the basics
i dont know love, but i loved your lashes when you closed your eyes.
one can love, but only to a point.
the rest is silence.
then the muteness we all live with.
i used to picture a boa constrictor wrapped arround my
heart,
It fed on the sterile core of me.
i might have slowly died, but you reached me.
now you leave,
I'll gather the bits and shards of my strength and
build a perfect wall.
ill never let you near.
leave me and the gavel bangs, guillotine slams, hope
snaps
and all that is left is stubborn, irreducible evil.
i wont mention your name again,
except the truth is you fucked me into being.
Now youre like a spider web of silence laid over my
face.
Felt, but barely felt, like a wind that just died down.
