It 's just a frigging story it doesn't make it real. We've all heard them before. People can take anything twist and pervert what you say with some personal motive. But the truth can be found in there somewhere if you look hard enough and long enough.

What are you here for? Are you looking for answers meaning or reason in your life too? Something higher or just a free meal ticket maybe some sort of direction in life. The end line from what I can figure out is survival - that which survives continues to exist and that which continues to survive and exist is that which is right or more right even if the idealist mind does not think it is right.

So you say to yourself why did I do this or why did I do that..and it is because you were looking for direction and meaning because you lost all your meaning and reason in life for a short while. Everything you dreamed of planned for wanted just up and disapeared. A war came along took your world away. The perverse mind such as a Sadist or Masochist has gone so far in either direction the user the abuser the looser the martyr to the point they have become desensitized and need greater and stronger feelings that pass beyond the norms of the average person who is still in touch with that which is healthier to survival. That which is more demanding energetically in regards to genetics will drain such people until these people reach the point of no return and it begins to bring them closer to death's door.

You may say a war..I say anything that destroys the body and soul is related to such as war. A war with the body mind and soul. So here we are at a war of worlds, heaven and hell, bodily and spiritual, mental and physical. The one Commander Cody is trapped and lost in, The one I live in, the one you live in, the one that everyone lives in but does not always percieve the same. Is there justice? When you reach the dimension, if you can find it, that is called heaven if you find no peace then you will recognize what hell really is.

To suffer the consequences of your actions for eternity. To hear the slings and arrows you have sent upon other people, the suffering and pain that you have brought into this world. The world of my nightmares which come to visit me which carry with them the burdens of things which I have helped create or happen in this world.

The world I fear when my life ends where I hear the blood curdling screams of those whom I so innocently created something to make us more powerful stronger faster more efficient even if it was something I did not approve of. The world I have lived in emotionally for many years which I cannot escape where Death is a common visitor and speaks with me frequently in dreams that envelop my world. This is the world in which Commander Cody Morgan has become trapped seeking me out because he learned to love me as I learned to not forgive him for leaving me time and time again.

Would you like to meet Commander Cody as I have learned to know him and his misery his ancestors created for him? Why are you asking me for answers when I am still seeking them myself, the reasons why and what for, and how can it be. All that I have learned is be glad for the good you can get in this life because what follows may need those memories. Come into my world if you want and see if your imagination can set you free or bind you for eternity.