Imagiberry: hi Winn
Happitree: nye
Happitree: hye
Happitree: this lor or carrie?
Imagiberry: sorry for Tony being so terrible yesterday ::laughs::
Imagiberry: it's Lor
Happitree: it was ... fun
Happitree: it didn't bother me
Happitree: i see and do much worse in chat rooms
Imagiberry: LoL
Happitree: i DO go to religious rooms for entertainment, ya know
Imagiberry: I gotcha
Happitree: i probably could have made even him nervous if i felt up to it, but i was exhausted
Imagiberry: I hear ya...school does that to you
Happitree: life, too
Happitree: living is the direct cause of misery and illness
Imagiberry: yea, but it's not all that bad
Imagiberry: I'm in one of those real laid back but at the same time pissed off moods
Happitree: i guess i am used to it
Happitree: cool. i like those moods
Happitree: listen to some portishead... it should help you feel better about the mood
Happitree: what ISP do you use these days?
Imagiberry: yea, I like the mood, I just dont like how other people are reacting to it
Happitree: ya know carrie invited me to go to a club with you on sunday
Imagiberry: sunday??
Happitree: that is what she said
Happitree: cuz monday is memorial day
Imagiberry: I never invited her lol
Imagiberry: oh, right, I forgot
Happitree: that is funny
Happitree: tell her that she isn't invited, so i am not either, ok?
Imagiberry: she just heard about it from my friends so i guess she invited herself
Happitree: i don't want to go, but i didn't want to be an ass and tell her so
Imagiberry: no, it's basically that i dont want anyone to slip her anything & i dont want her to see me rolling
Happitree: whatever
Happitree: that is a good enough reason
Imagiberry: i thought so
Imagiberry: it feels like it's been a long time since I've rolled
Happitree: has it been?
Imagiberry: it's not like acid where I can just do it 24-7
Imagiberry: Friday it'll be 3 weeks
Happitree: ya know i never rolled bfore
Happitree: and never wanted to
Imagiberry: why?
Happitree: i don't like things that are that dangerous
Happitree: and i don't like the idea of feeling so damn good
Imagiberry: anything can be dangerous
Happitree: but some things are more dangerous than others
Imagiberry: I know what you mean. I knew even before I dropped my 1st roll that there was a strong possibility of getting addicted
Imagiberry: but then, everything is addictive, and I'd rather get hooked on that than something I dont like
Happitree: well, i would rather be addicted to my computer =)
Happitree: that is all that i have used for a long time
Imagiberry: I'm glad of it. Trust me, if I could get high anytime I wanted to w/o drugs I would
Happitree: i just try to learn as much as i can about everything
Imagiberry: I mean, I jog during the week & ride my bike everywhere & get that athletic high; there are certain people who make me feel high...I guess I just like the intensity
Happitree: i feel the intensity when i haven't slept in days
Happitree: and the computer is the only thing keeping me conscious
Imagiberry: well, I envy that
Happitree: i think anyone could feel ie
Happitree: it
Imagiberry: I dont have to get high every waking
minute anymore- the last thing I did was pot, 2 weeks from tuesday- but it's something I enjoy and lately, there havent been enough consequences that'd make me wanna stop
Happitree: sounds innocent enough to me
Imagiberry: I think so. I think I've learned the dangers of pleasure w/o work and moderation. but that could just be denial. what do you think?
Happitree: i think the most important thing is moderation
Happitree: as long as you keep a reasonable definition of moderation, i see no problem
Imagiberry: I've been handling it pretty well so far. I've been using since Jan. 30 and I've had a grip on it
Happitree: i have known people that have used drugs in moderation most of their lives, and were able to function in society and stuff
Happitree: just don't lose the grip, ok?
Happitree: i worry too much, but it is because of my mother
Imagiberry: I don't blame ya
Imagiberry: and you know how I've used in the past
Imagiberry: I gtg switch puters BrB