Thoughts
In the beginning things were simple and good, there was me and there was not me. As I grew so did my perception of what was me and what was not. It was not long before my brain comprehended what was objects and what was others. Soon I was introduced to the concept of a higher being, higher entity, that which cannot be explained, that which would be called god. And it was so, there was me, other, and god. But this did not suit what I would believe later. God was to perfect, to absolute, to out of reach. Then at the age of new life came the idea that either god is simply everything or god was nothing except a concept brought to existence by our own ability to create and destroy. This evolved into the thought that all was purely god, or what many people thought was one perfect entity, instead it was many imperfect entities united on a basis yet unknown and that all events were merely coincidental to our existence and that only when we knew we were in fact god would we become god. Life was viewed as what was and is and will be “chaos”. Everything that would ever happen would be simply a series of random events that would lead to one effect. But no human can live on random chaos. Humans have always needed something to tell them they had purpose and even I cannot deny this fact. I allowed there to be partial fate. I believed that there was a type of fate. One that was set but not made. There would be certain events that would occur in life but the path was not made yet, one would get to this effect but they had infinite paths to choose from. And yet now on this night of revelations I’m here to contemplate. Human’s minds can be made. But at what point are they completed. God is us, and we are god. In this can fate be made? If we are all truly connected in a way yet to be understood on a level we might never contemplate, then by our collected knowledge we know all that can be known. But is that all we can know, do we know more then we know? Can this collected god of Us know so much that our minds are made when we are born? At what point is fate created? Is it possible that this collected god of Us could already determine our future choices? Could my mind have already known that I would write this sentence 2 years ago? 5 years ago? Perhaps this collected god of Us knew I would write this sentence before even the concept of me was known, could it have foreseen this 1000 year ago? The mind is the most complex thing we know, we don’t know but a fraction of what it can do. If we are all connected on a level yet unknown then this consciousness has been around and passed down since the first noise was made and heard. This consciousness has had the time to possibly figure it self out with out us knowing about it’s existence and there fore could know us better then we know us, or may ever know us. So the question at hand right now that I must contemplate is does this collected god of Us know what decisions I will make tomorrow before I even know the problems?
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