I don't know what's up with me lately. I mean I have never appeared to be the most cheerful person in the world but I have never felt this down. All I want to do sometimes is die. The thought of going back to that school in a couple of weeks fills me with dread. I can't believe I have to spend another year at that place *shudders*. I am also in love with this boy but I can't tell him he is a really good friend of mine that's why I'm not not mentioning his name. =(. Well that's about all for today I don't feel up to writing anymore. Love Kata xx