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Hi, and welcome to my discussion group archives. My server (BeSeen.com) only keeps the messages for 60 days, so I will publish them here.
I have kept the original email links so some of them may be outdated. If you would like your email address updated so people can contact you, please email me at GF899@hotmail.com.
I will change it on my next upDate. :)
re: vertigoheel (CC) Elaine 6:29 pm Tuesday June 1, 1999
Hi to all of you,
I've been on vertigoheel for just about a week. I take 2 tablets
3x daily, and wait for them to melt, as the instructions say.
How long do they usually take to work? Guess I'm overanxious.
Have been battling this misery for soooo many years. I'd really
like to feel better. Only problem is my ENT is not thrilled
about giving me a prescription. Will have to try to get them otc.
Elaine
Vertigoheel (CC) Karen 11:59 pm Wednesday June 2, 1999
Hi- To All Of You -
Been awhile since I posted, basically because I didn't know what
to say. I have been taking CC for over two weeks now. The first
three days I noticed a big improvement, as I boisterously shouted
to all of you, but now I'm thinking it had a placebo affect on me.
From day four until the present, I notice no improvement at all
with the CC. Actually, when I started feeling yuk again, I
increased the dosage of CC and actually felt worse. I did have
some side effects although they say there aren't any. So, because
it consists entirely of plant life, and because I am prone to
allergies, I think possibly I had a bit of an allegic reaction to
the CC. I didn't want to give up on them, so I decreased my
dosage to 3 a day and stayed on that for about a week or more and
have now increased to 4 a day. I still notice no difference - I
feel no better. But, I don't think they are bothering me in a
negative way either.
THIS IS NOT TO SAY they won't help others or perhaps even me given
time. I have had this Meniere's or BPPV for 17 years. Nothing is
going to take it magically away in a week or two. I am so
grateful for the opportunity to have found this new med after all
these years of no hope. I pray every day and night that they will
help.
I would like to ask any of you that read this and have taken the
CC for a period of time how long it was before you noticed a big
difference? I would appreciate reading your comments or having
you email me.
I WILL NOT give up - as I said before-the first "hope" in 17 years
and I'm going to keep taking it. I have not told my physician
that I am taking this med, but have an appointment with him on the
23rd of June. I plan to take the literature with me at that time
and tell him I have been taking them. Anxious to see what he has
to say.
Please write - I check this message board at least two or three
times a day and remain thinking about each of you that have
touched my life in the last few weeks.
Karen :-)
I'm listening -
re: Vertigoheel (CC) Ann 1:13 pm Thursday June 3, 1999
Karen, the good news is that you found possibly a "placebo
effect"..that can be a positive influence on your feelings of
being not in control of this aggravating menieres.
May I suggest you hold the hope and exuberance you had when you
first started taking CC?
I have had menieres well into 30 years. The tinnitus is the most
bothersome and hardest to "turn down in my attention levels".
If you do meditations or "visual" programming.. hold that CC in a
positive aspect and GIVE it the power to help you in your
situation... that placebo effect works, and it has well been
known a long, long time.. and to a large degree the "physician
heal thyself" goes hand in hand with that. For the past few
years I am in and out of remission. Meditatively and
subconsiously my body lets me know how to cope and to avoid
coming back into full blown menieres.
re: Vertigoheel (CC) Brenda 12:15 pm Tuesday June 8, 1999
Ann, I have read your posting over and over and thought about it a lot. I really dont understand where you are coming from. your phrases of "meditatively" and "subconsiously"and "attention levels" and meditatons of "visual programming" are way above my head---but the phrase "heal thyself"
is one i wish i could understand as nothing would give me greater pleasure. It sounds as though you think we can be in control of this terrible disease and if you can make me understand i would be more than willing to listen. Wishing you the best and glad of your success in staying in control==Brenda
re: Vertigoheel (CC) Ann 8:07 pm Wednesday June 9, 1999
The placebo effect is well known due to the statement that the
mind is capable of doing powerful things. Another statement is:
if you believe it, it is true, if you do not believe it, it is
not.
One of the most popular healing methods was in the laughter
therapy for cancer patients. One of many demonstrating the power
of the mind and emotional attitudes.
To a large degree, yes, I will not allow myself to be a victim of
this aggravating disease. No, I cannot always maintain "the
attitude" to keep stablized. Stress management techniques the the
power of positive thinking are always where I end up when I have
given into negative thoughts and allowed myself to "do" what I
know upsets my mind, body, spirit... and get dizzy lol..
So for me there is a way to do more than exist, but I have to pay
attention. Menieres affects the central nervous system. So does
meditation and positive thinking and stress management techniques.
Relaxation techniques if you prefer the term. But in conjunction
with a healthy diet, a doctors care, and taking advantage of the
power of your own mind when all else seems to fail and cause you
more dizziness.. well... i will depend on me after so many years
of being a guinea pig and finding the relief was available more
than I had ever dreamed. And I found that a couple of bad days
here and there is more acceptable than weeks and months at a time.
So, yes I believe.
re: Vertigoheel (CC) Greg 8:58 pm Wednesday June 9, 1999
"The placebo effect is well known due to the statement that the mind is capable of doing powerful things. Another statement is: if you believe it, it is true, if you do not believe it, it is not."
I commend you, Ann, for your strong mental attitude. We must explore all avenues, and I am sure your method will help people, in situations similar to yours. Keep up the good work. Thank you for your insights and opinions. They shall always be welcome here.
Unfortunately after years and years of struggle, many of us have grown tired. Denying something will not always make it true or untrue. Many times people lose a loved one and refuse to accept the fact that they are gone. They do not believe that individual is dead, and in reality we all know the opposite. Positive thinking has its limitations. I have watched people die. People that refused to accept the possibility of death, yet it over took them. Was it their fault?
The psychiatric and psychological community has frustrated and depressed so many people I come in contact with, for one reason(I believe). They try to convince people it is all in their heads. "It is your fault," only heaps more guilt upon the individual struggling with their balance and sanity. This intensifies stress, depression, and self esteem.
There is much to be said for the power of the mind. It is extremely powerful. Yet we understand it so little, it can a very dangerous thing if not used properly. If we classify all Meniere's patients as psychosomatic, then we must do that of all physical illness.
Greg
re: Vertigoheel (CC) Ann 3:50 am Thursday June 10, 1999
I agree totally with you Greg. The psychiatric community along
with the medical community can do great psychological damage.
Denial is not part of positive thinking, it is using all we can
of a positive attitude and positive living to combat known issues.
It entails also understanding ones emotional and mental states,
how we are either proactive or reactive to situations. And yes,
we must accept the fact that we are humans and one thing I
believe is that "beating oneself up" is non-productive.
Yes, I have meniere's. With a healthy diet, doctors CARE, and
positive thinking I can and have made my life more tolerable. As
I said I have a hard time turning down my attention levels to the
tinnitus. I can't always hold the attitude and come out of
remission. I don't beat myself up, because stress will do that
too.. physically it's destructive and psychologically it's
destructive... and beating oneself up is counterproductive.
Yet, Greg, I am a fighter and a realist. I know I have
limitations, but I will NOT let myself be a "victim" . I cannot
allow myself to give up and let it control my life, I will have
days when I simply don't feel like coping,, and I also allow
myself that. I will neither allow the medical community, the
psychological community nor myself to turn me into a victim,, be
it of menieres, tinnitus, or the bully at work, or the stress and
frustration and fear of being a guinea pig and the ensuing
feeling of depression and hopelessness. It happens and I will
give myself time to feel it and recognize it. Then, I am the only
one who can get my attention off of it.. be it through a piece of
music that I have used through many relaxation/meditation
exercises (Mike Rowland, The Fairy Ring)... or some Mayfield
frozen pralines and cream yogurt lololol.. or just take a broom
and beat the stuffings out of a rug (to clean it of
course)..lolol..
And I know that meniere's is mitigated in a large part by stress.
So, I decided that being the case, relaxation techniques would be
part of the solution. Yes, it takes time and much thought. And
the willingness to see that one has to be careful and not get
suckered into some idiotic program.
Balance, Greg. In all things.
I said before that in some ways we are lucky, because we with
menieres have our own built in alarm system....
re: Vertigoheel (CC) Greg 7:24 am Thursday June 10, 1999
Thanks Ann,
I understand better, now, what you are talking about. You are
dealing with this nightmare as good as anyone can. We cannot feel
sorry for ourselves, or we will become victims.
You have the right approach and attitude, too. I have to push
myself all the time, but I know if I don't, I won't be able to
function.
With me there is a fine line between doing and overdoing. But
still, overdoing is better than under. If I don't walk regularly
and do things to make myself feel normal, then I get much worse.
In any manner, it is always better to "wear out" than to "rust
out." You are right about the built in alarm system too. Still
there will be times (like you said) that we feel we can't deal
with this thing. Hopefully we can lean on each other, until the
feelings pass. I am so glad that I got online and started this
website. It has given me the opportunity to meet and exchange
ideas with people like you.
Your ideas and insights are very much appreciated here.
re: Vertigoheel (CC) Karen 3:47 pm Thursday June 10, 1999
Hi, Ann and Greg :-)
I've sat here reading and re-reading your postings, Ann. The first
one being about a week ago in reply to my original posting about
CC. I need to articulate now - so this could be a longggggg
posting--- because articulate to me-- means that words begin to
spew from my mouth like a pot boiling over on the stove LOL. (I
talk a lot.)
I TOTALLY-100% agree with you about not allowing outselves to be
victims. I let the Meniere's control, "run" my life so-to-speak,
for almost 5 years. Then one day I got mad-really mad-and decided
that I wasn't going to let it any longer. I asked myself over and
over again - "What are you saving yourself for??". I would get out
of bed and walk to the couch, stay there as long as I could
praying for bedtime to hurry so I could go back to bed again. I
concentrated on all the things I couldn't do until I didn't "want"
to do any of them. The mind is so complex. I was always a bit of
a controlling person, as I have noticed that many of other
viuctim's are, you included :-). Perhaps, having a disorder that
leaves us without control at times, is a way to teach us "strong"
people, "HUMILITY", as my very good friend and mentor pointed out
to me.
I have complaind about the way my family and physician have treated
me over these 17 years and you caused me to actually take a look at
them with open eyes. I was never babied, pampered or given
"negative" attention. Who wants "negative" attention anyway? Let
me tell you - lots of Meniere's Patients. They beg for attention
and all they are getting from family and friends and physicians is
"negative" attention. And that's how they will be thought of.
"Positive" attention comes when you try and try and don't give in
to the disease. Only then, can people begin to admire that fact
that you are a survivor, not a whiner.
There are days that I, too, find myself in the depths of
depression. It's not always controllable. Perhaps the mind and
body get tired at the same time, causing a total eclipse of the
spirit :-) (Love that song!!) BUT, I, as well as you, have learned
that it's okay to lay down for an hour or two-rest and relax the
body - sometimes for a day - BUT NO LONGER. I have spent many
hours listening to music (that helps immednsely) digging
dandelions, digging holes in the yard (seriously) - baking bread
and rolls just kneading and kneading - just to overcome the
depression and it works !!!! Hallelujah-there is something that
works, a cure, folks---- and it's deep inside each of us. We
simply have to look inside ourselves to find it.
My family, eventually, would go places without me when I said I
just couldn't go because I was too sick. That alone brought me to
the realization that if I didn't want to spend all my time alone,
I would have to TRY to participate. Nine times out of ten I would
be able to survive the outing LOL. Recently I went to a Concert
in Chicago with just my daughters and a couple of their friends. I
really didn't think I could do it, but kept the feelings inside and
decided I HAD to give it a shot. It was very difficult for me -
first an hour and a half ride in a car when riding is sooooo hard
for me. Then going into a HUGE auditorium, surrounded by literally
thousands of screaming girls (me included eventually), disco lights
flashing, total darkness at times and being in the 4th row with
music vibrating from the top of my head to the tip of my toes. I
enjoyed myself sooooo much. When we left after the concert I was
dizzy for four days in a row-BUT I did it - I went and I will
always remember it, as will the girls. Mind over matter is what
it takes. A will to live. A will to accept. A will to be a
survivor!! "Strength" in a word.
With regard to my physician-I would tell him all about the
dizziness and how I was afraid to give into it because I feared the
depression would return. He simply smiled at me, giving me no
false hope EVER - and say, "Karen, it's okay to lay down when you
are dizzy. It's okay. Just lay down for an hour though-not for
days on end." I think he is an excellent doctor. NO negative
attention, no false hopes, just an instructor on how to "live" with
Meniere's.
On meditation and relaxation - I envy the fact that you must have
quiet times in which to practice this healing method. I, on the
other hand, have absolutely no free time or alone time in which to
meditate or even relax most days. My healing comes in staying
mentally busy-the complete opposite of meditation. But it works
for me just as well.
"A Physician that heals himself has a fool for a patient." That's
the quote that immediately popped into my head when you quoted to
me-"Physician heal thyself". Now I realize, that WE, the patients,
are the ONLY ones that can heal ourselves. There is no magic cure
for us - no pill to take - no tweeking a nose and having it
disappear. We do have to heal outselves. The healing is not
healing our bodies, but our minds. May I reiterate - healing our
minds and begin to teach ourselves to live with Meniere's. Only
then can we "ever" be happy again.
So-I could go on and on - but I thank you for your postings. At
first I was offended and thought you meant I was a "pshyco". But
after reading it several times and thinking about it, I totally
agree with you. I enjoy sharing with you and look forward to more
interactive articulation.
I also thank you, Greg. I think I have finally found the reason I
have been "blessed" with this balance disorder. "When the student
is ready, the Teacher Will Appear". I really like that saying. I
hang onto that - it is a comfort somehow.
One other point, I get so many emails from other Meniere's patients
asking me about my symptoms and story. Most of the time I get no
response to my email. I guess they don't like hearing that I
haven't a magic cure for them. Just recently I got a response from
a woman that simply said - "Oh, you have it much worse than me!" -
that was it - nothing else. Haven't heard from her since. I guess
she was happy that I was sicker than her - Go figure !!!
So---please---what is that????????? LOL
Karen :-)
I'm listening -
re: Vertigoheel (CC) Ann aka Offy 4:37 pm Thursday June 10, 1999
. " I think I have finally found the reason I
have been "blessed" with this balance disorder. "
Congratulations!!!!! and many hugs.
One of the first things to realize is that menieres is a part of
our body. to fight it and treat it as an enemy is to both fight
our own bodies and treat it as an enemy. There is a cliche, you
should know what your enemy is doing and keep them closer than
your friends. lolol.. So, "befriending" your body along with the
menieres that is part of it, is the key.
One of the things a "teacher" taught me many, many years ago..
When one does not have the tools to cope with the situtations of
life, one does the best one can. As we mature we take
responsibility for what happened to us or happens to us, that
gives us the power to go forward. There is noone to blame and no
wallowing in selfpity bemoaning our fate. We then are responsible
for chosing how we will respond to life and live it. As long as
we seek to know ourselves and not seek to blame or avoid, we can
find ourselves and know the depth of love and compassion, both
for ourselves and others. And we find our way through life with
many miracles because we empower ourselves with self respect,
self confidence, dignity and the caveate (sp?), with harm to none.
So there is great personal empowerment in knowing we choose.
Maybe even learn to accept. I still think it is a blessing to
feel a spell of dizziness and know time out!!! rather than to be
one of the Monday morning heart attacks.
Thank you for re-reading and seeking to understand. I meant harm
to no one. Yes, I know the pain and the depression and
hopelessness, and I do not discount it.. but I can not for the
life of me allow it to take control. And yes, in true depression
one cannot take control and ones needs assistance. I have been
there too. And now, I know that if that is how I want to live, I
can give in to the depression,, and look in the mirror and know
that was the choice I made...no one made me,, not the Menieres,
not anything but me. So, maybe even I would not fight making all
diseases "psychosomatic" Greg, lolol.. as long as I knew that
life was still there to enjoy. lol..
Please, too, as an after note, one day my foot suddenly drooped.
No more movement in it not even my toes. Paralized and hanging
from mid calf the muscle did not respond. Yes I was scared as
hell. Neurologist, chiropractor, knee surgeon... what is going
on? no answers,, lots of maybes lots of pain pills, adjustments
and shots in the knee and MRI's and x-rays. I got depressed and I
was starting to severely have pain. I then wore a brace to walk,
so that I would not trip myself with my limp foot. lolo..
geeezzzz.. menieres was a cake walk lolol.. (jest ok) but ..
menieres gave me the clues.. and I addressed that foot the same
way I did menieres..it took almost a year but:
My brace is laying around here somewhere gathering dust lololol..
thank me, thank my Soul, thank God/Goddess/All That Is.
re: Vertigoheel (CC) Karen 5:44 pm Thursday June 10, 1999
Interactive to say the least, huh?
Similar situation, Ann. About two years ago, I got up one morning
and my leg and foot were totally turned in - I absolutely could not
walk. The pain was "unbearable". Tests, MRI, x-rays etc. and was
found to have 3 bulging disks in my back. It was the most horrific
pain I have ever had-worse then childbirth. I lived for muscle
relaxers and the one hour of some type of relief from the
painkillers I could take every 4 hours. I ended up going to the
Out-Patient Surgery Department of our hospital and having epidural
shots into my spine in hopes the pain would abate and the swelling
would go down. The shots were very painful and took almost an hour
to get just one and then an hour in Recovery. When I got each
injection for the rest of that day I would have no control over my
bodily functions. Degrading to say the least. So, I have to
agree-Meniere's at that time was a piece of cake. BUT the
strangest part of the story is that - this back problem lasted for
10 weeks and during that time I didn't even notice the Meniere's.
Of course, I wasn't walking much, but I didn't notice the dizziness
at all. So again, something to take the mind off the Menieer's is
the key. However, I wouldn't suggest anyone try a bad back or
foot, would you??? LOL
Karen :-)
I'm listening -
re: Vertigoheel (CC) Ann 6:09 pm Thursday June 10, 1999
ROFL.. yup.. wouldn't recommend to anyone!!!!
Curious, tho... they said I should also have MS due to the
brainstem scans and mri's. One doctor looked at them and said do
you meditate? and I was shocked. He told me that athletes,
performers and folks who do meditation (among others) alter the
pattern of brain...and when he discovered from my ENT that they
had put tubes in my ears with me under self hypnosis,, he told
them don't worry that isn't MS.
LOLOL..
I still think the weakness in the central nervous system is a
puzzle to me. It is such a chain reaction isn't it. Tension of
course, is awful on the spinal structure... Joy, lolol.. whole
body??? lololol..
So, thank you. It is nice to see a smile 8-).
I look forward to "talking" to you all later!!!
Interesting posts Carole 0:48 am Friday June 11, 1999
Hi Haven't visited this post for a while. I was very impressed
with some of your views. I do truly believe that having
meniere's greatly inhances your coping skills for all the other
little and big problems we encounter in our everday lives.
Having had Meniere's for about 12 years, 7 of them bilateral, I
have been through all the struggles and frustrarions and anxiety
attacks and depressions that all of us suffer with this most
life altering disease. Yes, it is truly awful, but it does make
you pay very close attention to the rest of your body. I notice
that when I have my worst times with the disease, I take the
best care of the rest of my body. This disease has made me
aware of how important your health is and how your need to be
both mentally and physically strong to just get through each day.
I have tuly learned that I alone am responsible for handling
this disease. While I have availed myself to every possible
course of action to try and cure this disease, except for
radical measures such as surgery, in the end it is me and me
alone that knows what I have to do. I will never give up trying
to find the cause of this intruder into my other wise wonderful
life. Because without a cause there is no cure and without hope
I would not be able to get through the day.
This disease is truly terrible, but it has made me a stronger
person and made me look at things in a different light and pay
close attention to every other aspect of my well being. I take
pride in trying to look my very best, watch what I eat,
exercise, pay attention to my negative thoughts and keep myself
busy and productive when I am able and know that when I am not,
it is okay to lay down and take time for healing.
As bad as this is, I often think that it has helped me in some
other positive way and that makes it easier to cope. I wish all
of you the strength to endure and the hope that we may find a
cure for this most frustrating life altering disease. Thanks to
Greg for giving me the opportunity to read your posting and the
time and place to express my feelings Carole
Vertigoheel-CC-Smarties :-) Karen 2:03 pm Friday June 11, 1999
Hi, Everyone--
I got to thinking last night and this morning about our postings
from yesterday - specifically referring to Ann, Greg and me. I
have a very good friend who has only had the symptoms for a little
over a year, and I felt that perhaps she, as well as some others
out there, might mis-understand our positiveness to be no more
than - "Boy they think they are cool !!!" LOL-- Anyway, I wrote
this note to her and decided I would post it hoping in some way to
expain how we got to the level we're on now.
Good Afternoon, Little Friend :-)
I need to explain something to you so you understand the postings.
Greg has had Meniere's symptoms for almost 19 years--
I have had the symptoms for almost 18 years -
Ann has had the symptoms for over 30 years -
ALL of us spent the first few years, yes YEARS-plural - scared,
depressed and all the things you are feeling.
YOU HAVE To - everybody HAS to - we wouldn't be normal if we
didn't.
WE, Greg, Ann, and I have been there and done that and came to the
realization that we HAD to learn to live again and overcome the
constant depression-panic and anxiety. My God, if we hadn't-can
you imagine spending 20 or more years on the couch shaking in
fear. Not livable - not do-able - inconceivible !!!
YOU have all of us - I had no one for all these 17+ years to
listen to - to teach me - to advise me - to console me.
I was forced to make the decision, good or bad, to live or just
exist, on my own. Serenity for me comes in numbers now. All of
you are my peace-my calmness-my family-my loved ones-the ones I
can run to when I feel like crap BECAUSE you all care and
UNDERSTAND. That's not to say our families don't care-no way-they
do, but they don't UNDERSTAND.
So, no one is finding fault with those that are still having
trouble smiling and being happy that they are dizzy
LMAOOOOOO - we are just in a way saying that there is a Hallelujah
out there that doesn't come in a bottle from
a drug store. It is a self-written prescription to a sort of
"wellness".
Write when you can - I'm going to post most of this note on Greg's
Board for others that might think we think
"we're pretty cool" - ROFLMAOOOOOOOOOO
WE are here for you and love you in the truest sense of the word -
re: Vertigoheel-CC-Smarties :-) Ann 5:33 pm Friday June 11, 1999
Wow.. talk about same worries. lol.. I have fiddled with a post
all day.
Concerned that folks who were newly diagnosed wouldn't think that
we were permanently demented with this or some drug.
Matter of truth would be that we can read these posts and relive
the fear and anxiety of not knowing what was going to happen next.
For me, I remember when I was 16 and was offered a way out of the
left ear tinnitus and hearing problems.... by killing the nerves
and leaving me totally deaf. The tests to see what made me
dizzy... the torture chamber. One whole day in a hospital
undergoing water being put in my ears, turned this way and that
blindfolded unblindfolded,, lights and no lights, standing and
laying down, electrodes all over my head, hearing the tech
wondering what kind of tumor they were looking for...
To nearing 50 taking prozac and smiling.
Having lived thru the hell of sweating bullets and vomiting and
not knowing if I could survive the attack, scared to go shopping,
not daring to look down on the glass elevator, avoiding my rear
view mirror when I turned. Knowing the disbelief on co-workers
and employers faces that you could be dizzy and sick for more
than a couple of days. Not knowing a single person who knew what
Menieres was.. the ENT calling it the garbage can of his
profession, because that's what they labeled "unknown" causes
with. Hiding and feeling shame because I had this "thing" that
nobody knew what to do with. Taken to the hospital by ambulance
and kept there and being prepped to have my appendix out,,
ROFLMAO..(now anyway).. then, it wasn't funny I would rather have
died.. and did pray it was my appendix.. nope.. back to the label
of the garbage can disease of Menieres...
So, yes, you are forced to find your own way in the situation I
was in. and many others. Joy? better than looking at the valium
that was supposed to help and almost killed me. I am allergic to
valium, it makes my brain swell and I become severely depressed
to the point of suicide. Fortunately, an endocrineologist
discovered that and stopped the valium treatments immediately. Or
the feeling of alone and scared and can't verbalize or reach for
anything to explain it to me. That is living in hell.
Today? Now, I have the history of knowing Menieres thoroughly and
I know the joy of taking only prozac and using meditations and
self hypnosis and laughter (sometimes a bit of warped humor). And
knowing that now others now can be tested and Menieres is no
longer the "garbage can" label but still a puzzle and being
researched.
Today? There are folks like Greg and Karen and Carole who have
been here forming support for folks with this magical cyberspace
tool.. giving another Smile and Hello...
Yes, We know, welcome and hugs.
re: Vertigoheel-CC-Smarties :-) Karen 9:32 pm Friday June 11, 1999
Oh boy, Ann-
So you were concerned too?? Guess that proves that we've been
there and done that, doesn't it?
I also was allergic to Valium and thought constantly about suicide.
My doctor was smart enough to notice what was happening to me and
"convinced" me that I needed something for depression to cope with
this "ugliness". To this day he will not allow me to go off Elavil
probably because he knows that depression kinda tags along with
Meniere's.
The part of this illness that was the worse for me was not knowing
what was wrong with me. Not being diagnosed and walking around
searching through medical books, actually having to "sneak" looking
at them because my family would get so angry at me. Well, just
about every horrific disease in the Mercke Manual has dizziness as
a symptom. Like you said, now it's easily diagnosed or possibly
it's simply easy for physicians to throw us into that "named"
disease. IF in the beginning, someone had said - "Karen, you
definitely have Meniere's Disease", perhaps it wouldn't have been
so horribly frightening.
I, too, find elevators almost unbearable-drive very seldom and
NEVER look in the rear-view mirror LOL-escalators are forbidden-
riding in a car is done only by sucking it in and knowing I have to
get somewhere somehow. But I go and I do and I work because I want
to live-not survive-but live as best as I can.
One more thing I wanted to mention-----my Physician-------old "Doc"
makes me visit him every three months to get my meds refilled and
to check me out, I guess. Anyway, EVERY TIME I have gone to him,
and that's been for the entire 17 1/2 years-every three months, I
have asked him if there isn't something new-anything new. He has
always said "No, Karen, nothing yet". HOWEVER, the last time I
visited him, three months ago, I asked the question and he looked
me straight in the eyes and told me that there was something being
worked on right now that he has been reading about. He also said,
that "when" it becomes available, HE will call ME. So, I wanted to
pass this information on to all of you. This comes from a doctor
that has always been open and honest with me, almost to a fault,
and has never given me any false hope.
So, I go to him on June 23rd and can't wait to ask the question
again. :-)
Smiles and Hugs------
Karen :-)
I'm listening -
re: Vertigoheel-CC-Smarties :-) Carole 10:53 pm Friday June 11, 1999
Hi Karen and Ann. I find your posts most refreshing. I have
been visiting the Meniere's org for the past year and it has
gotten to the point where there are too many posts and not enough
wisdom. It's almost like there is a constant battle for control
and they have lost sight of the real value of the forum. That is
to share experiences and help each other. May I ask how old you
ladies are? I am 56 and went through everything that you
describe. Nobody knew what was wrong with me for over 5 years
until I went bilateral in l992. I even thought that I was
crazy. Having never been depressed, had panic disorder, or an
almost complete break down of my emotional and physical body, I
was totally lost. No one could help me. My family had always
known me as the rock. I don't think I ever spent a sick day in
bed through all the years my children were growing up. This was
a terrible burden on my family and they were as lost as I was.
I managed to find a good shrink one day when I had an almost
complete breakdown He put me on a medication called Klonopin,
which is in the Valium family. It helped me. I have been on
that drug on and off for 10 years. I try not to increase the
dosage and I try to get off it when times are good. Times have
not been good for the past year and I have had to stay on it
unfortunately. I also was given Prozak in l992 by a very good
and caring doctor, who told me I had chemical depression brought
on by my disease and that no thearpy in the world would help me
unless I was on medicatin. He was right, Prozak saved my life.
I started with 20 mgs and about four year ago dropped it down to
10Mg and I plan on never going off this drug. That's a hard
thing for me to admit, because I hate putting these chemical into
my body. But I want all the meniere's sufferer out there to know
that it is a very necessary drug when you have this disease.
Don't be afraid to take it. Being depressed is far worse.Thank
God there is medications such as this out there. Most would not
be able to survive this disease without them. Keep posting Ann
and Karen, I enjoy your candidness and humor and endurance
CAROLE. pS I WILL BE GONE FOR A FEW DAYS, BUT WILL CHECK OUT
THIS SITE WHEN I RETURN ON WEDNESDAY
re: Vertigoheel-CC-Smarties :-) Karen 1:44 pm Saturday June 12, 1999
Hi, Carole -
Thank you for acknowledging our sense of humor. It does help,
doesn't it? There are many days I find nothing to smile about,
but, like you and Ann, the Antidepressants "kick" in and the smile
comes back. Elavil and a good Psychologist saved my life as well.
I wasn't functioning at all, wasn't eating, nothing. Just wallowed
in self-pity until I realized it wasn't getting me anywhere. Nor
was I feeling any better. I could never go back to that depressed
state. It was the hardest thing I ever did in my life-crawling out
of that dark, dreary hole.
I have to say that all of us on Greg's Boards, it seems, are
keeping busy in some way or another. I am nearing 50 and I believe
Ann is too-right, Ann? Greg is a saint in the truest sense of the
word - and how he must "enjoy" reading the postings from us
menapausal (spelling) ladies. ROFLMAOOOOOOO
But we shall continue ------ and we shall overcome !!!!
Karen :-)
I'm listening -
Life with Menieres Brenda 5:05 pm Sunday June 13, 1999
Greetings!!
Havent posted in a while-been taking the cc for 2 weeks now-some days it seems to help-others not. Im glad to see the postings here of people who have had this much longer than i and to be encouraged that there is life with menieres. I'll be very glad when i can have the positive attitude that all of you carry and know that there is hope of the ability to cope with this as time goes on. Look forward to the day when I will be able to turn the tables on the menieres and take more control. I guess once I get past the stage of waiting for things to get better and decide to make things get better-I will be on my way. I'm still trying to accept the fact that I have it and it is here to stay-not just going to get up one morning and "poof" its gone like it came. I guess i really havent faced reality yet-still waiting for one of those pills to turn magic. I want to thank Greg and Karen for sticking by me-there are days they are my lifeline and they dont just say i understand and then desert me-they are there through the good times and the bad, and I thank God for them. True-understanding and compassionate friends are hard to come by. May God Bless
Brenda
re: Life with Menieres Ann 6:22 am Monday June 14, 1999
Hi Brenda.
I hope it does encourage you that life can be good having
Meniere's.
And I pray you never give up on the hope that one day a pill will
be magic and I pray you know there is hope to having a good life
with menieres.
I work most every day. I drive 40 miles round trip each day to
work. I have a supportive environment in which to work (FINALLY).
Yet, I have no insurance or benefits. I would not trade the
insurance benefits for the heart and minds of the folks I work
with.
That does put some stress on me, but I adjusted finances to the
point of bare necessities...lol.. feeding my 2 cats and my 2
dogs. The lifeline for me. They have sat by me over the years as
I was laying sobbing on the cool tile of the bathroom floor with
the world spinning. The month in florida where i had to quit my
job and just lay on the floor or crawled to bed so dizzy that i
dare not move much. That was 1991. I won't undo what I have had
to redo so many times. I knew better than take a job that was
high stress. I am in remission again. It took about 1 1/2 years
for me to get my attitude back of one of not giving in to the
depression and hopelessness that this disease can tempt you to
smother your happiness with.
I guess, Brenda, don't ever "accept" Meniere's in the sense that
there is no hope. There is always hope...it comes in strange
places and strange ways sometimes, and rarely when we want it.
This week I was on vacation, I have washed the walls & ceilings
in my bedroom with clorox, cleaned like no tomorrow, bought
plants which i love and have done without,spent hours at Walmart
and HomeDepot, put up new shears and new rugs around, cleaned
carpet and trimmed shrubs, and reclaimed the fence from a
honeysuckle vine.... I guess challenging myself once again to
expand the boundaries and take steps to make myself have more
smiles. This time I am not able to dig the holes for the plants
and know that weeding can be impossible some days, so window
boxes and planters it will be.
I have a friend Stinky, that has helped me tremendously over the
past year,, not knowing about menieres, but just the kind of man
he is.. a wonderful heart and soul and lots of love. He reminded
me this week of the joy of birdfeeders..so i got another one for
the finches.
oh, and my cat Sammi sleeps at the top of the bed beside of me.
When she was a tiny kitty she slept over my ear. drove me nuts,,
then one day i realized her purrs were blending the siren in my
ear and the ocean and the "scrunch scrunch" sounds. So now, she
purrs and I smile, she seems to know when they are the loudest
and she will crawl up and lay down on my side and purr her best.
Have hope Brenda, please and look for the little miracles that
allow smiles and joy to brighten a dizzy day.
Eye strain (pain) and jaw pain Steve 10:11 pm Monday June 14, 1999
Hello,
Anyone else out there with Eye pain/ tiredness as well as jaw pain associated with the dizziness symptomatology?
Thanks
re: Eye strain (pain) and jaw pain Karen 4:29 pm Tuesday June 15, 1999
Hi, Steve-
Never really heard of anyone with eye pain associated with
Meniere's; however, my Mom had eye pain and dizziness and it turned
out to be Glaucoma. Perhaps you need to have that checked out. I
don't know how old you are, but I would think a visit to an Eye
Specialist would be in order.
Jaw pain, on the other hand, is something I have had along with
dizziness. Not sure if they went together or if each was singular
and just kinda "meshed" together. Mine turned out to be TMJ. That
can cause a lot of symptoms. It's also something that can be
checked out with a Dentist. It basically comes from grinding your
teeth together when you sleep, or I think an uneven bite can cause
it. It can lead to very bad headaches-migraine-type-and can cause
pain in the jaw, neck, head and ears and sometimes dizziness can be
a side-symptom of it.
Hope this helps some. Would love to hear another posting from you
with more specifics.
Karen :-)
I'm listening -
re: Life with Menieres Ann 7:51 am Saturday June 19, 1999
Well, my challenge went well.
My achilles heel still is trying to balance a 17 page bank
statement we get at work in the mail and we have it on the puter
lololol.. that is dizzying. lol. Well, maybe it was my bifocals
ROFL.
The other part was the crick in my neck, lolol. from sleeping so
hard the last nite of my vacation ROFL.
So, this weekend will be one of rest and enjoying the view of
what I accomplished with minimal lightheadedness. (knock wood)
lol. and recovering from the 4day catchup at work from being out
on vacation. (lol.. that is worse than vacation.)
take care and may the smiles be with you!!
wondering.. Ann 12:29 pm Saturday June 19, 1999
I have wondered the past few months about the affects/effects of
chemical depression and it's impact on our bodies. Stress,
anxiety, etc.
And I look at what makes us smile and laugh and it's impact on
our bodies,, in the same chemical manner...
The "second wind" that gives the boost to finish for a runner or
go further than the last time.
The endorphins, the hormones, the ventricals of the brain and
the tiny dew drops that so quietly drop into the fluids of the
spinal cord...
The lactic acid that is like poison that numbs the body and
insulin as our body prepares itself not to bleed in a fight or
flight situation.. anxiety, and stress, worrying about the next
attack of vertigo...the thymus gland....
and some of us are using/has used some form of assistance to
help combat the depression, hopelessness of this aggravating
disease of meniere's......body chemistry problems...
...just wondering.. and off to surf the net..
re: vertigoheel Bobbi 11:04 pm Tuesday June 22, 1999
Brenda,.......I am so happy to hear CC is helping you so much! It was a Godsend to me and to hear how it's helped others makes me so pleased. I'm going on my 10 month now and would not be without it, even though I still have "those days", they are nothing compared to how every day used to be. I know what you mean by being "tempted" to eat certain things.......but it's not worth it, is it? A friend brought dinner over to us Friday night and I wasn't aware she had put a strawberry gel in the fruit salad ......it was nutrasweet.......A BIG NO-NO for us dizzies. By the time they were leaving here I coud hardly stand up and it lasted about 2 days. Beware of hidden things that we cannnot tolerate. Be blessed and be balanced!! Bobbi from Kentucky
WEEKEND MAGAZINE Bobbi 2:01 pm Sunday June 27, 1999
Did anyone see Weekend Magazine with Stone Phillips Sunday morning June 27? They had a very interesting segment on Vertigo that I would love to get a copy of. They showed individuals with Meniere's, BPPV and how they/we see things when we're having an attack. I tried to get it on MSNBC but it must take a week before the programs are listed. If you know of any other way to get it, please let me know.
Be blessed and be balanced!!
Bobbi
niacin dawn 11:04 am Friday July 2, 1999
Hello! When I went to the pharmacist last week to pick up one of my many prescriptions the pharmacist asked me if I was taking niacin to help with Meniere's. He said it is suppose to help with tinnitus and help the blood vessels in the inner ear. I take Vitamin B supplements which has a little niacin in it but he said I should ask the dr. about increasing my intake of it. Has anyone been advised of this also? If so, has it helped? If not, consider asking your dr. about it next time. I know I will. Maybe it will help a little! God Bless and Be Balanced!!! Dawn
Like Thanksgiving, Christmas, .. Indepen Ann 10:44 am Monday July 5, 1999
I was mulling over my week and life with menieres.
I call myself in remission, my ENT says it's acute, LOL. My boss
said he thinks that I survive because I have a "hard ass
attitude towards it"..I constantly strive for my independence
and positive attitude.
Recently he and I have been having conversations about Menieres
and with his partner too. He happened to come in my office when
I was in the midst of a "panic attack" lasts about 20 minutes
and always improves my hearing and backs off the "classic
menieres attack". I considered it my "miracle", because they are
about as rare as a "classic attack" and puts me into a more
"balanced" mode.
So, for the first time he was aware of the body's responses and
we chatted about when I had to wear a brace on my leg to walk.
I had posted earlier that I wouldn't trade the hearts and minds
of the folks I work for even tho I don't have insurance
benefits...
Friday afternoon I got something kin to christmas, a miracle, a
blessing and seeing the proof of what I have to be thankfull
for....... One of the owners lives in canada, he spoke with his
doctor and he will see me and prescibe the SERC, the other owner
told me to pick out a weekend that I can go, see the doctor on
monday and fly back.. and not to worry bout the airfare.
So, today I am housecleaning, polishing the panelling and
washing the windows, watered my flowers and filled the bird
feeders..
With a silent prayer of thank yous, I sat and listened to the
cardinal sitting by my window singing it's little heart out
before it went over to enjoy the song bird food and get the
squirrel out of the way that was hanging upside down from the
roof having a feast.. lolol.. and the little chipmunk scrabbing
on the ground to stuff his cheeks....
Ann
valium and anti-depressant Elaine 3:39 pm Wednesday July 7, 1999
I have had meniere's for many years (about 30). I have been on
a daily dose of 5mg valium 2x daily for about 20 years. I've
also suffered from chronic daily tension-type headaches, but
nothing I take seems to be of any real help. Someone suggested
that anti-depressants help with these types of headaches. Has
anyone had any experience taking both of these meds?
re: valium and anti-depressant Carole to Elaine 0:12 am Friday July 9, 1999
Hi Elaine saw your post and thought I would reply. We have
spoken many times before. I have been on Prozak for over 7 years
and Klonopin for even longer. Klonopin is in the valium family
and is a tranqualizer. Both these drugs work well for me and I
have no problem taking them together. You will find that most
peole suffering from cronic meeniere's symptoms are on an
antidepressant and a tranqualizer of some kind. This disease
makes it necessary to take these drugs, at least in my case it
does. I don't like any of these drugs, but in order to get
through the day with these very miserable symptoms I am forced to
take them. You should check with your doctor about getting a
prescription for Prozak, or Zoloft. Those are the most widly
used antidepressants and have little to no side effects for most
people. I take a very small dose of Prozak, 10mgs, and that is
enough for me to get by on. Originally I took 20mgs for the
first 3 years that I went bilateral with this disease. Hope this
helps Carole
re: valium and anti-depressant Elaine to Carole 7:30 pm Friday July 9, 1999
Yes Carole, I know we've spoken several times. I sent you an
email and really thank you for responding. I am going to my
primary on Tuesday and will discuss this with him. So far, all
he has given me is a prescription for fiorinal, but I only take 1
or 2 at night since they make me groggy. He's really not very
happy about me being on valium long-term, but he doesn't have to
worry about walking around dizzy either. Will keep you posted.
Are Portugese more likely to have Menier Geri 11:08 pm Friday July 9, 1999
I recall reading somewhere that people of Portugese heritage are
more likely than other nationalities to suffer from verigo and
Meniere's disease. I am 1/2 Portugese and have experienced brief
verigo episodes and ringing (buzzing) in my right ear. Are any of
you Portugese? Is there any research regarding this?
re: Are Portugese more likely to have Meniere's Elaine 3:36 pm Saturday July 10, 1999
I can't comment on whether this is true or not. I for one am not
of Portugese heritage.
re: niacin Elaine to Dawn 12:20 pm Sunday July 11, 1999
Hi Dawn,
I am seeing my primary this Tuesday and definitely plan on asking
him about niacin. I remember many years ago when I lived in
Brooklyn, NY., an ENT told me to take niacin. He did say there
was one reaction to it and I found it to be true. He said that
due to the increase in blood circulation around the ear, it would
produce "hot flushes" in the face which I found to be true. I
don't remember how much I was taking at that time, but I'll
certainly ask my primary about it and let you know.
re: valium and anti-depressant Bobbi 1:21 am Tuesday July 13, 1999
Elaine, I don't remember if I told you or not, but I take Zoloft everynight.......and I usually take a Valium at night also. I take it mostly for sleep and I still only sleep 3 hours! I can't complain though as I feel sooooooooo much better.
Be blessed and be balanced!
Bobbi
disappointed Elaine 4:13 pm Tuesday July 13, 1999
Hi,
I went to see my primary today. As he knows, I've had to deal
with chronic tension-type headaches for many years. All I've
gotten is fiorinal, and more fiorinal. I've been reading that
these types of headaches are not unusual in patients who have
advanced cases of meniere's, like me. I've also read lots about
anti-depressants being of help in the prevention of these
headaches (even if one is not depressed). When I questioned my
primary today, he just told me to continue with the fiorinal.
I asked my ENT about it a couple of months ago. He said there
is lots of stuff I can try, but he suggested that I go to my
primary, since he is the dr. I see most often, which makes
sense. I can't believe I can't get any help, short of changing
my primary. Is that the only answer?
re: disappointed Bobbi 5:35 pm Tuesday July 13, 1999
. Sometimes (oftentimes) we have to be adamant with them and let them know it's US who suffer when they could prescribe something if they're really listening to us. If it were him, you better believe he'd want something besides Florinal and he'd make it known too. Get mad Elaine and let him know what you have learned about this disorder! He may not like that, but at least he'll know you aren't going to sit back and let him ignore you. If he is still so unconcerned, you may have to find another pc doctor.. Good luck. Bobbi
re: disappointed Karen 6:00 pm Wednesday July 14, 1999
Hi, Elaine-
I also suffer every day from headaches and have for the past 17
years. I was given Elavil and Tranxene for 17 years and have
recently been changed to Zoloft and Tranxene. None of those drugs
have helped the headaches I have. Actually at times they make the
headache worse. That's speaking only of myself. The thing I find
that sometimes helps is Exedrin Sinus or Tylenol Sinus, but mostly
1 cup of regular coffee and an aspirin, two if I can take them. I
have to eat with the aspirin because it bothers my stomach, but it
works so much better than Tylenol or Advil. A physicial at Carle
Clinic (a subsidiary of Mayo Clinic) told me about the coffee and
aspirin. However, most of the time nothing helps my headaches. I
do think that Meniere's patients do have a lot of headaches,
mostly tension headaches, which is understandable. I know that in
my case, headaches are also a symptom of depression. Perhaps you
are depressed and don't realize it. I had panic and anxiety and
couldn't believe that they are also symptoms of depression. How
ironic !!
Also, since tension headaches come from the neck and eyes, I have a
special pillow that I sleep on that is good for neck problems. It
helps some also.
Hope some of this helps.
Karen :-)
I'm listening -
re: niacin Sandra 3:05 pm Sunday July 18, 1999
Hi I was given niacin and bonmaine to make Anti-vert as they
don't make them anymore, I was told to try niacin alone but it
didn't do a think, all 3 pills don't help bonamine, niacin, or
both together (antivert), and SERC nothing helped but what I do
find helping me a tad is ATivan which is a mild tranquillizer and
ginkgo biloba.
-Sandra
re: niacin Darrell 8:54 pm Tuesday July 20, 1999
Sandra,
I also have had success with Ginkgo Biloba. It seems to releive
the ringing in my ear. Even if it psycological, what ever
works........right !
Stay positive
Darrell
re: valium and anti-depressant dawn 2:07 pm Tuesday August 3, 1999
Hello! I have had Meniere's for about 5 years. (I am only 23.)
In December of 1998 I started taking valium 1mg twice a day. Then
in January I started taking prozac 20mg but not for tension
headaches just for building stressors. I have had no problems
with the two drugs in terms of them interacting with on another
but I have noticed improvements in my overall well being. If you
decide to try an antidepressant I hope it works for you!
Serc or Vertigoheel Brenda 1:55 am Tuesday September 21, 1999
Greg,
I'd like to know if you've tried either of these two drugs
for your condition. If so, how did it (they) work. If not, why?
My mother-in-law has Meniere's and we'd like to help her find
relief.
Thanks, Brenda.
re: valium and anti-depressant Sandra 11:35 am Monday September 27, 1999
Wow, those 2 pills took away the dizziness ???
I am taking Ativan and Ginkgo, some improvement but NOT CURED. :(
-Sandra
Econo Lodge at your own risk! Greg 1:33 pm Monday September 27, 1999
Hi Everyone,
I finally got a reply from Choice Hotels (www.choicehotels.com) after almost 2 months from my original complaint. The individual did not have the guts or backbone to even sign it. In my opinion, these people, have done nothing, nor care about their customers, after they get their money. But, they have the audacity to ask for my future business???????
Every year we travel from Florida to KC, to see my neuro- otologist. This July we had a most terrible experience at an Econo Lodge in East Ridge Tenn, close to Chattanooga.
In 1996 we had a terrible experience at an Econo Lodge in Manchester Tenn. We had decided to give Econo Lodge, one more chance.....what a mistake!
Here is what I received in the mail today;
"Dear Mr. Folsom:
Thank you for your most recent inquiry regarding the ECONO LODGE East Ridge.
Our goal is to make every reasonable attempt to adequately address, in a timely and forthright manner, all matters of concern raised by our guests.
We have reviewed our records; they indicate that this hotel had acknowledged your concerns. It was disappointing to learn that you found their efforts unsatisfactory, however, Choice Hotels International considers the hotels choice to be final.
Once again may we apologize for any frustration this may have caused and would like to thank you for raising your concerns with us. We look forward to serving your future lodging needs.
Customer Relations Department
Choice Hotels International
cc: TN159 68839"
Please pass this on to anyone you feel may be interested.
Ginkgo Karen 8:36 pm Monday September 27, 1999
Hi, Everyone -
Just noticed a reference to Ginkgo. About three weeks ago I read
an extensive article in the Chicago Sun Times about Ginkgo Bilkoba.
The article was about why you "shouldn't" take the Ginkgo Bilkoba.
It explained that numerous cases of liver problems are being seen
in patients taking that medication. Just thought some of you might
be interested in this information in case you would want to check
it out before taking it.
Hope everyone is doing well. I would love to see a posting from My
Old Buddy, Ann, and how she did or is doing with Serc - also,
Elaine. I have the opportunity to visit regularly with Brenda :-)
and Greg, but have missed you two.
I have recently finished my Meniere's Support Page and would love
to have some postings and Guestbook Sign-Ins from all of you - so
if and when you have the time, the URL is:
http://www.indianoaksantiquemall.com/untitled.html
Or you can click here.
Thanks - be balanced - be happy !!!!
Thoughts -
Karen :-)
I'm listening -
re: Serc or Vertigoheel 11:25 pm Sunday October 3, 1999
EXCERPT FROM POSTING ON BOB HUMBLE'S MENIERE'S PAGE:
I was also told about an ENT in New
Orleans who treats people from around the world who specializes in
Meniere's. This doctors approach I was told was non invasive. I
wanted
to find out more. I live in Panama City, FL. and was able to find 3
people who were currently his patients living here. One of these
individuals has been a patient for 10yrs. and the others both about
3yrs. All of these patients had positive comments and are doing
well
under his care. Sonny the older and longest patient convinced me
that
this was the approach and he was the doctor for me. Sonny has been
Vertigo free for 10yrs. He told me he had not had an attack in
10yrs.
since his first appointment.
I had an appointment within 2wks. of that coversation with Sonny.
The
Name of the Physician is Wallace Rubin, MD in Metairie, LA. My
first
appointment on March 22-23, 1999 was extremely thorough. Two days
of
extensive testing. I was impressed by the caring and relaxed
attitude of
Dr. Rubin and his staff. I was in the office complex for the entire
day
except for lunch breaks, both days. I left his office at 7:45pm on
the
second day after my final conference with Dr. Rubin and his
Dietician.
In this final consultation he outlined my diet, the exercises and
the
medication I was to take. He told me that I had significant hearing
loss
in my right ear and significant problems with the mechanism of
balance
in that ear also. But He told me that I didn't have to live with
that......that if I followed his regimen, I would improve.....I was
to
have another appointment in 5wks for a follow-up. At this point
almost
4mo. later I've only had one Vertigo attack, which was 2wks after
my
first visit to Dr. Rubin, and I blame that on my cavalier attitude
about
not taking my medication properly. You ask what did he prescribe
and
what is his approach? This is what I learned.
Dr. Rubin was instrumental in getting VERTIGOHEEL entered in the
Physicians PDR. Sonny has been on VERTIGOHEEL for ten
years......He
hasn't had a Vertigo attack in ten years. Dr. Rubin feels that
there is
an allergy (environmental/food) trigger or connection to meniere's.
He
will test you......mine are Dust/dustmites, 7 different kinds of
Mold/spores,Ragweed, Elm, Cats, certain grasses. Dr. Rubin will
drastically alter your diet......No more frozen diners, nothing
from a
can, no highly processed foods, no white bread or white rice. Limit
simple Carbs. only complex. Eat only lean protein and only fresh
cooked
or raw vegies. Eat fruit every day and drink plenty of good
water.,Limit
the caffeinated products and alcohol of any kind........you get
what I
mean on the diet. Don't forget exercise..........
Dr. Rubin will put you on Allergy-free vitamins, antioxidants and
probiotics and may put you on other homeopathics related to your
specific needs.
Dr. Rubin's VertigoHeel prescription will have you taking one
tablet
sublingually every 8 hrs. and the drops are used when needed if
dizzy or
in the advent of symptoms of oncoming Vertigo. You will take 10
drops in
1/2 tsp water swished around and held under the tongue. Repeat
every 15
min. up to 4 times in one hr. Most cases are resolved by the 3rd
application I am told. You can recycle after waiting 1 hr. when
stabilized take 10 drops as described each hour until bedtime(if
not
already). Follow up the following day once every hr. until you feel
better and the day after if needed every 2 hrs. returning to the
tablets
every 8 hrs.
My experience has shown me it is important to begin taking the
liquid as
soon as the symptoms show up in an impending Vertigo attack.
Otherwise
get ready to drive the "Porcelain Bus" Don't get cavalier about the
success of the medication, you really have to give it time at the
onset.
It will control it in my experience if used properly. Remember it
isn't
a cure, it will just get you through the violent portion of the
Vertigo
attack without getting sick. You're still going to feel the
tiredness or
washed out feeling of one of these serious attacks.
The exact mechanism of action of VertigoHeel is not fully
understood,
studies suggest that the effectiveness is due in part to central
nervous
system stimulation through activation of the vestibular regulatory
systems located in the brainstem area.
VertigoHeel has been on the market for more than 4 decades in
Europe so
obviously practioners have found it to be an effective drug for the
treatment of vertigo of various origins.
VertigoHeel can be purchased through any healthfood store under the
Homeopathic name of Cocculus Compositum by the Heel Biotheraputics
Co.
the tablets cost $23.72 and the liquid about &42.00.
As a patient of Dr. Rubin the cost is much less as he sells them
through
his practice, the tablets are $12.00 and the liquid is $15.00
Dr. Rubin can be reached at :
Wallace Rubin, MD
VertigoHeel.....http://www.heelbhi.com
3434 Houma Boulevard
Metairie, LA 70006-4226
(504) 888-8800
Brenda Bobbi 7:31 pm Tuesday October 5, 1999
Brenda, ......I'm not Greg, but I have been taking Vertigoheel
for a little over a year now and I have not had one Meniere's
attack since starting it. I may add that I've had Meniere's and
BPPV for over 30 years. I was bedridden for 3 years and unable to
do any household chores for over 4 years. I could no longer drive
or work after a bad spell in Florida. I got worse on the 12 hour
ride home (motor home) so I could lay down but I was miserable
and sooooooo sick! I feel I also have a bit of Mal de darquement.
Maybe this will help you make a decision and if you want anymore
info, please email me. I have lots of info on Vertigoheel if
you'd like it. Be blessed and be balanced! Bobbi from Kentucky
Just a Quote Karen 10:25 am Saturday October 16, 1999
"QUOTE"
"We Reap What We Sow"
re: Ginkgo Ann 4:29 pm Thursday October 21, 1999
Hey! good news, i guess ROFL.
Seems that i am pretty much deaf in my left ear. happened these
last few months. Apparently it's correctible for the most part by
surgery.. like catarac (sp) surgery lolol. ENT figures that
buildup over the nerve of "boney" material is aggravating the
inner ear too and mitigated me coming out of remission..coupled
with the stress on trying to adjust to an "unknown" event in the
body. Compensating and not comprehending lol.. withdrawal from
needing to be in environments with sound.. pretty much
subconscious response sometimes per the doc and his pa..
So, SERC isn't the answer for me. it's surgery, and in all
probability stabilizing the stress from going deaf will help me
get back in gear. my ENT thinks that my attitude got me this far
and will be what puts the menieres behind me again after surgery.
he was shocked at the hearing loss (heck i lip read ROFL) in the
interim, i do have to get a hearing aid while i save up for the
surgery, lolol.. and pray the company DOES get insurance by the
end of the year/first of next like they are talking about. lol...
take care folks!!
and grin ;)
To: Ann Greg 10am
Friday October 22, 1999
Hi Ann,
Good to hear from you again. Your messages are always inspirational! :-)
Havin a blonde day? Ann 5:28 am Tuesday October 26, 1999
One morning this blonde calls her friend and says "Please come
over and help me. I have this killer jigsaw puzzle, and I can't
figure out how to start it."
Her friend asks "What is it a puzzle of?"
The blonde says "From the picture on the box, it's a tiger."
The blonde's friend figures that he's pretty good at puzzles, so
he heads over to her place. She lets him in the door and shows
him to where she has the puzzle spread all over the table.
He studies the pieces for a moment, then studies the box.
He then turns to her and says:
"First, no matter what I do, I'm not going to be able to show
you how to assemble these to look like the picture of that
tiger."
"Second, I'd advise you to relax, have a cup of coffee, and put
all these Frosted Flakes back in the box."
hey!! lolol.. keep grinnin ;)
Nerve Section Bob 11:12 am Sunday October 31, 1999
Greg, Do you know of anyone that has had a VNS? I am 2 years post
op and still have central compensation problems on an ENG. You
are knowledgeable on Menieres, can it take up to 4 years to
compensate? Thanks, Bob.
It's a BOE !!!!! Ann 5:23 pm Saturday November 20, 1999
it's a BOE !!! ROFL..
got my Battery Operated Ear lolol.. made in Denmark.
it's the kind that goes outside the ear with a mold inside...
lolol.. complete with switch for volume control, telephone and
background noise ROFL..
hey, the battery is zinc, they don't have to be refrigerated
anymore..
i gotta admit i have turned it off more than once ROFL.
we won't discuss how much easier it is to concentrate at work
without hearing the sounds around me ROFL... oh well, they
learn.. ROFL..
had it almost 2 wks and i must say, i really wasn't aware that my
hearing was gone like that.
one quick lesson while shopping in home depot... don't walk under
the music speakers with ya BOE turned ON.. lol.. sounds like a
concert front row seat ROFL..
take care..
and keep grinnin
;-)
b>Merriest of Holidays! Ann 7:02 pm monday december 13, 1999
wishing you all happiness and hope.... and the joy of friends
and loved ones during this holiday season.
re: It's a BOE !!!!! bobo58 8:55 pm tuesday january 18, 2000
I'm rather new to these sights' I was diagnosed with Meniere's 10
years ago, and am almost deaf in my left ear. I am not getting a
lot of help or advice from my doctor!! Does anyone have advice on
hearing aids? I am at the point where I would like to hear more
than I do now.(And some days not)
re: It's a BOE !!!!! ann 7:22 pm wednesday january 19, 2000
well, i've had by BOE since november. and i have enjoyed the
ability to turn it off ROFL. and to hear more than i have for
several months.
hearing aids vary tremendously... check with a good audiologist
and see who they work with.
another source would be the Lion's Club. They have The Lighthouse
and will also assist people in obtaining hearing aids based upon
a sliding scale of financial ability.
i am really serious, i have no problem with wearing one other
than adjusting to it being in my ear... cosmetically i don't give
a poop ..it's the hearing that's the point for me, as i am
employed fulltime and NEED to hear what my bosses tell me lolol..
sigh.
About Time joe 10:34 pm sunday january 23, 2000
It all started 20 years ago after a real bad ear infection which
I fought up until two years ago. I experianced an
unsteadyness,light-headed dazed feeling. It was hard to
concentrate and always had sinus troubles. Then two years ago I
had some problems with my ear draining went in to have it looked
at, where they discoverd a cyst in my left ear. Two weeks later
it was removed successfuly, since then I have had know problems
with any colds ect..but I still have the foggyness and dazed
feeling my family doctor thinks I'm nuts and wants me to see a
shrink, but I feel different. I'm not crazy I just want some
answers on why I'm still feeling disconnected.
Thanks
Joe
I need help too Sheila 4:29 pm friday january 28, 2000
I have been suffering with meniere's for 3 yrs. now. At first
it was just once in a while. Dec. of 98 was the first time I
had a problem of it lasting more than one day. It lasted almost
3 weeks then. It has been coming and going since then, with the
spells getting closer together. I have the fullness in my ear
and the nausea and room spinning along with hot flashes. I have
tried to talk to my doctor about the symptoms, but he says there
is something else causing them. I have seen several doctors,
because of my HMO. Two of them dropped off my HMO and I had to
be referred to another doctor. The last one is not very
understanding, even though he says he has a mild form of it. I
have had a shunt put in to drain the fluid, but it doesn't seem
to be helping. The last doctor wants to put in a tube and
inject something to deaden the nerve to stop the dizzy spells.
If anyone has any suggestions or words of encouragement please
let me know. Thanks.
vestibular nerve section pammy 3:55 pm saturday january 29, 2000
I have a doctors appt next week to discuss this procedure. I was
wondering if anyone has had it done and if you could tell me what
to expect after surgery? Maybe if I new more about it then I
would know some questions to ask. My ENT was not at all
knowledgable about this, which I understand is actually a sub/sub
specialty.
re: vestibular nerve section Luci 3:56 am monday january 31, 2000
I have not had a nerve section done but did discuss it with my
doc. it is only done if you can afford to lose hearing in the ear
you have surgery on and usually done in extreme cases. Your doc
should be an ear-nuerosurgeon and very knowledgeable about inner
ear and balance disorders from the research I have done on this my
advice would be for you to research it thoroughly before you make
a decision. Just to make sure it is right for you and your
situation. I have had 2 mastoidectomy w/ tympanoplasty surgeries
which took care of my infection in the mastoid problem but did
nothing for my dizziness and tinnitus. I am currently looking at
vertigoheel and complete life change in diet, managing stress. I
have had some relief from chiropractic care it seems to lessen the
severity of the dizzies, but I also have had whiplash injuries
that I'm sure don't help much. any way read Greg's archives there
is good info. for lots of ways to deal with this. find a good
wholistic type practitioner to help you. Good luck
LOL bobo58 8:56 pm monday february 7, 2000
Please pardon my ignorance, but I have been reading the archives
and don't have a clue what LOL or LOLOL might mean. Can you
please enlighten me?
I discovered this sight about three weeks ago and ehjoy it
immensely. No one understands tinnitus until you have it, and
right now I have two teenagers who mumble all the time. Even my
wife can't understand a thing they say. Oh well, if this is the
worst thing that I have to deal with, then I won't complaintoo
much
To Candy in Minnesota Greg
2:10 pm saturday february 12, 2000
Hi Candy,
I got your message when you signed my guestbook. I tried to
email you but it bounced(user unknown). You can contact me at
gf202@email.com anytime.
Greg
Greg's Meniere's Site
my mothers meneirse Jenn 2:58 pm monday february 21, 2000
My mother has had meneirse since the early 1980's. Since then
she has had the vestibular nerve section surgery. She has
improved so much and can do almost all the things she used to.
One thing i wondered about was this. She only has reoccurances
if her body temp rises or if she is under large amounts of stress
Are these common triggers for attacks?
re: my mothers meneirse Greg2 5:04 pm monday february 21, 2000
I used to have horrible attacks from being in rooms that were hot
and airless, such as school gyms and churches. Now I just get up
and leave if I feel uncomfortable. Politeness doesn't mean that I
have to become sick.
I am becoming much better at avoiding situations that cause me
stress, but I could not get through everyday stress without
taking Vitamin B complex at least twice a day. It did take me a
while to find out how I can avoid the dizzy spells, and I am sure
that this will not work for me forever, and may not work for
others.
I am also taking Tai Chi in order to relax a bit more and manage
my stress better. Yoga may help as well.
good Luck
Tubes Greg M 3:04 pm sunday february 27, 2000
Has anyone had the tubes in the ear and it has helped if so
contact me
re: my mothers meneirse kara 0:28 am thursday march 2, 2000
I know for a fact that stress is a huge factor in bringing on
Meneire's attacks...I've also noticed seasonal changes and
changes in the weather's barometric pressure can also bring on an
attack. Lack of sleep is yet another one. It's an annoying and
quite terrible disease. I'm 26 and have had it since i was about
14 or 15. My grandfather has it also, it seems to be hereditary
in our family. All through-out high school, when i'd have an
attack, I'd go to the nurse and she'd act like I was crazy or
just faking sickness to get out of school. It was very
frusterating. I finally insisted on seeing an Ear, Nose, and
Throat doctor and was thouroughly tested. Low and behold I was
right and I wasn't crazy or just a hypocondriac. Until that
point, even my own family hadn't beleived me. Good luck to your
Mom and your family...she needs all of the understanding and
support you all can offer. Let her know there are many others out
there who understand, also.
Spanish spoken? Manuel Harguindey 3:58 pm friday march 3, 2000
Hello, I am the son of a Spanish woman that suffers from Meniere.
She does not speak english and I think it would be nice if I find
some to share information and experiences with her.
Is there anyone here in this group who speaks spanish and would
like to get in contact with my mother?
Thank you very much
sincerelly yours,
Manuel Harguindey.
Reentering the discussion! Pat Pierce 12:30 pm saturday march 4, 2000
Hello All,
After a frustrating couple years ... Menieres, hearing loss, job
loss, running into treatment dead ends, over-conservative
doctors, indifference, skepticism(mine, co-workers, bosses and
doctors), etc., etc., I'm re-entering the discussion of this
enigma called "Menieres Desease"
After checking a couple sites it seems like there is still no
agreement on causes, treatments or even what is and is
not 'Menieres'. In the absense of any near-term hope of help
from the medical profession I'm taking a more proactive
strategy. From the web sites I've visited, there are two
possibilities for 'self' treatment that fit my condition: 1)SERC
and 2) fluvastatin sodium.
Of the two possibilities, fluvastatin sodium is the first
treatment I will seek. Fluvastatin sodium commonly prescribed
for high cholesterol and since my cholesterol levels usually
exceed the norm, I think that it should not be too dificult to
convince my family doctor to prescribe it. (A couple BigMacs
will surely tip the scales in my favor!)
The www.menieres.com website mentioned a daily dose of 20mg.
Does anyone out there have any experience with this (or any
other) treatment?
Regards
Pat
re: Reentering the discussion! Greg2 4:06 pm saturday march 4, 2000
Hi, Pat:
I have been on Serc for about 3 years, after my last MD attack.
For about 5 days I had full hearing back in my left ear to the
point that I could use a Phone again on that side. Then the
hearing went away again.(Does this happen to anyone else?) Since
then I have not had an attack, although my left side hearing is
now much worse. As usual, all you can do is try. Everyone seems
to be different.
Greg2
re: Reentering the discussion! Pat Pierce 1:57 pm monday march 6, 2000
Hi Greg2,
Thanks for the info. I intend to try SERC after I try Fluv.
Sodium.
My left ear is useless. My right ear fluctuates just about on a
daily basis. I've tried for several years to pin down a reason
for the fluctuations with no sucess. I'm trying beat the clock
finding a solution to my hearing loss. I figure I've got about
two years until I'm a candidate for an implant. I would very
much like to avoid an implant.
Regards,
Pat
vestibular nerve section susan 9:33 pm saturday march 4, 2000
I HAVE BEEN SUFFERING NON-STOP DIZZYNESS,IMBALANCE FOR ALMOST 2
YEARS NOW. HAVE VISITED SEVERAL DOCTORS WITH NO RELEIF AT ALL.
I JUST FINISHED 6 MONTHS OF VESTIBULAR THEOPHY.
I JUST MET WITH A NEW DOCTOR AT THE UNIVERSITY OF CHICAGO AND HE
SAYS HE CAN HELP BY DOING A VESTIBULAR NERVE SECTION, HE IS
EXPERIENCED AT REMOVING JUST THE VESTIBULAR PART OF THE 8TH
NERVE AND LEAVING THE HEARING PART IN TACT.
IF ANYONE OUT THERE HAS HAD A VESTIBULAR NERVE SECTION PLEASE
LET ME KNOW WHAT I CAN EXPECT.
I'M FRIGHTENED
AND I'M SICK OF BEING SICK.
re: vestibular nerve section shannon 10:06 am tuesday march 7, 2000
even though i am half-deaf, i definitely hear you...i am
recovering from shunt placement myself and will have the same
surgery as you describe if this fails...i will watch to see what
others tell you about their experience. i, too, am sick of being
sick. thank god for these pages...they are my only link to
knowing i am not some alien with a probe in my head...LOL. hope
all goes well for you.
shannon
Vestibular Nerve Section Dej652 1:36 am thursday march 16, 2000
Hi,Shannon/Susan/Luci/Pammy.....
I just found this site and hope it's helpful to
all....Yes...I had a v.n.s. in 1985...Long before they had alot
of the treatments they have now...I was origianlly diagnosed in
1973...A Long time ago !!! But anyway, I did have the surgery.
I had it done through the House Ear Institute in Los Angeles..
At that time, and so I still hear, they are the leading clinic
in Menier's disease.. But I know everyone has there own
opinion...At the time of my surgery, I didn't have any of the
bad side effects, or things I hear of now days...I guess I was
very lucky...If any of you would like to e-mail me personally, I
would be happy to talk to any of you....Dej....
re: Vestibular Nerve Section susan
8:37 am saturday march 18, 2000
hi
thanks for the information. i'm having a vestibular nerve section
on 4/20. i do not have meniere's, i had shingles almost 2 years
ago, that settled on my 7th and 8th crainal nerves.
my hearing is fine, it's my balance wheel that is causing me all
the grief. i guess that the 8th nerve branches off- one part is
for hearing and the other is for balance.
they will just remove the balance part of the nerve and leave the
hearing in tact, they tell me thats its a 6 to 8 hour operation
and a 3 to 5 day hospital stay.
they are able to cut behind my ear to get to the part of the
brain were these nerves are located. and remove my balance wheel.
thay claim that i'll compensate fairly quick, because that part
of the nerve has no response already, according to 5 eng's that
i've had in the last 2 years. the main receptor is what we hope
is causing the problem, they seem to think that the tip of the
nerve is dead, but there still is some life elsewhere in that
nerve which is why i have not compensated. and thats why my brain
signals don't flow thu properly.
any information that you may have would truely be appreciated.
what can i expect after surgery? is there alot a pain? did your
dizzyness stop?
please share as much information as possible
god bless
susan
re: Tubes ann 6:40 pm sunday march 19, 2000
Greg, I've had tubes in both ears since 1985. at the moment i
have a tube only in my left ear. the right tube was removed when
i had a severe infection. the hole did not close so they felt a
tube not necessary. my hearing is mostly conductive, so the tube
cbeing removed did lessen my hearing in my right ear. my left
tube was just removed and reinserted this past wednesday
*ouchie*, mainly cos my ENT knows that that little plastic DOES
help my conductive hearing, otherwise, that hole won't close and
ergo the tube is really redundant except for conductive hearing.
i typically could never tell when i had a severe ear infection,
but with the tubes i sure could tell when they were clogged
(*houston, we have a problem** lol)
i do a bit of self hypnosis, so my ent hushes,, and the procedure
is done in his office.. beware tho,, it's an ouchie.
best of luck, ann
re: Reentering the discussion! Bobbi
8:01 am monday march 20, 2000
Pat, have you ever tried Vertigoheel? It's a homeopathic but Like
Greg said, what helps one won't necessarily help the other but VH
has helped me more than anything ever has. BTW Pat, I have had MM
and BPPV for 40 years, so not new to it. It's worth considering.
Be blessed and be balanced,
Bobbi...............I've also heard of many who have been helped
by SERC, but I'm not famiiar with the other thing you mentioned.
inner ear problems Jeanne
9:40 pm tuesday march 28, 2000
I am looking for support group, information chat, ANYTHING to
help me deal with an inner ear problem. I have had it on and off
for a year now....This current round has been over 1 month, I
can't drive, I'm dizzy, frustrated and sick of it. The doctor is
not much help, but I keep going.... IS there anybody out there
who can help, lead me to other people who understand, etc, etc,
etc, I would really appreciate some support and resources....
thanks
Jeanne
re: vestibular nerve section Jeanne
9:45 pm tuesday march 28, 2000
Susan,
You words sound so much like me. I'm so sick of being sick, I
don't know how much more i can take. It actually helped me to see
there are others out there who are suffering this kinda stuff,
because nobody in my circle of family, etc can really understand.
Im interested in what this treatment is that you said you have
been through....
Let me know how you are ..
Jeanne
re: vestibular nerve section beth 10:43 am thursday march 30, 2000
Dear I'm Sick of Being Sick,
I had a vesibular nerve section operation 5 weeks ago today. I
am free of all vertigo and throwing up for the first time in
five years.. I suffer from meniere's disease. I had previously
had shunts done in BOTH ears, have had Gemimicen (sp) treatments
in BOTH ears, and have had a two weeek session of Strepomycin (sp)
treatments.
The first week after surgery is rough. Lots of trowing up and
getting use to things moving when you move. Walking takes time.
I walked with a walker for the first week or so. The pain is not
bad. It was controlled through medication and after 1 1/2 weeks
I no longer needed the medicine.
I have returned to work this week. Started swimming again last
week. (1 mile a day) I feel like a whole new person. I can
finally live again! write back if you have any more questions.
E - Mail denver826 through yahoo mail.
Meniere's Melodie
1:11 pm thursday march 30, 2000
Hi!
I'm new to this site. As a matter of fact I just found it today.
It's refreshing to know that there are others out there who
suffer from such a strange and dibilitating desiease as Menieres.
Here's my story. I'm a veteran. I served in two branches of the
military and was Honorably Discharged in 1993 because I was
suddenly stricken with an unknown illness at that time. I had
numerous tests done at Walter Reed Army Medical Hositalp in D.C.
After nearly a year of testing there as well as numberous
hospitals in Boston and Rhohde Island, I was fianlly diagnosed
with Meniere's. Soon after that, the military showed me the
door. Since then I have been on disability, collecting benefits
from the Veterans Administration.
I receive all of my medical care at a local VA Hospital. My
problem is this. My ENT doctors, (who change every time I go in
for an appointment) are very eagar to put me under the knife.
Knowing the government as well as I do, and how mis-
guided,confussed and disoriented my ENT's are, who in their
right mind would allow them to do such an evasive operation as
going into the brain!
For a while they prescribed Valuim and it really helped, but two
years ago the VA Hospital stopped prescribing it to it's
outpaitents reguardless of a long documented history like
mine,of its successful results. Instead they prescribed anivert
along with the usual dieretic. Since I have daily problems with
veritgo, total hearing loss in my left ear and a racket going
endlessly on in it, what can anyone say to help me cope with my
problems and the lack of good or beneifical health carenow or in
the future.
I can't afford to seek medical attention outside the VA. My
disability benefits won't cover it. And I am deathly affraid of
what could happen under the knive of a VA physician.
It's a lot to ask, but I really would like some emotional
support and understanding from those who understand.
Melodie
re: Meniere's Bobbi 11:23 pm friday march 31, 2000
I've sent you a long letter but I did want to post a short note
to encourage you to keep coming back here to check out what
others have to say. You are certainly not alone in this Melodie,
and you've found a whole group of people who know just what you
mean. It's pretty normal to hear that no one understands "us", as
we look normal and so they think we should act normal. Well,
they're not in our heads and therefore they have no clue how we
tilt, spin, grope for words, get confused, see fuzzy, or
tunneled, as we try to act normal. You've got a start by finding
this discussion group and you'll learn more each day. We're here
for you anytime. . . . so do keep in touch. Be blessed, Bobbi
mineries re; melody Beth 3:23 pm monday april 3, 2000
Melody,
Keep your chin up!! I know how you feel. I've been there done
that! Please read my entry on March 31,2000. I know of two
doctors who are the top in the country in dealing with Mineres
disease. They are both willing to financially work with
people. One of the doctors I have been with for 6 years. He
has done 2 surgeries on me. I have had one other surgery with
the other doctor just last month. Both are extremely good. I
suffered for ever I know in the last month feel the best I have
felt in 10 years.
Sometimes coping .. ann
4:00 pm tuesday april 4, 2000
gets really hard.. and sometimes it means that denial and that
hellbent determination to not give in causes more problems than
acceptance....
I came out of remission with bells, whistles and the din of a
swirling world lol and the new addition of "slam dunks" by some
unseen Jolly Green Giant (drop attacks) ..I still have my humor
but deep inside I know that I have to accept the words of my
ENT .. "you're in a trap it seems and I think it would be better
if you consider disability"...
The trap? My boss told me the reason I survived the turmoil of
this disease was because of my kick ass attitude towards it. And
I have done that for many, many years. Now I am having again to
define and accept my lifestyle.. and to not feel like I have
failed.. damn I got this far from age 16 with this...that's
pretty dog gone great... The task for me is to now understand
that the drive of 20miles in Atlanta just to get to work is
taxing me far beyond what this old lady can continue to do
safely with others in mind.. I've been lucky.. but the fact is
that it's time to slow down and make this life of mine one that
can carry me forward with balance... one of spending the 3
hours of driving time a day in activities more condusive to
enjoying my life.. Stress as we all know is one of our real
enemies.. it presses the buttons at our weakest point
(menieres).. and I had to sit myself down today and look at hope
and the future.. and it seems that I felt that disability was
like a "bad" choice for me.. but I gotta say that at this hour,
I have said Ok, and made an appointment with SS to go forward..
forward to spending time cleaning my house, working in my yard,
enjoying my critters and more time with friends.. I know that my
stubborn independence has to give way to this "image" of the
future..
it's not one that will be very pretty if I don't acknowledge
that menieres is something that I can't make go away and that my
life style of working at that distance and my age and my
decreasing hearing and lack of insurance (company got insurance
but damned if they didn't put a "pre-existing" exclusion on me -
new insurance) and the addition of drop attacks is truly
jeopardizing me and my hope for the future...
My ENT thinks that ELS surgery will possibly help me and he
doesn't think that vestibular or the insertion of the "drug
bullet" into the inner ear is worth the risks for me at this
point in time...
The upside is that after these last 2 consectutive attacks my
hearing has improved.. well dang, I CAN hear the washing machine
RROFL.. so help me it took me a while to figure out what that
noise was... lol
As we all know that can be short lived and it can mean the
dimishment to a lower level of hearing than before.. or ......
The uncertainties, I think, are the hardest part of
Menieres..so.. like we all must learn.. faith and hope and
support are our sustenance
thanks for being around...
**keep grinnin** 8-)
Meniere's and dizzy spells Tracy
2:59 pm sunday april 9, 2000
Has anyone here ever heard of "Particle Repositioning" or
the "EPLEY CHAIR"I was diagosed w/meniere's 3 years ago after 8
months of dizziness. I had numerous tests done and numerous
different medications to take. Finally I came to the conculsion
that I can never work again. I used to work for the Federal
Government for the state of Oregon's Military Department. Which
meant that I had to be a member of the Oregon Army National
Guard in order to hold my civilian civil service job. I repaired
guns and cannons for the Oregon Army national Guard on a full
time basis. In 1997 I was rear-ended in a really bad auto
accident. After that I started getting really bad vertigo
attacks. Well I thought they were just inner ear infections. So
I went to see my dr. and she sent me to an ENT where he did
hearing tests and and ENG. He diagnosed me w/Meniere's Well
since then I have lost my postition in the Army national guard
due to medical reasons (Meniere's) and since I lost my
affiliation w/the guards I also lost my job. The good news is at
least they are paying me some what of a disability. Social
secruity will not give me any help because they say it is not
dibilitating.
Recently I found a Dr. here in Portland at the Providence
hospital that does nothing but inner ear disorders. His Name is
John M. Epley. M.D. (503-233-5925) He does particle
repositioning in the inner ear. He is world renown with his
famous chair. Most people w/meniere's were diagnosed wrong and
go through life stumbling over things and sitting on the floor
w/their heads in their hands waiting for all of spinning to
stop. or aiting for the world to stop so they can step off this
amusment park ride. I am here to say THERE IS LIGHT AT THE END
OF YOUR TUNNEL!!! This man had his Odioligist do another ENG and
an AA during the ENG they put pressure in your ears along with
the cold and warm water he found my problem to be in the left
ear that control my left side balance. He helped me by telling
me that my problem was when i layed on my left side or if i bent
over or turned real fast to the left. He said I was a candidate
for the chair.
This chair looks like something out of NASA. It has 3 metal
bars that circle the chair and has degree marks written on the
bars. What it does is this: In your inner ear you have crystal
particles that float around in the inner ear itself that is what
keeps you in balance along with the 3 vestibular tubes. With
either a head injury or even bending over you could break some
of these crystals or particles loose in your ear. when you bend
over or have a head trauma move those loose paricles into your
vestibular tubes. And from there out every time you move you get
attacks. Sometimes it could take years for you to get those
particles moving but once they move you are debilitated. What
the dr. does is simple. He straps you into this chair turns you
upside down and vibrates the back of your head just enough to
get the particles moving. Than he brings you up slowly at the
degree marks on the circled bar and keeps vibrating until the
particles are back in place.
Believe me I thought he was a quack too BUT IT WORKS! I didn't
know that my sister had the same trouble 8 years ago we thought
thatshe might have a Ceribrial Hemerage or something. She went
to see Dr. Epley and would not leave his office until he made
the dizziness go away. He put her in the chair and SHE HAS NOT
HAD A VERTIGO ATTACK IN 8 YEARS. SHE CALLS HIM HER SAVIOR! Once
a month she calls him just to hear them say "Dr. Epley's Office"
She is affaid he will be out of country or out of practice if
she ever has another attack. I am now seeing him and all I have
had done is the AA and an ENG. My next visit I hope he will
strap me in the chair so I can get on with life. I know this is
not a sure fire thing but I am willing to anything to stop the
spinning. I am on 40 mg of PAXIL for my depression. If this
chair doesn't work for me then I will make reservations with the
man at the perly gates because i can not go through life like
this anymore.
Susan and others Beth 1:19 pm monday april 10, 2000
This is the 10th day of April, 2000. I had a vestibular nerve
section on Feb. 24,2000. I feel better than I have felt in 5 or
more years. I also feel diferent than I have felt in 5 or more
years. I have no more vertigo attacks. The compensation is
different. When I walk words and people go up and down. I
teach school and find when classes are changing and I'm in the
halls I don't care for it to much. To much movement!! I am now
swimming 1 1/2 miles a day. Susan and others hang in there.
each day is better and please write back.
re: Susan and others Susan 4:09 am tuesday april 11, 2000
BETH
I,VE BEEN HAVING A PROBLEM WITH MY E-MAIL PROGRAM.
I,VE TRIED SEVERAL TIMES TO E-MAIL YOU DIRECTLY. I'M VERY NEW ON
THIS COMPUTER STUFF AND I MUST OF DONE SOMETHING THAT I SHOULD'NT
HAVE.IT WON'T ALLOW ME TO SEND MAIL. AND I DON'T KNOW IF I CAN
RECEIVE IT EITHER.
HOW ARE YOU FEELING? I'LL HAVE MY HUSBAND CHECK OUT THIS COMPUTER
AND SEE WHATS WRONG.
I MY SELF AM GETTING CLOSE TO MY SURGERY AND I'D SURE LIKE TO
TALK TO YOU.
SUSAN
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Greg 5:18 am tuesday april 11, 2000
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