Chapter One

"I miss him" I said under my breath *Flashback* "Justin, JC, look at us" Kim and I said laughing we were trying to mimic a dance from the swan lake ballet. They laughed at us. "we're gonna be famous broadway singers and dance in ballets too" Kim said as we held our ballet Pose. Justin AkA JuJu and Kim AkA Shorty were both 12 years old, their birthdays only only a month and 14 days from each other. Kim was younger by those that month and 14 days and Justin always tortured her about it. "We'll we're gonna be actors one day" JC laughed "You already are you dum-dum" I stated laughing at them. "No we're not yet" JuJu said I started laughing again and said "What do you call being on MMC" JC AKa J and I were best friends, I was older by 2 months and seven days, although sometimes I acted as I was older, JC sometimes acted as if he was our father, which was sometimes funny. KIm and I went back to our dancing, we both had plans to become famous on Broadway, it was are dream, and JuJu & J had their dream too, to become famous in the music industry. And they did. End FlashBack "Aimz, hurry up your scene is up now" Shorty called to me. Shorty saw my sad face and walked over to me. "Aimz he'll be here remember, he promised J never breaks his promise no matter how big and famous he is, remember JuJu and J's pact with us." NEW FLASHBACK "Aimz,Kim Don't cry we'll make time for you both, you call or email whenever you need one of us we'll be there" J had said promising to be there for us,even if he had just signed a record deal. J and I were 17 JuJu and Shorty were 14. J wasnt even there to graduate with me he was out doing concerts, and that's when I knew what was happening. End Flashback It was three years Later JuJu and Shorty both graduated, Kim and JuJu walked graduation day, J was there sitting with me, it was weird for us both because we had our own plans of walking graduation day and he wasnt even there. "J I'm over it" I had said, I was almost in tears though Kim was like my baby sister and she was graduating. But really deep down inside I was crying cause J and I were fading. With shorty and JuJu graduated J and JuJu had more time for Nsync, which meant more time away from us. "He'll be here I bet he already is out there." shorty said, telling me J was comming to see me preform, we werent yet on broadway but we were known in Orlando which was a step up and closer to where we wanted to be. It was opening night of Les Mis (a broadway play ) at the community theater, I was Eponine, not the main charcter, but I loved my part, it was my scene all by myself, I had to sing "On My Own" which was one of my favorite broadway songs, since I was a little girl. I went to do my scene, As I sang I scanned the audience for J, I didn't see him, Tears started forming but I held back and finished my song, when my scene was over, I left crying, Shorty had to go on so I came back to be strong for her and to support her, for she had the lead role in it and she was really good, JuJu and J had seen her at rehearsal, but they both had missed mine, I felt left out and saddened by it, Shorty was playing the role of Cosette, the one who gets the guy,the one that my character had wanted but could never get, for she was poor. Shorty did fantastic, when she was done she came back and hugged me, we had our final scene, and the play was over, I was still upsetm that JuJu and J didnt see my scene, but tht was how it seemed to always work. "Aimz, J was out there I saw him when I went on" shorty said to me after the play was over. "He wasnt there for my scene,He missed it like he always does, he seems to miss everything I do, we've drifted and I hate him for that," I said and turned around to go change, and saw J standing there, I ran away, I wasnt gonna cry in front of my best friends.

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