Imagiberry: hi Winn

Happitree: nye

Happitree: hye

Happitree: this lor or carrie?

Imagiberry: sorry for Tony being so terrible yesterday ::laughs::

Imagiberry: it's Lor

Happitree: it was ... fun

Happitree: it didn't bother me

Happitree: i see and do much worse in chat rooms

Imagiberry: LoL

Happitree: i DO go to religious rooms for entertainment, ya know

Imagiberry: I gotcha

Happitree: i probably could have made even him nervous if i felt up to it, but i was exhausted

Imagiberry: I hear ya...school does that to you

Happitree: life, too

Happitree: living is the direct cause of misery and illness

Imagiberry: yea, but it's not all that bad

Imagiberry: I'm in one of those real laid back but at the same time pissed off moods

Happitree: i guess i am used to it

Happitree: cool. i like those moods

Happitree: listen to some portishead... it should help you feel better about the mood

Happitree: what ISP do you use these days?

Imagiberry: yea, I like the mood, I just dont like how other people are reacting to it

Happitree: ya know carrie invited me to go to a club with you on sunday

Imagiberry: sunday??

Happitree: that is what she said

Happitree: cuz monday is memorial day

Imagiberry: I never invited her lol

Imagiberry: oh, right, I forgot

Happitree: that is funny

Happitree: tell her that she isn't invited, so i am not either, ok?

Imagiberry: she just heard about it from my friends so i guess she invited herself

Happitree: i don't want to go, but i didn't want to be an ass and tell her so

Imagiberry: no, it's basically that i dont want anyone to slip her anything & i dont want her to see me rolling

Happitree: whatever

Happitree: that is a good enough reason

Imagiberry: i thought so

Imagiberry: it feels like it's been a long time since I've rolled

Happitree: has it been?

Imagiberry: it's not like acid where I can just do it 24-7

Imagiberry: Friday it'll be 3 weeks

Happitree: ya know i never rolled bfore

Happitree: and never wanted to

Imagiberry: why?

Happitree: i don't like things that are that dangerous

Happitree: and i don't like the idea of feeling so damn good

Imagiberry: anything can be dangerous

Happitree: but some things are more dangerous than others

Imagiberry: I know what you mean. I knew even before I dropped my 1st roll that there was a strong possibility of getting addicted

Imagiberry: but then, everything is addictive, and I'd rather get hooked on that than something I dont like

Happitree: well, i would rather be addicted to my computer =)

Happitree: that is all that i have used for a long time

Imagiberry: I'm glad of it. Trust me, if I could get high anytime I wanted to w/o drugs I would

Happitree: i just try to learn as much as i can about everything

Imagiberry: I mean, I jog during the week & ride my bike everywhere & get that athletic high; there are certain people who make me feel high...I guess I just like the intensity

Happitree: i feel the intensity when i haven't slept in days

Happitree: and the computer is the only thing keeping me conscious

Imagiberry: well, I envy that

Happitree: i think anyone could feel ie

Happitree: it

Imagiberry: I dont have to get high every waking

minute anymore- the last thing I did was pot, 2 weeks from tuesday- but it's something I enjoy and lately, there havent been enough consequences that'd make me wanna stop

Happitree: sounds innocent enough to me

Imagiberry: I think so. I think I've learned the dangers of pleasure w/o work and moderation. but that could just be denial. what do you think?

Happitree: i think the most important thing is moderation

Happitree: as long as you keep a reasonable definition of moderation, i see no problem

Imagiberry: I've been handling it pretty well so far. I've been using since Jan. 30 and I've had a grip on it

Happitree: i have known people that have used drugs in moderation most of their lives, and were able to function in society and stuff

Happitree: just don't lose the grip, ok?

Happitree: i worry too much, but it is because of my mother

Imagiberry: I don't blame ya

Imagiberry: and you know how I've used in the past

Imagiberry: I gtg switch puters BrB

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