July 25, 1998
Each aching word to me you say
"We're not together" RUINS my day
I've constantly known
how less your love has grown
and to be hurt even more
and kicked through that door
is taking that pain
and stabbing me just one inch
a little deeper; but I still feel the same
I don't need to be reminded
when I hang around you
I would rather confide
and be honest and true.
Even writing this poem is hard for me
so please don't say it, for I know...
All I am is lonely.
