I am updating my webpage because NOBODY IS ONLINE! Well, except for me. And Julie. But Julie is probably just downloading stuff, so I'll leave her alone. I haven't checked Katie, Luna, and Ryan's webpages yet, but I am expecting to find that nobody has updated. ^_^;

Christina has a dog now. A miniature pinscher. He's a sweetie. He slept next to me for awhile last night. Squee!!^___^ Makes me want my own doggie. But I definitely don't want a pinscher. This morning he was jumping all over me and play-biting and stuff. Which normally would have been fine, if I wasn't trying to sleep. >__> So I was up at 7:45 this morning because of Christina's cellphone and her dog. W00t. ::sarcasm::

Have I ever mentioned that my 3-year-old cousin is absolutely the cutest little kid you could ever hope to meet? 'Cause she is. I love her to death. ^___^

Ryan is off hunting today. Yay for him, not so yay for me. He's usually the one I chat with all day. ^__^;;; Oh well. SURVIVE I SHALL!!! ^__^ Now! Off to roleplay! CHARGE!

::scuttle scuttle scuttle::

11/20/04; 5:12 PM-

Mood-Blah. =__=
Mission-Talk to...somebody. ^_^;

Once again, nobody has updated their webpage but me.

>__>

Oh well. When in doubt, type up poems!

::scuttles off::

11/18/04; 6:58 PM-

Mood-Happy! ^____^
Mission-nothing in particular. Get some sleep. Write a little something, maybe. The usual. ^_~

Yo! Well, Seussical is done. I'm happy, yet sad. Happy because I now have some actual free time, sad because I don't see Brandon and Kyle and Brittany and Leah as much anymore. 'Tis very sad. But I got to talk to Kyle today! I had to go back to my locker for my Humanities presentation stuff and he stopped and said hi to me. ::feels special:: ^__^ He's such a great friend. I've got this totally hilarious picture of him in the pictures I got back yesterday. It's SO FUNNY. I can't look at it without cracking up. XD I also saw Brandon today, along with Travis. You know, Erika's boyfriend. ^_~ He is such a psycho, yet still rather fun. Psychos tend to be that way. XDD

So, anyway, today is 7 months for me and ryan!!! YAY!!! ::is happy:: Happy happy happy. Squee. ^___^

Anyhoo, I'm tired. I'm gonna go take a shower and then go to bed. Bye!!! ^_____^

11/12/04; 8:42 PM-

Mood-Sick. =__=
Mission-Not be sick tomorrow so I can go to Veggie Tales marathon/Seussical performance/cast party.

I knew I would get sick eventually, from all this lack of sleep. But did it HAVE to be on a performance night?!?!? ::sob:: Watch me get reamed out by Deb tomorrow for not "giving 150%" and not sticking it out. u__u

This has been an interesting ((and very long)) week. It started with a not-exactly-happy day on Monday. And don't ask me to say more about that, because I don't want to discuss it. Then we had a performance on Tuesday, which was really good for a matinee. Then we had a performance on Wednesday, which I thought was pretty good but apparently Deb thought it sucked. So we got chewed out for that one. >__>; But we had a half day yesterday, which was definitely a good thing. Kime, Brenda, and I went to Ryan's after school and played video games, ate pizza, played pool, and goofed around on the internet. Amazing how easy it is to totally blow off three hours. XD And then, today, I got sick. Grr. Stupid stomach.

Anyway, I was supremely frustrated with Ryan this week. Ya know, I love the guy to death, but he's really ignorant sometimes. So here's the story. Monday night he calls me and tells me that he's gonna buy me this $95 Arwen replica necklace for christmas. And I tell him that he's psycho and that he does NOT need to spend that much $$ on me. And Ryan, being the stubborn kid we all know and love, says that he's getting it anyway. I had to practically scream it in his ear before he ((reluctantly)) agreed to not get it for me. Though I'm still suspicious that he will. ::shift suspicious eyes:: Apparently Stephanie went and talked to him too, though, so I'm hoping that he is actually listening to me and not just pretending. If that necklace shows up in my mailbox, I might have to scream. ^__^; Oh, and Ryan? If you read this and get all depressed about it I shall be supremely ticked, because it wasn't meant in an insulting way. It was meant in an aimless ranting sort of way.

Hm. I feel like roleplaying. And making my character kill somebody. Don't ask why, because I don't really know. Pent up frustrations from the last 6 weeks? Perhaps. PMS? More likely. XD Toodle-dee! ::maniacal laughter::

11/5/04; 1:59 PM-

Mood-Tired
Mission-Survive opening night.

Ok, so I’m currently in Sam’s Place, supposed to be working. And I’m not. I probably should, but I’ll actually have some time to do these journal things next week, so I’m not too worried. ^_^;

Today we finished WKCE testing. Whoop dee doo. >_>; I HATE those. So very boring.

Tonight is opening night. AHHHH!! O_O ::is scared:: I hope I do ok!!!

Ok, going to go before I get caught. Toodle-dee.

10/30/04; 3:29 PM-

Mood-Bored beyond all reason
Mission-EAT x_X

I AM SO FRIGGING HUNGRY.

Anyhoo, hi. ^_^; I'm currently at Easy. We're supposed to be having rehersal, but we're doing positively nothing. Katie, Brandon, Margo, and I were working on creating the book pages, but we're just incapable actors who can't do squat, so we're not doing that anymore. ((Can you tell that I'm frustrated??))

This morning I went and got Ryan's birthday present. I'm not gonna have all of it in time, though, because SOMEBODY IS TECHNOLOGY ILLITERATE. ::pointed look at Katie:: ^_~ j/k. I luv ya, Katie dear.

Well, I really have nothing to say, other than listening to Dan Gottlieb read reviews of bad movies in his sarcastic semi-monotone is incredibly hilarious. ^_^; Cya later!!

10/25/04; 5:14 PM-

Mood-Hungry
Mission-Survive final vocal rehersal for Seussical o_O

I TURNED SIXTEEN TODAY!!! ^____^

Yay. Yay yay yay! ^_^ I had a good birthday. Except that Ryan was sick, so I didn't get a birthday hug. ::sob:: Oh well. I'll get over it. I think...^_~ Anyhoo, I got some presents from my AWESOME friends! ^_^ I got purple slipper socks from Katie((Andy: Fuzzy...yee...::strokes socks::)), THREE carabiners from Kim, Juicy Pear jelly beans from Alex, and a butterfinger bar from Crystal. Yay! ::feels loved:: I have yet to get presents from my family. That occurs tonight, even though my birthday dinner was technically last night. ^_^; But we were too full to have cake, so we skipped it. ((Hooray for Big Shanghai Buffet! ^__^)) I also went to A Theater of Lost Souls last night. ((Finally!)) It was really cool. And scary. Duh. ^_^; Ryan was scary. I didn't notice is was him at first, because he was sitting in the shadows, crouching on this bench and scraping a knife back and forth across the wood. o_O; Very creepy. He scared my brother. Yee! XD

Oh, I also got stuff from my Seussical secret buddy for the first time yesterday. I got this coolio red and gold purse with dragons embroidered all over it, and a journal with the same pattern. And there was chocolate inside the purse. Yay! Either my secret buddy is someone who knows me well, or is in contact with someone who knows me well. Obviously a friend of Ashtyn, as Ashtyn was the person who played delivery girl...hm. I must think carefully on this matter...::thinks carefully on the matter:: XD

Anyhoo, that's all I've really got for now. Other than if you live here by me, COME SEE SEUSSICAL. It's gonna be SOOO cool. And you'll get to see Brandon Wickre in his stupid-looking Horton costume. XD Hee hee, I'm so evil. ]:) Anyhoo, see you all later! ^_^

10/23/04; 8:17 PM-

Mood-Tired, but happy.
Mission-Sleep. W00t.

I have survived yet another saturday Seussical practice. Go me. Brandon, Kyle, Katie, and I went with Tyler and Jackie to Subway for lunch. It was really, really fun! Kyle and Brandon are great. They're so...weird! But you've gotta love them anyway. ^.~

Anyhoo, hi! ^_^; Guess what! It's my birthday on Monday! Yay! ^__^ I keep forgetting that it's my birthday, though. I'm so stupid. u__u

Mom: ::hands me present:: Happy birthday!
Me: It's my birthday?

=__=; I think Seussical is doing some serious damage to my sense of time. Oh well, at least I didn't have practice tonight. ::sigh of relief:: I think she's trying to get us to sleep so we're not dead for hell week. o_O; Sneaky woman.

Well, off to shower and then to bed. Bye!

10/14/04; 8:35 PM-

Mood-::sigh::
Mission-Survive the weekend. =__=;

Yo! Homecoming rawked beyond measure. I had SUCH a total blast. It was so fun. I had play practice in the morning, then I went home and got ready. Mom did my hair, and Katie came over so Mom could do both of our makeup. And wow, did we look HOT! XD But seriously, Katie looked awesome. Everybody looked awesome! It's so interesting to see everyone all dressed up. Anyway, then Ryan and I went to Erika's for her pre-dance party. We played air hockey and ate food. yee! Then we walked to the dance and, well, danced. After all, that's what dances are for. ^__^; The dance was SO fun. I loved it. And I got to dance with Ryan! Squee!! ^______^ The guy is a total sweetheart. ::hugs Ryan:: Anyhoo, we went to Buffalo Wild Wings afterwards and played trivia for about an hour, then everyone was ready to pass out so we went home. I went back to Erika's to spend the night, and I was the only one still even remotely awake. V. funny. ^__^; But it was all SO fun. WAY better than last year. A total blast.
This week has been a LONG one. Seussical practice, Seussical practice, and more Seussical practice. Tomorrow I have Seussical practice, and guess what I have this weekend? Yup. Seussical practice. u__u But we're getting down to crunch time. And we're screwed. Seriously, we have a week until the pit joins us and we've only half-blocked one scene of act two. And Act 1 still has bugs to be worked out. It's gonna get really hellish really fast. ::dreads crunch time:: Oh well, I'll survive. And I'll probably be back with it next year. Already I'm feeling that what they say is true; "Once you're in theatre, you never get out." I'm believing it, I really am.
Anyhoo, right now I'm kind of blah because Ryan's Grandpa is having health problems, and it sucks to see him sad. But he's got a perfectly good reason to be down. So, I'm here for him. I'm just here to help.

10/3/04; 12:06 PM-

Mood-Whee! XD
Mission-survive Seussical practice. =__=;

Last night was the SuperChic[k] concert. And it rocked beyond measure. I have also discovered the joy of Ska, and you can't have a Ska show without skanking. That's right, ladies and gentlemen, I now not only know what skanking IS, I know how to do it. ((I know it sounds dirty, but it's not. In any way, shape, or form.)) Be proud of me. ^.~ Luckily, Deb decided that we didn't have to have evening practice last night, so I didn't miss anything. ::phew!:: I hate it when I miss practice. Because then I feel like I'm totally lost. Probably because I usually am. ^.^;

I don't think anyone ever reads the summaries on my FP stories. Because I usually state exactly what the poem is about, and then people ask me about it in the review. >__>; Oh well. Still not getting very many reviews. I think Nyssa is starting to become one of those "read but not review" people. Not good. I shall have to thwock her soundly for that. Because, as one FP user so eloquently put it, "I am a review whore and am likely to stop writing if I don't get any". XD

I am really, really tired. This is SO not good. Watch me yawn or something in the middle of a freeze and have Deb yell at me for moving when I'm not supposed to. =__=; Oh well. Off to kill time before practice! Bye! ^__^;

9/28/04; 6:11 PM-

Mood-Lonely. u__u
Mission-Find Franchesco in the black hole known as my room. ((This one might take awhile...o.O;;))

Yo! Well, today was...interesting. But I will start with this weekend...

Saturday was Oktoberfest. W00t. XD It would have been nice if someone had told me that we had someone coming to go with us at 10:30 in morning BEFORE I went to sleep the night before. =__=; So my plans of sleeping until noon were foiled. ::tear:: However, I survived. I think. ::checks pulse:: Yup, I survived. Anyhoo, we wandered for awhile. Luckily I only had to endure the guy playing at the country stage for a few minutes. ((He was my dad's friend)) ::phew!:: After wandering for awhile, I ran into Pratha and Allie. Or, rather, I saw them and ran over to them screaming "PRATHA!" XD Yup, I'm psycho. Anyhoo, I ended up walking around with them for awhile. Allie got her purse zipper stuck and I was trying to unzip it but couldn't because I was laughing too hard. ^__^; And then we decided that if we could vote, we would elect Bob Dole for president. XDD At first it was Nader, but then we decided that Bob Dole was SO much cooler. ^__^; And this was while Pratha was wearing both Bush and Kerry stickers. XD LoL. Then I had to go work at the Habitat booth, which was rather boring at first b/c there was nothing for me to do. ::sob:: But then I got to be the bun lady. W00t. ^_^; Jealous, aren't you? Of course you are. ^.~

I didn't get my dress on Saturday, because the bridal shops closed at 4:00. Which is when my shift ended. Figures, eh?

Sunday, I got up, went to church, came home, and wrote my english essay. Joy. ^_^; Then I went to rehersal and did nothing, then I came home and checked email and ate dinner. Then I realized, hey, I have a girl scout meeting tonight! So I went to that. And I left early to go to Youth Leadership Team to plan for Youth Sunday, which was formerly 2 weeks from this sunday, but is now in February. ::phew:: We hadn't gotten very far. ^_^; But now we have time. Yay! Then, after that, I went home and slept. Yay! ^.^

Monday was...well, a Monday. And it sucked. I was tired. Chorus was annoying. Humanities was boring. Same old, same old. But after school, I went homecoming dress shopping with Katie and found a really pretty dress for just $25!!! Woohoo GO ME! ^_^ It's this coolio dark magenta/burgundy color and it's really simple but SO FORKING COOL. Mom has to make a few adjustments on it so it fits me a bit better, but that's ok. I'm happy! ^__^ And I'm just gonna wear flats again with it, because I don't want to be towering over Ryan. And if I wore heels, I most definitely would. And that would suck. So, once again, flats save the day. ^__^

Today Ryan got hit in the throat with a tennis ball. Seriously! He had to go home and everything. I heard about it from Emily Rexford in Photography, and then between it and German I found the note he had left in my locker. And then the worrying began. But I'm okay now. I think. ^_^;; It was v. strange not seeing him in the halls. Apparently he's got a mondo bruise on his throat. That'll be interesting to see. He said that he should wear a turtleneck. THAT would be even more interesting to see. For some reason, I just can't picture the guy in a turtleneck. ^_^;

In other news, I'm going to join a bible study that this one girl in my photography class is starting. It's on Tuesday mornings at school at 7:00. I'm really looking forward to it! If any of you guys want to come, let me know so I can tell her. ((This obviously does not pertain to my out-of-city friends. ^_^;))

Saturday is going to be CRAZY. I have rehersal definitely from 2:30 until 4:00, and I might end up having to be there at 1:00. So then I go home, and from there it gets nuts. I completely forgot that Saturday is when Ryan can get me into the haunted house free, but Saturday is also the SuperChic[k] concert, which I absoballylutely do NOT want to miss. But I have NO idea how on earth I'm gonna fit them both in. And, of course, Mom's not home for me to talk to her about it, AND Katie's dad wants $$ for tickets TOMORROW. AAAAAHHHHHH!!!! I have no idea what I'm going to do. NO idea. Hopefully I can do both. Wah. ::sob::

Wow, that's a long post. o.O; Oh, and guys? PLEASE review my fictionpress stories. I've posted several lately and have gotten NO reviews. u__u And I'm sad. So review. Please? ::puppy eyes::

Oh, yes, and don't ask me why my mood is lonely. I have no idea. I just suddenly feel really, really lonely. ::sigh:: Oh well. Maybe I'll call Katie...no, wait, she's at rehersal. Nvm. ^_^; And I don't want to call Ryan, because talking hurts his throat, and...phooey. T__T

9/24/04; 9:23 PM-

Mood-formerly happy, now sad. u__u
Mission-Go homecoming dress shopping tomorrow

Here I am posting on my page
With nothing else to do.
For my roleplay, it just died away,
It's sad, I know, but true.
Yesterday I had practice for but an hour
Yet for two hours that practice did run
I did nothing for almost all of it
Let me tell you, it wasn't much fun.
Mrs. Thill is driving me crazy
"IT ALL SUCKS!" is what I say.
For whenever we make a suggestion,
she ignores us straighaway.
Today I went to Ryan's house
We played Phantasy Star Online.
I didn't really understand it,
But surprisingly I did just fine!
Yes, I'm aware that I'm rhyming.
But boredom, it does just that.
It makes you go bazookers
Until your brain is flat.

((...so I couldn't think of something else to rhyme with "that". So sue me. Or, rather, don't. I'm flat-out broke at the moment. ^__^;))

9/21/04; 6:18 PM-

Mood-Tired and congested, but otherwise happy.
Mission-Don't blow out voice at vocal rehersal tonight

HAPPY PURPLE STRING DAY! HAPPY PURPLE STRING DAY! HAPPY PURPLE STRING DAY! ^__^

Yes, today is purple string day. Not enough people participated, though. u__u Sadness. I shall have to try harder next year. ^.~

We had a GS retreat over the weekend. It was SO FUN!! Nine girls ate a 6 pound bag of gummi bears in the duration of two days. o.O; They were v. yummy! ^___^ After having our very own ice cream pig out ((which was, by the way, awesome. ^.^)) Pratha and Allie teased out people's hair. Erika, Katie, my mom, and I all got to get poofy hair. We have a picture of Katie, Erika, and I acting like Neanderthals. XDD It's SO funny. I'm gonna put it up on the gallery once I get the chance. ^.~

I had an interesting afternoon. I was supposed to have costume fittings after school, so I called mom and told her to pick me up at 4:30. But then I actually didn't have to be there, so I called again to get picked up. But Mom and Dad had left and weren't going to be home until after they picked me up, so I got to sit at school for an hour. Whoopee. =__=;; Oh well, I'll survive. I think.

In other news, I don't have to be at Seussical rehersal on Thursday, Friday, OR Saturday. O.O! Shocking, I know. I can't believe I actually get three whole musical-less days. It's, like...a miracle! ^__^;

Well, I'm off. Krista is picking me up for vocal rehersal in a few minutes. Bye!

9/17/04; 6:08 PM-

Mood-Tired but v. happy ^__^
Mission-Have an awesome time @ the dance

Heyyo everyone! Sorry for the huge lack of posts. Seussical is totally sucking away all of my free time. But it's reasonably fun so far, so I don't mind. ^__^; It'd be nice if I could stop time for awhile so I can get all my homework done and still have time for a decent RP before rehersal. But, alas, that would be far too easy. ^.~

I would like to report that this school year is going to suck. Majorly. I shall now list the reasons why...
1)Mrs. Sunke likes to teach us pointless crap in biology
2)I am already sick of german class
3)Chorus has gone down the drain
4)Humanities is the most pointless class in the history of forever.
5)I don't even have a creative writing class to console me.

tragic, ne? thats what I thought. Well, I'm off to the dance and football game. Toodles!

9/9/04; 7:37 PM-

Mood-Happeee!! ^__^
Mission-Go home and print off anime pictures.

Okay, this is gonna be quick because I only have 8 minutes of time left. ((I'm at the library.)) So, you get a list.

1)I haven't posted in AEONS
2)Seussical is fun, but the music gets stuck in your head FOR-EVER!
3)BINDER!!!
4)Dooter!!
5)Nyssa died!! XD ((don't ask. And no, she didn't ACTUALLY die.))
6)Devil's lake campout RAWKED!!!!
7)School would be SO much better if we didn't have to be up so forking EARLY...=__=;

Well, that's all for now. Toodle-dee!! ^.~

8/26/04; 9:21 PM-

Mood-Tired and slightly sick. =__=;
Mission-read "the veritas conflict" ((No, I haven't finished it yet. Isn't that insane?!? o.O))

Hiya! ^__^ Yesterday was really fun! After the dance workshop, Katie and I biked to Ryan's house. There we played Soul Caliber II and lost miserably to Ryan, then we watched the Last Samurai. SUCH an awesome movie. And then I had to leave for...Stephanie's birthday party!! ^___^

That was SOOO fun. Seriously. First, we played twister. That was fun! Except for when I was almost falling over and Kyle decides that it would be fun to whack me repeatedly with a pillow. >__>;; Stupid moron. Oh well, I got him back later. When we were doing a Water Balloon toss, Kyle reached out and smacked mine onto the ground. So I turned around and slapped his back, leaving a nice red mark the shape of my hand on his skin. Mwhahaha. Don't mess with Evil Andy! Anyhoo, after all the water balloons were used up, I grabbed the cooler and starting flinging the water in that at people. Yee!! Twas v. fun.

After that, we played Pictionary and opened presents. And then we played some weird game that I don't know the name of and didn't quite understand, but was rather fun. ^__^; And then it was over. Phooey. But I had a total blast!

I was up again at 8:00 to paint this morning. =__=; I am SO forking tired, it's crazy. And then I started to feel sick, so I almost didn't go to the dance workshop, but then I realized that if they learned new steps today or something then I would be uber-lost tomorrow. And I HATE it when I miss a class of anything and then come back the next day totally clueless. So I went anyway. Ended up sitting out for about 45 minutes cause I thought I was gonna puke, but then I was fine. For awhile. After I stuffed my face next door, nausea came a'calling again. =__= Oh well, I'm feeling pretty much better now. Just a little queasy. Hopefully I'm better tomorrow, I've got a TON of painting to do. I'm working on the whale. ^__^;

Well, I think I'm gonna go read for awhile so I can get to bed at a decent hour. I am SO forking tired!! ^.^; Bye!

8/23/04; 4:29 PM-

Mood-Sexy!! XD
Mission-show off coolio dance with katie! ^___^

Firstly...Ryan, you need to update your webpage. You haven't updated in eons. ^__^;;

Aaanyhoo, hi! ^_^ Yesterday, I actually got to go through all my drawers!!! ^_____^ I got rid of SO many clothes, it's nuts!! I filled two leaf/lawn bags with clothes. o.O; Katie, sorry hon', but I outdid ya. ^.~ But I'm happy, because now my drawers actually CLOSE! Without having to force them shut! O_____O!

I also went and painted for 5 hours yesterday. Whee! It was really fun! I got the mama elephant done, so tonight I'm going to work on the baby elephant. Mama elephant took FOREVER, so I'm hoping baby elephant won't take so long. ^__^; Oh, yeah, I'm going painting tonight with Katie, Ryan, Kime, and Brenda. It's gonna be fun! That's where Katie and I are gonna show off our dance. And THAT brings me to...

THE DANCE WORKSHOP!!!!

I was expecting it to be just a waste of time, but it's actually REALLY FUN!!! Today, we learned a dance to the song "Stupid Cupid" from the Princess Diaries soundtrack. It's soooooo fun! I'm gonna go and do it in my room after I get offline. ^__^ It's addicting! Seriously! ^.^

Well, I'm off. I want to type up some poems I wrote last night before I eat dinner. Cya!

8/21/04; 8:49 PM-

Mood-O____O

Mission-read more of "the veritas conflict"

OMG, I TOTALED THE CAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! O_____O

LoL, JUST KIDDING!! Mwhaha. I'm evil.

Yesterday I had my first behind-the-wheel lesson!! o.O; And I DIDN'T total the car!! W00t! XD I actually did a pretty good job. A better job than when I drove to Ryan's house yesterday. =__=; Dad was TOTALLY nervous, and he kept freaking out over EVERYTHING. He thought I was going to hit that parked car and I wasn't, and he thought that that Jeep was going to broadside me, but it WASN'T. I totally had enough time. So yeah. It's really hard to drive when your father is yelling in your ear. >__>;

Today I painted for 4 hours! Woohoo!! ^__^ I painted 2 dolphins and most of the big elephant. I'm hoping to finish the big elephant completely tomorrow or Monday. I'm not sure if I'll go tomorrow. What I'd like to do is go through all my clothes and ditch everything that I don't wear/doesn't fit. Which is a LOT. All of the shirts that I regularly wear go in the top of my closet because there isn't enough room for them in my drawer. o.O; Pathetic, ne? I'm just horrible at getting rid of stuff, that's all. So tomorrow will be drawer-cleanout day. Hopefully. Watch Mom have planned something that I was utterly unaware of. =__=;

After painting, I went to Ryan's and had dinner with all of his family that was there. I played 5-card with his cousin and his cousin's fiance, too. It was pretty fun, actually. I was doing really well until Ryan's mom started dealing. XD Oh well. Then we watched Rave Masters and a so-called anime that was so obviously a cheesy ripoff of Yu-Gi-Oh, which is a bad anime in itself. So, clearly, the ripoff REALLY sucks. I mean really, really, REALLY sucks. It's just awful. So anyhoo, then we played Soul Caliber II for a bit, and then we were yelling at despies, and then I realized I was supposed to be home in 10 minutes. And it takes me 15 minutes to get there. o.O; Luckily I didn't get in trouble this time. ::phew:: I've had way too many close scrapes with my parents on not calling, not getting home on time, blah blah blah. You get the gist. Anyhoo, I really need to be more careful. It's not that big of a deal, but still. ^.^;

Well, I'm off to find a roleplay. Bye!

Oh, and check out my gallery page. There are some new pictures up from camp and Lifest and Mackinac.

8/19/04; 5:55 PM-

Mood-Tired but happy! ^___^
Mission-None as of now.

Heyyo!! ^__^ Hope everyone is enjoying the last leg of summer. I can hardly believe that school starts in less than two weeks. o.O; Where'd the summer go?!?!? ::sob::

Anyhoo, driver's ed ends tomorrow. YAAAAAAAYYYYYYYY!!! ^_____^ I is very happy. Driver's ed is SO FORKING BORING. I can't wait to be out of it. But I must admit, I shall miss my metaphorical brother Luke. I'll have to ask him for his email. ^__^; I'll also miss talking to Patrick. It's really fun to torment him when he's listening to music, because all you have to do is say something and look at him, and he freaks out because he thinks you're talking about him. XDD Evil am I. I won't miss the Saunders twins, though. Ashlynn is tolerable, but I find Amber particularly annoying. I'm pretty sure that they think I'm a total freak. Mission accomplished! XDD LoL j/k, but I could honestly care less. Maybe I really AM invisible, and am only a figment of their imagination!!! ((Don't ask. ^.^;))

My first behind the wheel lesson is tomorrow. o.O; I'm kinda scared. Maybe I'll go drive in the Gordman's parking lot or something yet this evening...who knows? ^.~

Yesterday, Katie and I went to the Hawk Nelson concert out at the Timber Rattler's stadium. Surprisingly, we didn't get rained out. It poured for like 5 minutes about 45 minutes before the concert started, but otherwise it was sunny and bee-yoo-ti-ful! Oh, it did sprinkle for about 2 minutes during "The Fold", but that was very minor. ^__^;

After the Hawk Nelson concert, the drummer snapped his drumsticks in half and threw them into the crowd, AND I GOT ONE!!!! ^____________^ I am SO happy. It makes up for the one that I missed catching at the SuperChic[k] concert. ((I touched it, and the guy STOLE it from me! ::fumes::)) And I wrote "Hawk Nelson, August 2004" on it so I never forget where I got it. ^__^

Katie and I had LOADS of fun at the baseball game. We were really, really hyper and we were goofing off a lot. Apparently, we were pretty entertaining because the ladies behind us kept laughing. They talked to us a few times and gave us some peanuts too! ^__^ They were really nice. Oh, and I saw Casey at the game. It was rather unexpected. ^.^; I just pointed and said "hey! I know you!" as we walked by, and he said something that I didn't understand. XD He probably just said "Spongehead" or something like that. LoL.

Well, I don't have to worry about saving stuff for me to paint anymore at church because I HAVE MY OWN MURAL!!! ^____^ I'm hoping to use it for my Gold Award, but I still need to call the council and see if they'll make the exception for me. Because me being able to use it would definitely breaking the rules, but it's not my fault I didn't know about this before!! ^.^; Anyhoo, I'm doing underwater scenes. It's so cool! Today I painted a dolphin, which BTW looks very awesome, and I finished painting a rock. Ryan came today and yesterday, and he painted some seaweed, some fish, and the octopus. The octopus also looks v. cool. ^__^

Guess what yesterday was! My 4-month anniversary with Ryan! ^____^ Yay!!! ::hugs Ryan::

Well, dinner's ready. ::munchkin voice:: Byebye!! ^.~

8/12/04; 5:38 PM-

Mood-Tired, slightly depressed. u__u
Mission-read more of "The Veritas Conflict"

^__^ So cyute.

Hiya everyone! I only got 7 and a half hours of sleep last night!! =__=;; Sooo tired...::snore:: ^.^;; So yeah. I'm too tired to be happy, so I'm not. Phooey. u_u

Got up this morning and painted at church again. Somebody painted my frog!! ;__; ::sobs:: I wanted to paint that froggy!! I was gonna make it look nifty, like a tree frog, and I even went and found a picture. And someone had to go and paint it solid green. And they didn't even do a good job!!! I'm so sad!!! ::mourns for frog:: Oh well. I'm gonna convince Connie to let me chalk in some of my own animals. Because unlike the morons they've got coming into to paint, I actually know what I'm doing. ^__^;; I even did some little doodles to prove that I can do it. They turned out surprisingly well, too. I'm rather proud of myself. ^.^;

Went to Driver's Ed. Was incredibly difficult to pay attention, due to exhaustion. We had more random conversations today, though, so it was fun. Only one more week! YES!! ^___^

Aargh, it's dinnertime. Please go and look at the new drawings that I put up on my gallery page!!! Please? ::puppy eyes::

::signoff::

8/9/04; 4:47 PM-

Mood-Mildly hyper
Mission-don't ruin dinner. ^__^;;;

I GOT MY TEMPS TODAY!!!!!!! ^___^

Phew. Glad I got THAT out of my system. ^.~ I'm so happy. In just 6 months, I'll be able to DRIVE MYSELF AROUND!!! O.O I'm so scared, yet so forking excited. I can't wait. What am I saying, JUST 6 months?!?! THAT'S FOREVER!! x__X ::dies::

Anyhoo, hi! I have decided that I'm going to affiliate myself with Katie's adoption thing. She doesn't know this yet, but I'm going to do it nonetheless. XD SO, I'm going to put a list of things up for adoption above. And, come on guys, don't just let them sit there forever. Adopt them! They're LONELY! Oh, and I adopt ducks. So if you've got any of them that you want me to take, let me know. ^.~

Yesterday, I went and saw "Godspell". It was SO good!! I cried at the end when they did the crucifixtion. ((now, i KNOW I spelled that wrong...^.^;;)) It was so powerful!! They relayed God's message SO well. I loved it. LoveditloveditLOVED IT! ^__^ And the music rawked, too. I'd suggest going to see it, but yesterday was the last performance...oh well. ^.^;; And I saw Luke there. He's a guy in my driver's ed class. Which is really weird, because in "Fiddler on the Roof", he played my dad's son. So Dad, being the weirdo he is, says, "Hey, that means you're his sister!" ^__^;; But Luke seems pretty cool. I talked to him today before Katie and Christin showed up, because Linda was in the earlier class so I wasn't with her. ^.^ It was fun. We talked about my dad. XD And musicals. He wants to come and see "Seussical" when we put it on at east, so he asks me when it is. And what do I say? "I've got no freakin' clue." XD Hey, what did you THINK I was gonna say?!?

We talked about drugs and alcohol in class today. ::snore:: SO boring. I knew everything already. That's what we take freakin' HEALTH class for. Oh well. It was actually kind of fun with Mr. Rodgers. He's a total nut, but he's awesome. So glad I got him for a teacher. ^__^ It's amazing how the guy can make such a boring subject so incredibly hilarious.

I also roleplayed with Brenda today. She did pretty darn well for a first-timer. With some improvements on detail and grammar, she'll rock. More roleplayers I can recruit into the guild! YES!! ::laughs insanely::

Well, I'm off to put the lasagna in the oven. ::prays I don't burn it:: o.O; Cya!

8/7/04; 7:48 PM-

Mood-Devastated. T__T
Mission-kidnap Westley and feed him milk and cookies until he forgets about mean old Suzanna.

Well, Lady Cyann finally finished her story that I've been obsessed with lately. It was SO GOOD, yet so forking sad. She broke up with Westley!!! *sob* I can't believe it. They were MEANT for each other! And she chose stinky ol' Jesse. Poo.

Ok, I'm done now. *tears self away from "The Matrix", which is on TV* I passed my test in driver's ed. Now I can go and take my written test to get my temp license whenever I want. That means I'm gonna be driving by the end of the week. MWHAHAHAHA!! Be afraid, puny mortals!!

Last night, I went to Kim's house and spent the night. It was fun! We went to the mall after I got there. We went to Media Play first, where I read Fushigi Yuugi #10 for about an hour. Then we went over to the mall, where Kim and I looked through stuff at Hot Topic while Julie stuffed her new Build A Bear. Then we got cookie chillers at Gloria Jean's. I needed one of those SO badly. It tasted sooooooooo good. *__* Then we went to Best Buy, where Julie bought the box set of the Wolf's Rain series. It came with the soundtrack, which Julie already had and Kim didn't want, so I got it. ^___^ *is happy* It's a great CD. There's this one song called "sleeping wolves" that I LOVE. It's hard to describe, cause I dunno what the instrument is called, but it sounds kind of native american-y and it's SO FORKING COOL. *huggles CD*

I was up until 3:00 this morning playing CTR with Kim. I was SO close to beating her so many times. But I didn't. *sob* Oh well.

Ryan came over today. We watched the X Games and played Soul Caliber II. It was fun! I discovered that if I use this one move with this one character repeatedly, I usually win. Or at least I'm close to winning. YAY!!! *feels powerful* XD

I also started writing a story about Kirona's history today. Woohoo! She's gonna have a past!! XD So keep your eyes open for that one. I've already got the 1st chapter totally written, so all I've got to do it type it. Yay!

::runs out of things to say::

o.O;

8/3/04; 9:36 PM-

Mood-Happy! ^__^
Mission-Sleep

Wow. It's amazing how being around so many people can make you feel so...alone. Yet entirely accepted.
yeah, we had 22 people over for lunch on saturday. My dad's entire side of the family. o__O;; lotsa people. Rather overwhelming. Sunday wasn't all that great because I couldn't do anything because my cousin Katie was here. And I haven't seen her in, like, 5 years, so it was sort of awkward. And I wanted to go to Katie's before Driver's ed, but I couldn't. u__u so I was bummed about that. But I DID have fun going to the mall w/ Katie and Grandma and Mom, and then going to the Cramer's for dinner. Played kickball in the dark. V. challenging, especially in flip flops. o__O;;
Yes, I started Driver's Ed yesterday. Kind of boring, but enlightening nonetheless. I'm nervous about the test on the WI motorist's handbook. It's a LOT of information to learn in 3 days. o__o Oh well. Dad will enjoy quizzing me about random stuff. ^.^;;
Well, this evening was the corn roast for the EAA volunteers. I wanted Ryan to come because John's not home ((he's at boy scout camp all week. YAY!)) but he couldn't. u__u Oh well. It gave me an opportunity to get a bunch of reading in my handbook done. ^__^;; The corn was good. REALLY good. Always is. We brought some home, too. Yay!! ^_____^
Well, I'm off to browse fanfiction. Bye!

7/31/04; 12:36 PM-

Mood-happy, yet annoyed with fictionpress and neopets.
Mission-get rid of this freakin' headache before my whole family shows up

Hi everyone!! I have a headache. Whoopee!! *not* Oh well. *listens to parents talk to alderman in the kitchen* ^__^;; Anyhoo, my soccer game on thursday was uber-fun. We came back majorly in the last 5 minutes. Went from 3-5 to 5-5. ^____^ Gave those arrogant *bleep*ers a bit of a reality slap. Except then in the last minute, everyone was freaking out because they were afraid I would let another goal in and ruin it. Come ON people, I'm not THAT terrible of a goalie. So what if my coordination and reaction time are a bit off sometimes? ^__^;;

Yesterday I went to Parishfest with Ryan. Saw Stephanie and DJ. Very fun. ^__^ Stephanie and I were kinda hyper. I think we scared Ryan. XD Then she kept trying to give me this anti-abortion crap, so I was all "no, that's ok..." and suddenly she's like, "Andrea, you're not pro-choice, are you?", and I got really quiet and drank my soda to avoid answering. Then she made me laugh and I couldn't swallow. So finally I admitted that I'm not pro-life, but I'm not exactly pro-choice either. Yes, people shouldn't be able to get an abortion just because they made a stupid mistake, but I don't think it should be outlawed completely. I read somewhere that in some cases, you have to do an abortion or else the mother will die. Yeah, it'll kill the baby, but if you have to choose between saving one or losing both, I choose saving one. And what about people who were raped? Do you think that they WANT a living reminder of that horror? It just needs stronger restrictions on it, that's all.

*gets off of soap box* ^_^;;;

This morning, I was woken up at about 9:15 so my mom could wash my sheets. I played Yu-Gi-Oh with my brother for about an hour, then ate breakfast, and then got online. Woohoo!! The Yu-Gi-Oh card game is surprisingly fun. I LOVE playing that game! It's addicting. ((yes, I know I'm weird. Put up with it.))

So then I get online, hoping to read the bajillions of stories that Nyssa added to her FP account, and what do I find? My computer is being screwy and won't let me send reviews. ARGH!! *fumes* So now I have to wait until later to read them, because I have to review!! I just HAVE to!! *sob*

Oh, BTW, if you want to read a positively HIDEOUS harry potter fanfic, Go here. It's guaranteed to make you gag. I'm pretty sure it was supposed to be funny, but it's just...wrong. Not in a perverted way, it's just...wrong. Flat-out WRONG. *flames bad fanfic*

I changed my gallery page around a bit. I'm gonna start adding real pictures soon. As in, beware, because I'm going to be scanning camp pictures. Mwhahaha. *evil grin*

That's all for today! Cya!

7/29/04; 2:12 PM-

Mood-tired and cranky and annoyed
Mission-find a way to amuse myself for the rest of the afternoon, because I can't go to Ryan's because "I have a soccer game at 5:30." It's frickin' 2:00!! *fume*

Heyyo! I'm tired and cranky and annoyed and can't go to Ryan's because I have a game at 5:30, even though it's only just after 2:00. But you knew that already. XD Here is an account of my week so far.

I was lazy on Monday. Went swimming at Ryan's house.

Went to Kaukauna pool with Kim on tuesday. Twas very fun. That place is SO much better than Mead.

Went to EAA yesterday. The airshow was cool, but I absoballylutely HATE wandering and looking at planes. In my opinion, once you've seen one warbird you've seen 'em all. Then we got to sit around and wait for a looong time, and then we saw Harrison Ford and Chuck Jager and this other guy who I can't remember the name of. Twas v. cool. ^__^;; I had fun doodling on the map of the grounds while we waited. ((YOU ARE HERE. Or maybe here? No, wait, you're here. Actually, no, I think you're here. Wait, I made a mistake, you're here. Are you SURE you know where you're going...? XD))

Today, I cleaned my room. YAY! =__=;; I hate cleaning my room. And it took forever. But I DID get almost all of my books to fit on my bookshelf by taking off a lot of the elementary school level books that have been there for eons. XD So now they're on my bookshelf and not in random stacks all over my room. Whoopee! ^__^ Made macaroni and cheese for lunch, got online...and now I'm here. And I'm bored beyond belief. u__u I think I'll go read random FP stories. Bye!

7/24/04; 4:48 PM-

Mood-extremely annoyed
Mission-write more of ch 13

Well, I did have this loooong, awesome, descriptive post about BayJammer and Mackinac written up, and what happens? I hit backspace and the pack goes back, and poof. All gone. 40 minutes of work lost into cyberspace. So, thanks to my uber-evil computer, all you get is one of my famed lists. Though this one shall be v. long. VERY long. Hahaha, read and weep!

-I love DQ
-Old libraries smell old.
-WELCOME TO MICHIGAN!!!
-When you don't know where you are, having a good map helps a lot.
-5 hours of sleep. Need I say more?
-Innertube relays ROCK.
-Baby sparrows are sooooo cyute!!! ^___^
-Sand Dragons are v. cool. Go D jr!!!
-I rock at Log Rolling!!((two words: third place))
-Bucket brigade=sand in hair.
-Sometimes, procrastination works out fine.
-Watching an entire troop of boy scouts march off of a pier into lake michigan is extremely entertaining.
-The semiformal dance was positively awesome.
-There's nothing wrong with being shy as long as you have outgoing friends. Because then your outgoing friends will drag you over to who you want to talk to, and you get to meet new people. ^__^;;
-8 hours of sleep. Much better. ^__^;
-I'm a better runner than I thought...o__O
-If you're the anchor in tug-of-war, and you find a really good grip, remember it. -__-;;
-Watching Luann stuff herself with marshmallows is hilarious.
-Rookie year, 3 third place ribbons, 1 second place ribbon. Not bad, eh? ^__~
-Drive, drive, drive...
-8 hours of sleep again. Still behind, but still ok.
-Fort Michilimackinac RULES!!!
-Why is the rum gone?
-What? I'm an elder?
-Shopping is therapeutic for the soul. Not the wallet.
-Swords....*___*
-Dragon poster!!! Yay!!
-You mean the bag changes COLOR?!?!
-Pesto!!!! XDD
-Gauze pad!
-Full-bodied flavor!
-Hyper people+food+me=10 minutes of nonstop laughing with a mouthful of spaghetti.
-Chicken fights are fun. ((Kime: *pokes* Fall!))
-I like showers. Showers are nice. ^__^
-7 hours of sleep. Falling behind again...
-Boat ride+air=one helluva bad hair day
-Carriage tours!!! Whee!!
-Butterfly house=cool. I didn't get a friend, though...u__u
-Cowboy was THE coolest carriage tour guide ever. Waaah waaahhh!!! XDD
-Fort Mackinac doesn't even begin to measure up to Michilimackinac.
-I love pizza.
-More shopping! Carabiners! YAY!!
-two words: Mackinac Fudge
-What do you mean, I have to ride on the LOWER deck?!?
-Hollister boy...*__* XDD
-Who knew that seesaws could be so FUN??
-Foot Spas rule.
-Do I have any calluses??
-8 hours of sleep. ^__^
-Chai...yum...*__*
-drive, drive, drive, drive...
-Home!! ^__^

And that brings us to...wednesday. -__-;; I haven't done much since then. Thursday I was at Ryan's in the afternoon, went to my soccer game in the evening. Yesterday was my creativity day. Which I started out by...cleaning the bird cage. =__=;; But then I was online for awhile, and then I drew some things, and then I restarted chapter 13. Yes, I restarted it. Because what I had for the beginning 2 pages sucked beyond all reckoning. So far, it is going MUCH better, you will be glad to know. Only 4 chapters left! Can you believe it?? O__O!

Last night, I had Emmy over for a sleepover, and my brother had her brother over. Basically, the 4 of us played Mario Party for a looong time, then we ate ice cream and watched Samurai X. Then we went to bed. And then, this morning, we played Mario Party some more. Woohoo!!! ^__^ I love that game. I'm actually good at it, too. o__O;; Shocking, I know. Emmy and her brother left at around 1:30, then I was online for awhile, and then I was dragged away to help mom and dad with yardwork. =__=;; Joy. And that was while I was feeling rather fed up. Why, you ask? Well, I'm starting to get really annoyed with Ryan's negativity. I try really, really hard to stay positive, but it's hard when he gets into one of his "my life sucks" moods. I really wish he would just listen for a change. And not necessarily just listen to me. He needs to try listening to himself as well. Ah, well, it's ok. It's no big deal. I can't stay even remotely mad at him for very long at all. ^__^;;

Well, I'm off. Maybe I'll give Ryan a call. He has a pool now. ^___^ This makes me v. happy. Because my neighbors aren't around often enough for me to use theirs, and Mead is expensive and too busy. I can go swimming!! Yay!!! ^___^ Well, toodles!!

7/14/04; 4:13 PM-

Mood-slightly overwhelmed
Mission-Have someone over tonight

Hi everyone! Long time no post! ^.~ Well, I shall start with Lifest.

LIFEST WAS THE GREATEST THING I'VE BEEN TO IN A LOOOONG TIME!!!!!!!!! ^.^ It was awesome. I saw Newsboys and Audio Adrenaline and Apologetix and Third Day and 12 stones and SuperChic[k] and Jars of Clay and...SO MANY AWESOME BANDS!!!! *__* It rawked. I had such an awesomely fantastariffic time. Seriously, if any of you ever get the chance to go to a huge Christian music festival like that, GO. It's so...I don't know. I can't describe it. But NOTHING has ever left me feeling so completely relieved and refreshed. It's...spiritually invigorating!!! That's it! ^.^;; And Superchic[k] rawked. I LOOOOVE SuperChic[k]. They're just so...awesome!!! And they have a new CD coming out in October!!! YAAAYYYY!!! ^__^

While I was at Lifest, Katie and I wrote an LOTR parody!!! It's so funny!!! Katie inspired it. But I won't tell you too much here. Go read it yourself! ((Link coming. Must find URL))

Well, I'm off to roleplay, since I have been horribly deprived. ^.^;; Toodles!

7/6/04; 10:04 PM-

Mood-annoyed
Mission-finish quickly so I can go to bed

Ok, not much time, so I shall compile a list.

1) I hate mornings.
2) I love whipped cream
3) I love spending time with my awesome girl scout buddies ((plus Katie ^.^))
4) The Last Samurai is an AWESOME movie!!
5) I love chocolate.
6) I hate how everyone seems to assume that I have absolutely nothing to do, so I can readily give up my time without a problem. *cough*Girl Scouts*cough*

7/4/04; 4:17 PM-

Mood-Happy
Mission-have an awesome 4th of July!! ^__^

Hi all!! This also might be short, as my brother and I have been struggling for hold of the computer, so yeah. I might have to cut it short. ^__^;; And I'll cut short if Parry shows up.

We ended up convincing House to let us leave a day early. Which turned out to be a good thing, or we would have had to paddle on the uber-cold day when we ended up having a duff day. Yup, our very first paddle day we ended up sitting at the campsite all day because Karpy was afraid we'd all get hypothermia. ^__^;; So we sat in our tents curled up in our sleeping bags all morning because we were so freaking cold. And then Nyssa got tent fever. XD I'll have some interesting pictures from that particular hour. ^.^

Lucky tipped TWICE. It was SO FUNNY! I only saw her tip the second time, when she was half-standing in her kayak as she was going down the rapids. >__>;; No wonder she tipped. Then Kirsta yelled "I HAVEN'T SHOWERED IN A WEEK!" to some fishermen. XD

I now have 2 new sayings. "That's a little WEIRD." and "Whoop dee frick." Yay!! I also have the "Pledge to my stomach", which I shall record here for the amusement of the readers of this webpage.

I pledge allegiance to my stomach
And the united nations of the gallbladder and Wis-with-with
and to the republic of the large intestine
One nation
Under my ribcage
Individual organs
Working together to make liberty and justice for all of my poop!

Disturbing, neh? YES!!! And, you know...wait, let me start over...pinecone. XD So many inside jokes it would take me forever to list them.

I came home to find that my grandma and grandpa are here. Woohoo! I was home for about 5 minutes before we went to the Arnold's for dinner, tho. Then I got home at about 10:00, played with grandparent's dog Max, checked email, and went to bed at 11:00. Next day, I woke up at around 8:00 and unpacked, showered, ate breakfast, played with Max some more. Then I went online again, and I got to talk to Ryan for awhile. He came over, and we played cards with my family. He didn't want to play at first, but we had fun anyway. Then we sat around for awhile, and then we took him home so my grandparents could take us out for dinner. Los Compadres...mmmmmm!! *__* We WERE going to go see fireworks, but it rained. That's why I was bummed yesterday. So instead I talked to Ryan on the phone for 3 hours. XD This morning, I got up and went to church. I got to talk to Kelsey!! Yay!! ^__^ She showed me the secret passageway that she found while helping on the reconstruction of the sunday school wing. V. cool. Now if she could only find a way to get into the archives...^__^;; Then we came home, ate breakfast, and then I got to ride in grandma and grandpa's RV to Milwaukee!! And now I'm here. Though I had to wait for my brother to finish his millions of Inklink games before I could get online. >__>;; Oh well.

Well, that's all for now. Farewell!! ^__~

7/3/04; 9:12 PM-

Mood-Bummed
Mission-Sleep

Hi everyone!! I'm baaack!! ^__^ I had a super-awesome time. We kayaked for 7 days. ((LoL, I almost said weeks. XD)) We went into the Manitowish waters, and...oh, crap, I have to get offline now. Nuuu!! u__u I'm going to Milwaukee tomorrow, so I'll continue then. When I have oodles of net time. Cya!!

6/18/04; 10:40 PM-

Mood-Annoyed
Mission-get my schedule sorted out before I leave for camp. ((Haha, like that'll happen.))

Well, this has been an interesting day. It started out just fine, then it went crappy, and then it turned out ok. o__o V. weird. Anyway, I shall tell you about it AFTER I tell you about yesterday!! ^__^

As I said in my last post, Katie spent the night on Wednesday. I went with her to her Youth Group ((again)) and then her dad bought us malts at Tom's. Woohoo!! ((I'm not talking about yesterday, am I? XD)) Then we went back to my house, and we sat and talked for a little while. Then there was an accident out on midway, so Katie and I followed my dad out there to see what happened. While we were standing out there, we started seeing raindrops in the headlights of the fire truck, so we decided to head back. We're not even halfway back down midway when it starts to pour. And I don't mean a steady rain, I mean it POURED. Like God suddenly just dumped a bucket on our heads. XD So, since we were in flip flops, we ran back home barefoot. We ran barefoot in the rain!!! It was FUN!! Running was tiring, but it was still fun. ^__^ Seriously, who would think that something so incredibly stupid would be so fun. Try it sometime. ^__^ After that, we watched Jonah. That movie rawks. That's all I'll say for now. ^.^

Yesterday, we got up at around 10:00ish, and then we ate breakfast, and my mom told us that the Moens were at high cliff!! There was Mark and Claudia and Madeline and Parry ((yes, as in "Parry, stop putting frogs in the tent")) and Grandma Lubner!! XD They're some of the people we go camping with on Labor Day weekend every year. ((BTW, Parry is really cool. He's like the nice brother I never had. XDD)) I'm not actually related to them, but they feel like family. Since I've known them my entire life. And I mean that literally. ^__^ So we took Katie and went out and said Hi. We went out and stood on the rocks and Katie and Parry and I talked for like an hour. It was fun!! He's almost NEVER online, so it was good to talk to him again. ^_^ After I got home, I went to Ryan's house. But my visit got cut short, cause my mom can't read a schedule and she told me my soccer game was at 6:45 instead of 5:30. -__-;; So at 5:00, my dad comes to pick me up so I can run home and get ready really fast. And then we lost our soccer game because THE REF WAS FRICKIN BIASED!!! *fumes* Don't even get me STARTED on that game.

So today I slept until 11:00, which was very, very nice. ^__^ But I woke up, realized "Aw, crap, Ryan gets out of summer school in 15 minutes and he's gonna call me..." so I quick got out of bed and ate and watched Escaflowne so I could finish it without taking up too much time. XD The DVD was due today, so I HAD to watch it. Plus, there would have been no hope of me watching it tomorrow. Seeing as my dad has TV claim on the weekends. So after I finished that, I went to Ryan's. It was our 2 month anniversary today!!!!!! ^__^ I'm so happy!! It doesn't seem like it's been that long. The 2nd month totally flew by. It's crazy!! But I'm happy. That's all that matters, I suppose. ^.~

At about 3:30, mom calls and tells me to come home so we can go to the library cause I had to return that DVD. And she tells me that my schedule is screwed up. I go home to find that I have no lunch period scheduled and there is nothing for 2nd hour. I have German 4th hour, Creative Writing 5th hour 2nd semester, and Chorus 6th hour. Where the heck am I supposed to have lunch?!?!?! Grr. Oh, and I have no Gym class scheduled either. AAAAARRRGHHHH!!! But then we went out for fish and we went and saw Charlotte's Web, so now I'm happier. BUT I'M STILL FORKING FRUSTRATED!! You'd think they would get us our schedules sooner than a week and a half before changes are due. It's called vacations, you dumb @$$es!!! *snarl*

Well, that was my day. And the day before. And the evening before. XD I'm off to camp on Sunday!!!!! ^_____^ So if I don't post before tomorrow, I'll see you all in 2 weeks!! WRITE ME LETTERS!! *glare* ^.~

6/16/04; 5:36 PM-

Mood-Happy! ^__^
Mission-Watch Jonah!!

Lesee, when was the last time I posted...WHAT?? A WEEK AGO?? I don't remember back that far! x__X So I'll just talk about today and yesterday. But I've gotta do it quickly, cause I have to call Ryan and eat dinner before 6:15. o__O Ahhh!!

Yesterday, I went and saw Spirit with my mom in the morning. I like that movie. Kinda corny, but a good movie nonetheless. ^__^ The message behind it is most important.

Yesterday after Ryan got back from summer school, he came over to my house and we went over to Janet Berry to play soccer. Whee! Then we came back and we played Mario Party 5 with John and Drew. I won! YESS!!! John was so ticked, but he tried to hide it. Mwhahaha. Anyway, after that we played more soccer in the backyard, and then my mom took Ryan and Drew home on the way to John's soccer game. I got online, and then when Ryan gets home HE gets online, and he starts telling me about how suddenly all he wants to do is play soccer until he collapses. o__O I think I turned him into a soccer fiend. Is this a good thing? I'm not really sure yet. But he's really excited about it, and he's really happy because now he has something to work for, so I guess that it's all for good! ^__^ And he does have some serious potential. All he needs to do is learn the rules and get comfortable with handling the ball, and he'll rock!! ^__^

Today was CRAZY. x__x I got up at 10:00, sat around and read Fushigi Yugi((again. XD)) Then the troop showed up at 11:00 to work on BayJammers, and then we ended up going to WalMart to buy stuff to make shirts. V. Boring. I didn't pay attention to most of the discussions, because I was sooooo tired. -__- So I got home from that at 1:30, and then was swept off to do swimsuit shopping for camp. u__u I HATE SWIMSUIT SHOPPING. So much. It makes me feel so...ugly!! And the thing that REALLY bothers me is this evil thing called laziness. If I would just get off my butt once in awhile, I might actually look okay. But no, I'm a lazy bum. u__u Oh well. *end self-pity party* XD So I don't get to teach Ryan soccer today. Oh well. Now I'm having a sleepover with Katie tonight! Yay!! ^__^

6/11/04; 10:43 PM-

Mood-Tired and somewhat darkish =__=
Mission-sleep ((Hey, it's almost 11:00. Give me a break.))

Ok, I'll try to make this quick because I only have 15 minutes of time left and I'm roleplaying with Nyssa. ((is it just me, or have all my updates been uber-long lately? I think I've just been REALLY bored. ^.^;;))

Today we painted Bruno's house!! Woohoo!! V. fun. I ate a LOT of sausage pizza. And their cat, Daphne, is awesome. ^__^ I still have primer on my elbow, tho. -__-;; V. annoying.

I came home, read book 8 of Fushigi Yugi ((NURIKO DIED!! NUUUU!! *sobs* T__T)) and went to a girl scout meeting. Despite what I expected, we actually got something done without me going into uber-stress mode. ^__^;; I accidentally almost dozed off at one point, though, because Kirsta got onto the floor so I stretched out on the couch and I was sooo comfy, and...yeah. You know what I mean. ^__^;;

I dunno why, but I suddenly feel really, really sad. And it sucks. I had this feeling earlier this week, too. Just this sudden bout of utter lonliness. Wah!! *cries* ;__; Ah, well. I'll survive.

Cya all later!!! Don't drown in all the rain! ((If you live here in Appleton, have you seen how HIGH the river is?!?!))

6/10/04; 2:43 PM-

Mood-Bored beyond all reckoning
Mission-survive my soccer game tonight ((*prays for thunderstorm*))

Hi!! I am bored. But you knew that already. ^__^;; I mean, you can only review random fictionpress stories for so long, ya know? ^.~

Yesterday was fun! I got up and went to another BayJammer training, where I went running with Pratha and Judy, and then I practiced the innertube race in the lake. THAT was interesting. I was supposed to race on my back, but I could NOT for the life of me stay on without falling off. It was hard!!! It took me forever to even get on, and then I didn't even get halfway before I fell. -__- Oh well. It was pretty funny. Then Pratha and I raced this one kid, and I JUST beat him. I would have totally kicked their butts if I hadn't switched to breast stroke. BUT I WAS SO TIRED. Twas very exhausting. So then we practiced Bucket Brigade, which is always amusing. How could carrying buckets of water over your head in a race to fill a garbage can NOT be fun?

. . .

Ok, don't answer that.

After we took everyone home, I showered and ate lunch. Then I went to Katie's house!! We were going to go to the pool, but it was kind of yuck out. So we didn't!! ^__^;; Instead we scanned pictures and listened to AMRS #2. Have I mentioned that AMRS #2 is incredibly hilarious?? ^__^;;

So then I went to Katie's youth group with her. HOLY CRAP, is Christ the Rock a HUGE church!!!! o__O There were SO many people. It was...freaky! I'm so used to being part of a smaller congregation. I think I like it better, too, cause it's easier to get to know people. And you get to know the people better. ^__^;; Katie'll probably argue with that, but that's my opinion. Flame all you want, it isn't changing. ^.~ But it was still really fun to go nevertheless!!! SO VERY DIFFERENT from my ((former)) YG. They had a bunch of kids ((aka worship team)) play a bunch of coolio music. V. uplifting. ^__^ Then this guy named Ed talked. HE WAS SO COOL!!! He talked about how we need to stop obsessing over what other people will think of us and just go out and spread God's message and love other people!! And I totally agree! Much easier said than done, I must say, but it's still worth fighting for. ^__^;;

So then I went home. And I wrote a coolio poem, which I'll put on FP eventually, and then Nyssa called! I talked to her for 45 minutes-ish, and then I went to bed. Whee!!

I slept until NINE O'CLOCK this morning!! o__O That's the longest I've slept so far!! Woohoo go me!!

Yes, I know that sounds pathetic. But I absolutely CANNOT sleep with light. And I've had to leave my shade open because of the heat all week, so...bleh. ^__^;;

Today was a nothing day. Meaning I did nothing. ^__^;;; Woohoo!

Well, my brother is nagging me cause he wants to use the phone. Grr. *thwocks brother* Cya all later!!

6/8/04; 5:08 PM-

Mood-ECSTATIC!!!
Mission-Draw...something

YAY!!! I FINALLY GOT AMRS #2!! I LOVE YOU NYSSA!!! *total spazzout* I am SO happy. I've already made one copy, and I'm currently working on the second. It's SO FORKING FUNNY!!!!!!!!!!! It's great. Just wait until you hear it, you'll be in tears 'cause it's so funny!!

Anyhoo, Monday. It was an ok day. I got up and ate breakfast, and people were at my house at 10:00 to go to High Cliff to practice for BayJammer. We practiced tug-of-war and Bucket Brigade. Bucket Brigade is this thing where you have to carry a bucket of water on your head and dump it in a 30-gallon trash can. It was SO FUN!! The lake was kinda cold at first, but then it just felt really, really good. Sooooo nice. Ack, just thinking about it makes me wanna go swimming. ^__^;; After that we took everyone home. I was supposed to go to the pool with Katie, but I forgot about the practice, so she went to the library instead cause she thought that I was gone. ^__^;; Oh well. So I sat around all day and read. The book I'm reading, "Secret Sacrament", is really good!! I'm hooked. It's by the same gal who wrote "Winter of Fire", which was also quite the excellent book. I strongly suggest them both. Oh, and I also REALLY strongly suggest "The Wings of a Falcon". THAT is one awesome book. Not by the same person, but still a v. awesome book. ^__^

Today, I went and saw the free kids movie at Regal with my brother. We saw Shrek. They were also showing Jonah((the veggie tales movie)), and I REALLY wanted to go see that one, but John and his friend wanted to see Shrek, so I went with them. Because seeing movies by yourself is so...boring!! So I saw Shrek. I did have fun nevertheless. Shrek is SO funny. I love it when the birdy pops. XD After the movie, we went to the library. I saw Katie there. ((Not Katie Wilson, Katie from the Namekagon trip)) She said that Dawn is going to a different camp this summer. *glares at Dawn* She is SO out of the EFU. How could you abandon CBT?? HOW?!?! *sobs*

So then I came home and read the next book of Fushigi Yugi. This one wasn't as good as the last one. I was mad cause stupid Suboshi killed Jie-Lian. HOW COULD YOU KILL SUCH AN ADORABLE LITTLE KID????? *smashes Suboshi with giant wooden sledgehammer of doom*

Well, I'm off to read random stories on FictionPress. Toodles!

6/6/04; 7:48 PM-

Mood-Compelled ((is that even a mood...?))
Mission-Dunno. Maybe read more of "Secret Sacrament"?

Hi! Well, today was interesting. Yes, interesting would be the word. But I think I'll start with yesterday...

Yesterday I had a soccer game at 9:15 in the morning! Whee!! It was pretty fun, actually, until we all kinda zoned out in the last 10 minutes and they scored a bunch on us. -__-;; Stupid Defense. Anyway, after that we went home and I sat on the computer for awhile, and then Katie came over! She came with me to my 1:30 game against Fritz's team. It was v. fun. He's GOOD! He scared me a couple times, I thought he was gonna score on me. And if he had, I probably would have never heard the end of it. XD But my defense pulled through for me every time. Except for that one time. Then, halftime came through for me. ^__^;; We tied Fritz's team 0-0. Thank God. He would have given me SO MUCH crap next year if they'd won. ^__^;;;;;;

So then, when we get back, Amber Lutzewitz is having her graduation party. And since she was in Chamber w/ Katie and I, we went over to her party and ate food. We also played soccer with an inflatable ball and little kids, and we watched the horse race. Smarty Jones lost. It was so sad. He had it, and then that other horse came right up and beat him. So very sad. Oh well. Horses don't care about money anyway, they just want to run. ^__^;; Then, after the race, Katie went home so we could RP. Cause...yeah. We wanted to!! ^__^ Then I went to bed.

Guess what I did the next morning? I WOKE UP! XDDD ((Wow, I'm stupid...)) anyhoo, I had another game at 9:15 this morning. Which we lost, because one of our teammates broke her leg, and we totally lost focus after that. They beat us 1-0. All because I MADE THE ASSUMPTION THAT THE BALL WAS GOING TO GO OVER, BUT IT WENT IN!! I'M SO FORKING STUPID!!!! u__u Oh well. We play them again this season, so we'll beat the crap out of them then. ^.^;;

After I came home, I showered, read the comics, ate lunch, and went to Ryan's house!! He showed me this one video game his brother got. THE VAMPIRE GUY IS SO COOL!! But the guy had to kill his girlfriend so he could defeat the evil dude. So predictably sappy, yet still sad nonetheless. I am such a freak. XD Then I came home and got online, where almost instantly Ryan was being negative again. This really ticked me off, so I yelled at him and just left in the middle of the conversation. Which made him mad, but I guess i did something right because now he's un-depressed and has decided that he's gonna take control of his life. YAY!!! *is proud* I'm glad he finally figured THAT out. It's too bad that I had to be cruel for him to manage it, though. ^__^;;;

Well, I'm off. I might go to the pool w/ Katie tomorrow. Whee!! But that means I have to wear my evil one-piece, cause my uber-cool tankini is falling apart. Kayak trips are hard on swimsuits. ^__^;; Oh well.

I WANT AMRS #2!!!!!!!!! Nyssa says it's coming, but still...I WANT IT!!!!!

6/4/04; 1:33 PM-

Mood-Content
Mission-nothing in particular. Maybe read more of "Following Fake Man"

Hello!! Today is my first full day of summer break 2004. Woohoo!! ^.^ I have had quite the nice, relaxing day so far. I woke up at about 8:15ish because the phone rang, so I lay there for 15 minutes and decided I wasn't going to be able to go back to sleep, so I got up. Dad was playing animal crossing, and I talked to him for a few minutes about the graduation party last night. He was dealing blackjack from 8:30 to 3:30 last night at it. o__O He had fun, though. Said he saw Stephanie ((from Chamber)) and Amanda and a lot of other people. ^.^ Then I changed and went for a walk!! It was sooo nice!! It was very relaxing, and I saw Mrs. Kaufman walking her dogs with Mrs. Olson. So I walked for about 20ish minutes, and then came home and changed into normal clothes and sat and read until 10:15ish. Then I went downstairs, ate a bagel, and biked over to Janet Berry to help out with the book fair. I'm gonna get so many new books!! ^__^ I have to try and save at least one for the kayak trip, tho. But there's still a bunch from the other book fair that I haven't had time to read yet, so I should be ok. I'm thinking about taking Angels and Demons with me, cause it's nice and long. I don't know if my mom ever finished it, though. She's turning into me, in the way that she's been reading 2 or 3 books at a time lately. XD And I don't even do that anymore!! o__O Freakish. Oh well. I need to read the next Charlie Bone book, too. But that book I got from the library comes first....whoo! Looks like I'll have plenty to read while sitting out in the backyard on the lounge!! *__* I is so excited. SO MUCH LAZY TIME!! 'Tis bliss, that's what it is.
So after I got bored of finding myself incapable of counting change and using the cash register, I left. Came home and watched the Escaflowne DVD I got from the library. It's very interesting. I really wish Kim hadn't told me that Delandau was a girl, though. Because Delandau SERIOUSLY reminds me of Aycan, and that brings back images of Aycan in drag...x__X. Stupid Kim. -__-;; Oh well. So now, after 2 hours of anime indulgement, I am here. Woohoo!! I might call Ryan in awhile and see if he'd be willing to go shoot goals on me at Janet Berry. Didn't get much practice at our game last night. We won by a long shot. We scored...I dunno, somewhere around 8 or 9 goals, and they had none. I lost count at 5. They had absolutely NO shots on goal. I only got to touch the ball twice, and that's because Tim or Matt happened to get it into the goal box when they were trying to get it back upfield and I literally pounced on it. IT WAS SO BORING!! I literally sat through most of the second half. o__O Though, for the team overall, me being bored is a GOOD thing. But boredom is boredom nonetheless. So I must take it for the good of the team. ^__^;; I hope Kris Otremba's team is better than the one we played last night. We play him at 1:30 tomorrow. SO EXCITED!! Maybe I'll bring Katie, so she can watch us both play. Hmm...*thinks*
Well, I think I've rambled enough for today. Go out and enjoy the day! IT'S TOO FRICKIN NICE OUT TO BE SITTING ON THE COMPUTER!! *sits at the computer* XD ((Ah, the simple pleasure of hypocracy.))

((And if I spelled hypocracy wrong, I DON'T CARE. :P))

OH!! I know this is late, cause they've been up awhile, but go see all of the new captions!!! Pweeze?? *puppy eyes* I even labeled the new ones "NEW" so even I could figure it out. ^__^;;

5/30/04; 7:11 PM-

Mood-Happy ^__^
Mission-go to bed at a decent hour so I'll be awake for the LOTR marathon tomorrow

Heyyo!! I had lotsa fun yesterday afternoon. At 4:30, I went and saw Hidalgo again at the cheap seats with my brother and my mom. It was really fun! After that, we came home and then we went out to a new place out by the mall called Golden Corral. It's an all-you-can-eat dinner buffet, and it's REALLY REALLY GOOD. Seriously, they've got soooo much food. And I wasn't really all that hungry!! It was SO DEPRESSING!! ;__; I told my parents we have to go back when I haven't eaten anything all day. XD I had to check my ice cream intake, cause too many uber-chocolate sundaes equals not fun for my stomach. But I wasn't all that hungry anyway, so it was all good. ^.^ After stuffing our faces, we came home and played Spite & Malice for an hour and a half, and then I decided I needed to go to bed since we were getting up for church in the morning. ^__^;;
Today we came home from church and I did my Civics packet! JOY! -__- So very boring. Oh well, it's done now. I also did one of my CommArts essays today, so I have one more to do on Tuesday and then I'M DONE WITH HOMEWORK FOR THE ((school)) YEAR!! YESS!!! ^__^ Oh-so-happy. Three more days, three more days, just THREE MORE DAYS...
Oh, and before I finish, I must state that Ryan is THE SWEETEST GUY ON THE WHOLE FORKING PLANET. ^____^ If you want to know why, read May 8th on his journal page. Squeee!!! *feels all sappy* ^__^ Well, I'm off to amuse myself for awhile. Tomorrow is the all-day LOTR marathon!!! Woohoo!!! ^.~

5/29/04; 12:51 PM-

Mood-Lazy. If that qualifies as a mood.
Mission-Find time to finish my civics review and my CA final

OH YEAH ONLY ONE DAY LEFT OF SCHOOL!!!!!!!

Hahaha just kidding. There's actually two. I just felt like putting something really stupid like that. XD

I tried out to be an announcer this past week, but I dunno if I got it yet. -__-;; Betcha they I didn't, and they just didn't tell me. Cause I have bad luck like that. At least Girl Choir told me I didn't make it. Oh, yeah, I didn't make Girl Choir. ;__; My audition wasn't all that great, though, so I can understand. I kept screwing up when I did my solo because I was uber-nervous. Oh well, maybe next year.

Ah, crap, I had bunches of stuff to say and now I can't remember any of it. -__-;; I did finally get to roleplay with Luna, tho. We haven't roleplayed in for-ever!! I've forgotten a heck of a lot of what I had planned. -__-;; Oh well. Hey, that reminds me, I need to go check her website and see if she ever posted about ACEN. And if she didn't I need to badger her about it. ((It's a badger badger badger badger badger badger badger MUSHROOM MUSHROOM!! XDD)) Cya later!!

5/22/04; 6:41 PM-

Mood-Exhausted yet happy
Mission-Try to find a way to amuse myself -__-

Hallo all!! Well, here I am, all alone at my house, bored beyond all reckoning. My brother hasn't gotten back from his boy scout trip thing, and my parents went off to see Phantom without me. ;__; Poor me.
Yesterday was a half-day, and it felt like a whole day because it totally sucked. We're making Power Point Presentations in Civics to review for finals, and I finished on thursday right as the bell rang. Saved it only to my floppy disk, because I wanted to log off quickly so I wouldn't be late for algebra. Next day, Clinton Dybul((my partner)) insists on sitting at the computer, and I'm not in the mood to argue with him so I concede. Bad idea. He decides that the computer is opening the file too slowly, so what does he do? He ejects the disk while the computer is still trying to read it. And thus, he ruins the disk. Nothing will open. I WAS READY TO STRANGLE HIM. I think I was starting to scare him, too, because he kept saying "stop looking at me like that" when I was glaring at him and then when we went down to the library to see if the librarian could get it to work he kept his distance. Smart guy. XD So now he gets to redo the whole thing at home this weekend cause I don't have Power Point. HAHAHAHAHA!! Then, in algebra, we have a review due, and me ((being the moron that I am)) didn't realize there was a back page and thus had only half of it done. WHY ME?!?! *cries* Then the fire alarm went off during German, so we had to stand outside in the rain. NOT cool. But we did get to postpone the quiz until monday, which is good cause I kinda forgot to study. ^__^;;;
So anyway, after school Kime comes to my house and we work on girl scouts. We went to the library to look up hotel prices cause mine is uber-slow, and I logged on to AIM while I was searching. Well, Ryan is online, so I go to IM him and the stupid thing won't work. So very evil. He thought that someone was hacking into my account and goofing around. Stupid evil...grr.
After we took Kime home, I went home and wrote in Ryan and I's notebook, and then he called so I talked to him for awhile, and then I went to Kime and Brenda's for a sleepover!! Woohoo!! It was v. fun. We went and saw Shrek 2, which was HILARIOUS. You all must go and see it. It's great. A rare instance where they actually make a really good sequel to a really good movie. ^.~ So after that we went back to Kime and Brenda's house. Amanda and Brenda had to make a movie for their CA final, so we helped them make one. IT WAS SO FUN!! Kim and I pretended to beat the crap out of each other. It was fun!!! Then she cut me with a plastic sword. Seriously. I was CUT by a PLASTIC sword. I felt so incredibly stupid. What moron gets cut by a plastic sword? This moron, that's who. XD So anyway, we made the movie. And then we made bloopers, which was even more entertaining. Amanda is going to make a copy for us, so any of you who live by me can come over and watch the terrible swordfight scene. XD
Well, I'm off to see if there is anything interesting to steal from my brother while he's gone. XD LoL just kidding. Or am I...?

5/14/04; 10:27 PM-

Mood-Exhausted -__-
Mission-"feed" and "change" Kira so I can SLEEP

I am officially part of Team Saunders now. Go me!! ^__~ It's for the diabetes walk tomorrow. Will be very fun. Though I have to take Kira with me. Who is Kira, you ask? Kira is my baby!!!!! Actually, she's just a simulated baby. I am using my build-a-bear cow as my "baby" and her name is Kira. I get to hold her for 40 minutes when I'm done with this so I can sleep, and then I get to wake up at 3:00 to do it again. Joy. -__- I might just set the alarm so it goes off and then go right back to sleep so my mom will at least THINK i did it in case she's listening. Sometimes she's a light sleeper, sometimes she's not. Ya never know. Gawd, this is not going to be fun.

Went to Ryan's after school today. I hadn't been at his house at all this week ((gasp!!)) so it was nice to hang out w/ him. We watched Pirates of the Carribean cause he hadn't seen it before, but I don't think he was paying attention. We were too busy trying to annoy each other. XD He's so fun. *hugs Ryan*

I am sooo tired. Off to feed Kira so I can sleep and then get up again. :P Grr. Cya later!!

5/8/04; 1:27 PM-

Mood-To be perfectly honest, I don't know. o__O
Mission-Figure out what the heck I am getting my mom for mother's day

AH I'M SO SCREWED!! I have nothing for my mom for mother's day. Nada. Zip. Zilch. I am going shopping with katie in half an hour, but I doubt I will find anything. I don't have enough money to buy anything decent anyway. Unless I can find some cute toe socks or something, she would LOVE that. *lightning bolt of inspiration strikes me* I guess that's what it will be, then. Cute socks. XD

Yesterday was another spend-lots-of-time-with-Ryan day. ^__^;; I walked home with him and then we watched TV and LOTR for awhile, and then he came to my house and we watched Lodoss and then we went online for awhile and then we started to watch Pirates of the Carribean, but his mom came. So I'll have to show him another time. ^__^;; Twas very fun, though apparently I foiled Katie's plan of going to a movie. Sorry Katie!!

I was supposed to do the Sole Burner walk this morning, but it was thunderstorming so we didn't go. So I got to sleep in! Yay! It was nice. I got up and finished Ryan's present, which I can't say what it is in case he sees this before I give it to him, but it is v. cool. ^.~

Well, I am going to go shopping with Katie in awhile, so I've g2g. Bye!! ^__^

5/7/04; 4:09 PM-

Mood-Hyper ^__^
Mission-eat italian food

Haha. I have an awesome mission and you don't!!!! =D
AAAANNNNNYYYYYHOOOO...hi! This has been a v. interesting week. Monday was depressing, Tuesday was confusing, and the rest of the week was happy! Yay! ^__~ I got my hair cut wednesday. Now it's all shortlike. ^___^ On tuesday we presented in health class. Twas v. fun. "Are you accusing me of putting cocaine in my cake?" XD And, in case you were wondering, I don't. Just for future reference. ^__^;;

Today was quite hilarious. During lunch we sat outside and Tony came and sat with us. Yesterday Ryan and I discovered that our side of the bench was busted, so Ryan likes to rock on it. Tony didn't know the bench rocked, Ryan rocked, and Tony fell. Twas very hilarious. Then people were climbing on the roof to get frisbees, which was quite amusing to watch. Until a teacher came out to yell at them, at which point we acted like we had no idea what was going on. V. fun. And the pep rally sucked cause Mr. Hash gave the East Idol trophy to the evil rapper girls. >__> I was v. pissed off. Oh well, just a stupid prep rally. XD
Well, nothing more to say 4 now. Here is a preview of Ryan's new freakish anime smiley. ^__N Bye!

5/1/04; 12:20 PM-

Mood-Tired and Hyper
Mission-Go see senior recitals today

Hi everyone! This probably won't be very long, because I am at Katie's computer with the EVIL KEYBOARD. -__-;; Oh well. If I don't update now, while I have time, you know I'm gonna forget. Cause I am moronic like that, ^__~.
Spring Fling was kinda wierd. Very fun, yet most of the bands sucked. Especially the first guy. He sounded fine when I was only sort of listening, but then I actually listened, and he was so off key. I felt v. bad for him. I spent most of the dance just sitting with Ryan. ^__^ Though we did help get juices unstuck from the machine, chase katie around, and stand with the hyper people for awhile. ^__^;; Katie said we should tone down the PDA's, but we weren't doing anything! Just holding his hand and putting my head on his shoulder and hugging him occasionally!! There's nothing wrong with that! And if there is, well I guess I'm screwed then. ^__~

Ah, well, mom is going to be here soon to get us for the senior recital! Cya later! ^__^

4/26/04; 8:33 PM-

Mood-Beyond happy ^____^
Mission-Eat mint ice cream and go to bed.

This is going to have to be short, cause I dun have much time left. Which will be hard, cause I'VE GOT SO MUCH TO TALK ABOUT!!! o__O so here goes!

FRIDAY WAS SOOOOOOOO AWESOME!!! It was so great. I was really stressed out at school, but then we sang my favorites of our concert songs in chorus and I went and saw ROTK again with Ryan, Kim, Kime, and Brenda. Ryan was feeling kinda sick throughout, but we had lotsa fun. He got up the courage to put his head on my shoulder and hold my hand. ((yay!!! ^___^)) I was oh-so-happy. And it's a good thing he did, cause he was too slouched over for me to put my head on his shoulder. ^__^;; It was so great. And then he put his arm around me when we were leaving and...squee!!! I is so very lucky. Not deserving of such a gift from God AT ALL. But who am I to deny what He gives me? ^__^

On saturday we had state solo and ensemble. V. fun! We did really well, we got a 1!! ((my dad checked the website this orning)) Chamber singers rule. No one can best our awesome power! MWHAHAHA!!

Yesterday was the GS silver award ceremony. Very boring, but I DID get a flower and they had to say nice things about me. Mwhahaha. Then we went out for dinner to celebrate, and then realized it was my half birthday, so we asked if I could get half a dessert. So they got me a free dessert and they sang to me and made me stand on a chair and made me dance and then they pied me in the face!!! IT WAS SO AWESOME!!! I have always wanted to know what it's like to be pied after watching slime time live. ^__^;; So, overall, an extremely good weekend. ^__~ And now I must go to bed. Farewell, my minions. XD

4/21/04; 7:18 PM-

Mood-Happy!! ^__^
Mission-SLEEP -__-

Hi!! Firstly, 18 is a very good number. XD Secondly, for those of you who honestly didn't know yet, I'm going out with Ryan now. YAAAYYYYY!!! ^__^ I is so happy. ^___^

Today was a surprisingly good day. In health we watched a movie and thus did nothing, in civics we checked stocks and thus did nothing, in algebra we reviewed all hour and thus did nothing, in lunch I listened to music and read and zoned out completely ((doing nothing)) and then in CA we wrote another reader's journal thus doing nothing, and then we went and saw Noises Off, which out high school is putting on. It was the most brilliant thing I've ever seen in my whole freaking life. SO FUNNY. I absolutely loved it. It was great. So my day was really good, despite what I thought it would be. ((For more Information, ask about the bloodwrath I had last night.)) -__-;;

Well, mom needs the phone soon. Cya all later!! ^__~

4/13/04; 8:35 PM-

Mood-Extremely annoyed
Mission-SLEEP!!! @__@

Grr. This evil site didn't save what I added a couple hours ago. *snarls* Oh well. I shall update again, just for Ryan! ^__^
What an interesting weekend!! I wasn't home for 15 minutes on saturday when I went to Ryan's. XD But I missed him a lot. So we hung out for awhile. Yay! ^_^
Ryan was supposed to go to church with me easter morning, but he got sick and couldn't. Plus his brother was in the hospital. So he couldn't come with me. ;__; Oh well, maybe another time. I spent most of the day at his house anyway, so it doesn't matter. XD We walked to Taco Bell ((TACOS!!! XD)) and got lunch, though he didn't eat anything cause the second he took a bite he started to feel like crap again. ;__; Poor Ryan!! *patpat* Anyhoo, yeah. So I spent the night at Kim's on Sunday, which was fun. We watched another disc of Orphen, so we only have one left! Yay! ^____^ It's a really good anime. I strongly suggest it!
The next day we did some stuff for girl scouts and then we went to Victoria's for dinner. SOO YUMMY!!! *__* They had this chocolate spoon cake that was FANTASTIC. So delicious. *laughs insanely* I was beyond full afterwards, but it was SO worth it. ^__^
Today was another uber-boring day at school. Ryan was sick. Didn't have a chance to break it to Cory. Must be haunted another day. ;__; I really feel bad, but I have to make a choice. I just hope he doesn't end up hating me or anything.
Well, that's all for now. Bye!!!

4/9/04; 10:17 AM-

Mood-Tired and happy
Mission-Survive this last day

HI EVERYONE!!! ^__^ This has been such an awesome week, I've had a total blast. On monday we went rock climbing and tried a hard wall. I fell, of course, but I was proud of myself for trying anyway. ^__^
On Tuesday we went bowling. Wheeeee! It was fun. My name was PsychoAuthor and Nyssa was MoronicWritr ((no room for the E)). Except that when it came up on the score screen, it cut our names off to "Psycho" and "moroni" XDD IT WAS SO FUNNY. So now Nyssa is Moroni. Oh, and there was this one guy in the lane next to us who was wearing a shirt that said "Grab your balls and let's go bowling!!"