"Aimz, what are you doing" Shorty walked into our apartment we shared. I looked up to see if J was there he wasn't which was good,"Nothing I was practicing someones comming to scout for us for a play on Broadway" I said getting up from my position on the ground. "Aimz I've known you long enough, sometimes I think longer than J, so I know theres something bothering you, so tell me" "Have you really known me has J or JuJu really known me." I said, then she looked over at my nightstand towards the phone and said. "Call him tell him" she said as she turned to leave "Shorty, what about you and JuJu, how are things comming along" I asked "Great, I think Im falling in love" she said smiling then turned to look at the picture of J and I at the Homecomming Dance we went to together but only as friends. "Im happy for you two, dont let him go, I've known you two your whole lives and I somehow knew you'd be together" I said and then stopped only to wish, or dream of me and J. "Let's go to the club tomorrow, we'll invite JuJu J and the other guys" I said in hopes to get some fun outta having My best friend being in big known boy band. "alright call him though tell him" Shorty said walking out. I didnt say anything just sat there. Then I cried myself to sleep, wishing I was loved. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~The Next afternoon~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ "Rehearsal's finally over" I shouted looking for J and the other guys. "Shorty Aimz" JuJu said walking up to us, with Joey Lance and Chris behind him. "OOOHHH Baby" Joey said to Shorty "Lookin good" she said back to him laughing at his comment. JuJu saw my look when I noticed J wasnt there. "He has an appointment, told me to tell you he's sorry" I felt tears comming then I said "Know what forget him" and I took Chris's arm and we headed out. We first went to dinner, everywhere we went little kids were hanging around us which I didnt mind too much because they werent there for me they were there for the guys I was with which was fun. But shorty and I were even asked if they could have our autographs I was smiling at it too. We then decided to go dancing, we went back to our apartment first, Shorty and I wanted to change into some dancing outfits, Right before Shorty and I came down J had arrived. I didn't expect him, because I wanted to forget about him Shorty came down first wearing a cute black dress with blue flowers all over it. JuJu's eyes went bugged " Wow Kim you look great" he said I came down right after her and heard him and said "Hey you didnt call her Shorty thats a change" I laughed at the comment,nobody laughed with me so I shut up, I was the second oldest there so I had to go for the oldest, Then I asked"What no comment about my dress" nobody said anything, I about cried (I've turned out to be very emotional) "what the hell is wrong" I said then turned to look at what everyone else was looking, J had brought a girl to my apartment. "Hi" I said feeling kind of stupid, Then I turned to walk back to my room J running after me. I held back tears, "Aimz, come I want you to meet my date tonight" he said "I cant I need to get my purse Im meeting someone there" I said trying to hurry and get away. "Your purse is on your shoulder" he said as he pushed me to the other room. I had expected to see this super skinny model who probably didnt know anything about J.