The Game
The darkness surrounds me, I can not see,
it eats at my heart and soul.
I once tried so hard to see the light,
but that was long ago.
Now I am followed as I walk this dark path.
I hear him calling my name.
I try to answer, for I seek an end,
To this miserable game.
But he only watches , and answers me not.
He likes to watch me fall.
He guides me slowly, and shows me the way.
To his cold and darkened hall.
I'm sure there is an end, to my morbid story
but only time will tell.
If I find the light, and leave this dark path.
Or continue living my hell.
Yes I am like a child, afraid of the night,
and I cry as I am all alone.
I only want love but I can't seem to find it.
I want only to find my home.
You say that you love me, and you are my friend.
then perhaps you will understand.
But I don't want your pity, I just put down these words.
It is but who I am.
Raven
Loneliness
My minutes are hours,the hours are days,
and the days seem to never end.
I made my choice, I've tried to change,
but inside my soul just won't mend.
I made a journey and I've traveled far,
searching for my peace of mind.
But am I'm kidding myself? Am I only running,
looking for somewhere new just to hide?
What would it take to sate all my troubles?
I think that I've known from the start.
To be with my soulmate, to hold her soft hand,
and then love her with all of my heart.
So now what will I do? I'm not really sure.
The hour-glass slowly drops sand.
Each grain that drops, brings me slowly closer...
To dying a lonely old man.
Raven
Thoughts
The time has come to close the door,
on this chapter in my life.
I've struggled with my fears so long,
days so full of stress and strife.
But a new beginning I will try.
Be it right or wrong.
I'll find my rainbow one day friend,
if the road is not too long.
My deepest thoughts I have shared with you
My heart's been in your hands.
My words I put here in this form,
in hopes you'll understand.
That all your time and effort spent,
by sitting with me here.
Have helped to ease my troubled mind,
and and calmed my deepest fears.
Will my new road bring the change,
that I seek in my world?
If not then please just pray for me,
I fear my life will be no more.
I'm just moment in this world .
A speck in the sands of time.
The mark I've left I know is small.
But I know it is mine.
Raven
How Much
How much I've loved you but from afar,
Even though you love me not.
I think of You most all the time,
All my concentration shot.
How did my heart get so confused?
Why do I feel this way?
You touch me with your sweet warm heart,
when I see you every day.
The fault is mine I realize that.
You have not lead me on.
Yet the longing in my heart is there,
to be your only one.
Am I destined to never have,
a love as kind as you?
I fear that is my fate dear heart,
I am tortured, torn, and blue.
A soilders path is often hard,
and I have fought my wars.
So many battles I have lost,
and carry heavy scars.
Do you feel me reachin out?
Can you feel my pain?
If I only knew I've touched your heart.
Then I've loved you not in vain.
Raven
My Special Angel
My heart is dark. It bleeds of distrust,
of anger, hurt, despair.
I know not if , my heart can love.
Sometimes I just don't care.
But as I write these words, I know I lie.
I want to find my true soul mate.
The one who will guide me. Take my hand,
and help to change my fate.
As the years have passed, and I'm looking back.
If only I had changed my path.
My life might have been better. I could have learned early,
how to love and laugh.
But still there is hope. An ANGEL has found me.
She lead me thru the storm.
And helped me find, a sweet cleansing mist,
that keeps my soul so warm.
How long she will guide me, I can not say.
She could be gone with the morrow.
But until that time comes, I'll hold her hand tightly.
Her love and strength I will borrow.
My burdens she carries, my heart she heals,
and surely she must know.
That if she ever leaves me, as all Angels do.
A part of my heart with her goes.
Raven
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Thanks for stopping by
Links
The Dark Side Of The Net
Dreams - When You Sleep At Night
RavenHeart's Page
YmiHere's page
Gothic Webrings
Links And Webrings
A very interesting single player Game page
A link page for free stuff on the net
