I loved Cody and I am sure eventually you will see why I feel the way I do about him and how decieved I feel about many things. But I understand the misery of loosing someone you love many times in my life especially recently twice. But I do not feel responsible for the hell he has created for himself and the world he lives in on the other side of the mirror with the Jaberwocky from Alice Through the Looking Glass. Don't get trapped in your lies like Cody did or in a fantasy. Fantasies are never real much less fiction. Love is related to much more than saying I love you. The greatest love of my life was nothing more than a lie. Isn't that a shame to finally realize that.