June 30, 1998
Drowning myself in my tears of pain
I miss you so much- need to be near you again
I hate being so far away from your heart
It makes me feel like there's nothing to start
Crying inside each time I see you
Thinking about nothing but wanting to be with you
I'm going crazy just watching you here
Wondering if you and I will be together next year
Even lying next to you just doesn't seem right
When all that would do is torture me at night
Just being around you makes me cry out in sorrow
and not wanting to know how we'll end up tomorrow.
