Chapter 22- Kelley picked up the phone dialing the Hanson Home. Thought were running wild through her head. She was more worried about Wara, and her tears, then of Zac picking up the phone. Kelley heard Wara weeping. It had been 6 days. Since it happened, Tim, her best friend had killed himself. Wara believed it was her fault, that she could have stopped him. But the Truth was that Tim was never truly at peace with himself always believed he was failure. Finally, Someone had picked up saying “Hey, Whats up? Its Zac”.

“Hi…Is Tay there?” Kelley asked.

“Uh Kelley???” Zac Asked, “Kel-Babe. I miss u! I truly love you. I want u back with me!”

“Zac! Seriously! This is my time to live freely! I want to find myself. I want to live life. And I Love u! U know that! But we jumped into it all to fast. And I can't deal with it. When I find myself! We will be back together!” Kelley soon broke out into tears.

Kelley Breathed Hard, asked, “well, is Tay there?” she got out in gasps.

“Nope, He is out, with a Group of the guys. They are at the lake.” Zac Said sadly.

“Well, Tell him, That wara’s best friend, Tim, died. He is gone, and wara is on the verge of being in that state of mind soon” Kelley cried, “Bye I have to go”. Kelley hung up. And went to the Bathroom, and wiped her eyes. She walked to Wara’s Room. And Saw she was not there. She was gone. Kelley sat down. She collected her thoughts.

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Wara was walking down the beach still with tears following. She was thinking, the memories of Tim were following back all to quickly. She thought ‘Why? Why do he do it to himself?’ Tim had committed suicide; he had left a small note.

Wara walked back to the small siesta village. She looked around. She walked in a small store called “Small Thoughts”. It made wara think. She saw a violin. And then suddenly she was hit with the memories of when she played the violin. She had stopped when Kelley moved. Kelley wasnt the Reason, But the problems with her mom had her thinking of other things. Wara had gone threw one fit of rage with her mother and had thrown the Violin out. The Dark Wood finish was ruined; the fingerboard was broken. Wara had never wanted to play again.

Wara Picked up the violin and the man come over worried about the musical instrument. “Hmm…May I help u?”

“Actually. How much is that?” Wara spoke softly. “I see that it's a very old violin”

“Yes, it was My Sister’s” The old frail man spoke. “I am selling it for 500"

“Hmm…” Wara plucked one of the four strings. It was still very much in tune. “I will get it.” Wara Stared at the violin, with amazement. She paid for it with a check that went directly to her mother. Wara Began to walk home. It wasnt a long walk. She walked in and went to her room. She found her old music from when she played a few years before. She tuned it and started a G scale. The Music filled her ears. She played for a while. Then put it away.

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Kelley was in the car with Ashton. "So…Tim is died?" Ashton asked.

"Yeah, It's so sad, I am so worried about Wara. Ya know, she had an attachment to him and vice versa?"

"You are asking me? I had to deal with it when we were dating. She was always with him. But, why would Tim do that. He had his life going for him." Ashton said, looking straight ahead. They had gone to Barnes and Noble and now, he needed to go to Acting.

"You don’t mind me tagging along do u? I mean you don’t care that I am going to acting with you" Kelley asked.

"Little Sister, I don’t care. If u are being serious about it. But if its just something you think you want to do then, yes, I will be mad. But are you being serious about it? Do you think you are gonna stay with it?"

"Yes! I am so serious about this Ashton. I want to do this!" Kelley Said, "and don’t call me little sister!"

Ashton turned of Main Street going to Lime. Ashton turned off to the school , and parked. Kelley and Ash both walked in.

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Wara was once again was looking through her closet. She was looking for some of her review books. She had magicly fallen out of her mad depression. She was looking at the notes, in the back for her mind. She was trying so hard to forget about tim. To make her self believe he was still alive, at home watching basketball on tv. Then She finally found the box, she thought she had placed all her music. She opened it and discovered. That it was full of pictures of her and tim, from when the dated. It was a scrap book. She and tim had worked hours and hours on it. They thought they would have always been together. But now, there was no chance for them to work again. 'Why?' Wara Began to cry. "Why?", She yelled, "why did I have to hurt him! I love u tim! U were my first love!" Wara Cried.

The phone began to ring. Wara picked it and tried to sound calm. "Hey baby doll, its tay!".

"Hi Taylor, How are u?" Wara tried saying without trying to sound as if she wasnt still crying. knew.

"Wara, you're crying! I am so sorry about tim. He was such a great guy!" Taylor said.

"Its not you're. And you arent sorry either. U didnt like him. Not one bit." Wara yelled, she was raging mad. She was angry at everyone, at tim for leaving her likethat, at taylor for not being there to help her through this.

"No, Thats not true wara. I know how much he meant to you. And i am sorry" Taylor spoke.

"Whatever Tay!" Wara yelled and hung up. She sat down on her bed and cried. All she knew how to do was cry. She couldn't stop. It was to hard.

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Kelley and Ashton were laughing in the car about the guy kelley had just met. "Haha.. Kelley and Kelly sitting in the tree k-i-s-s-i-n-g first comes love..." Ashton sang. Kelley smiled and sarcastly said, "funny funny". They laughed and decided on stopping Tropical Smoothy. They eat their quick dinner. "ashton, why dont u come in and say 'Hi' to wara" Kelley said. "Ok! I havent seen her in a while" They walked into the house. "Yo Wara!" Ashton yelled as he walked into the house.

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