My name is Laurie, I'm Kim's sister. I have gone through alot in trying to recover from my abuse also. I decided to check myself into a hospital as my last effort to overcome my depression. In the states I went so low as to writing goodbyes to my three angels whom had been keeping me alive...
This is the note I left upon my departure.
Sadness comes and sadness goes
most people here are sad I know.
Lots of people in a room.
In their faces I see gloom.
Tears, words, cries for help.
Everyone here begins to melt.
The wound is open hurting bad.
Deep inside we feel so sad.
It takes you back to earlier days,
and many feelings come in waves.
How can we stop this and take control?
All that we hear is take it slow.
So each day when we awake,
I know there is more that you will face.
Stay strong, be brave, because that is you,
also your family needs you too.
So in my good byes I would like to say,
go slow and take this day bye day.
And in the end, you'll be whole again...
Good bye, to all my friends at HRI good luck on your journey of healing.
Almost did it,
went to low.
So sad it hurts,
and just wont go.
A voice comes forth
and asks for help.
Where does it come from?
Can it be myself?
Hurts so bad,
stomache aches.
This isn't life,
it's a mistake.
I want to go.
I want to stay.
Different feelings everyday.
Here I stand,
Alone...
A Little Girl
A little girl
with spirit and glow
A little girl
I wanted to know.
A little girl
who had lots of dreams
A little girl
so innocent and clean.
A little girl
who had it all.
A little girl
who was so small.
A little girls
shattered dreams
A little girls
silent screams.
A little girls
trust and is betrayed
A little girl,
lies frozen in shame
That little girl,where did she go?
That little girl I wanted to know...
A little girl hides deep inside,
No one can hear her silent cry.
Little girl?
Can't speak out why?
The little girl,
starts to cry.
Little girl
Who is she?
Why that little girl
is inbedded in me.
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