Chapter Four

J pushed me in I the room, I didn't want to go, because I was already disappointed in him. "UH J can I talk to you in the other room" I said holding back laughter. "Yah sure" he said as I walked out of the room. "Ummm J do you think that your going for someone a little bit….." I started when I got cut off by chris walking in and saying "Uh a little young" Chris and I started laughing. "Yah yah whatever, I know" J said as he walked back out there. "Well I'm off to the club" I said still laughing at J. "Wait, someone's gotta come with us." J said turning towards me. "NO, I don't wanna go see a G rated movie, I wanna go clubbin'" I said whining. "Fine, then don't expect me at your next show" J said then quickly started to say something else but I cut him off and said . "You couldn't come to the first one" I said and ran up to my room. "Amie, wait" J said but I shut the door. A few minutes later I walked out, my make-up was replied because I had messed up with my tears. "I'm leaving, whose coming" I said getting my leather jacket even though it wasn't really cold, IT's FLORIDA remember?. "Amie, please come with" J asked. "Amie I wanna talk to you" shorty walked up to me as she started to pull me into the kitchen. "You should go, you keep saying how much," she said I cut her off at that point "I have not, you keep saying that I do, I don't I could careless anymore about him let alone LOVE J" "What" Joey walked in overhearing what I said. "What Joey" Shorty asked. "Nevermind, I just thought you'd like to know theres a really good looking red head out in the living room, here to see you and Kim." He said laughing like he knew something. I ran out there almost knocking Joey down . "OHMYGOD LISA, YOU'RE HERE" I shouted. I had known Lisa since we were in high school, two years younger than me, she just recently graduated like Kim, and JuJu. "When did you get in town" I asked after settling down. "Oh a few hours ago, I figured I'd come by and see my girls, what are we up to 2-night she said, looking at the cute guys in the room, but then stopping with her eye on one of them, JC. I about died when I saw him looking at her, as if they liked each other. Shorty walked over to us and said "Lisa girl, how was graduation for you" "Great I loved it, can't wait till college, all those parties and cute guys'" she said still keep an eye on JC. "well let me intro you" I said "This is Joey, Chris, JC, JuJu, and Lance" I said putitng much strain on Lance's name. "Well, Uh Lisa, I'm going to take my neighbor to, the movies, would you like to join?" J said with the 12 year olds girl in hand. Lisa looked at me for approval, I couldn't say anything or show anything, for then J would know how I feel. So she went "Sure" she said "Let's go" J said probably knowing It'd get on my nerves. After they left I was determined to have fun at the club after all I couldn't cry my night away, just because my best friend doesn't feel the same about me. "Joey, let's dance" I said pulling him up from the table at the club. "Sure" he said happily. We started dancing, and then a slow song came on Joey was gonna back away but I pleaded with him to dance more he did, but soon enough he broke away and sat down, I went up to the bar, and started drinking, and drinking when soon enough I was up and dancing with Chris, we were getting down. Soon enough Chris and I were in my car making out. "Let's go back to your place" Chris said "Ok" I said not knowing what I was doing. Chris drove the car home because I was too drunk to, Chris picked me up, and we were still kissing, he laid me on the bed, kissing my neck. "J" I called out. He relized what I said and stopped, "Why are you stopping" I asked pulling him closer to me, but he was backing in. "cause you don't really want to do this, your drunk" Chris said to me. "Yes I do, Chris, Please, I want you I need you" I said to him and normally the guy is saying this. "but you don't love me" chris said softly. I sighed and laid back down, and said "stay with me tonight, please, nothing will happen unless you want it too" "Ok fine," I curled up to Chris, and fell asleep. ____________________________The next morning_____________________ Chris closed the bedroom door softly behind him. "JC" he said startled. "Chris" JC said angrily. "yes?" Chris said confused. "What did you do to Amie?" JC asked plainly. "Nothing we didn't do anything" Chris said and then Chris was on the floor. I woke up to the noise and ran out to see what was going on, I was still in the clothes I Wore last night "J what did you do to Chris" I said bending down next to Chris, who was laying on the ground holding his hand on his eye. "No it's what he did to you" J said "What did he do to me?" I stated ready to yell at my so-called best friend. "He took advantage of you when you were drunk" he said "Excuse me, Joshua Scott Chasez, I hate to tell you this but Chris and I didn't do a damn thing, and if we did, I'm a big girl and I can handle it, so don't play big brother to me, I'm not your sister, and I don't want to be treated like I'm some stupid ditzy girl who can't handle herself, when in fact Joshua Scott Chasez, I can and I did it for 5 years without you, so don't you tell me I can't live without you protecting me, cause you haven't been around, to do that, and I'm still here" I said now crying, I went back to Chris who was sitting up. I felt so bad for putting Chris in this situation. I led Chris back to my room. Where I put some ice on his eye "I'm sorry Chris" I said "It's ok, Amie, I know why J got mad, it's alright I'll be fine" he said smiling. I kissed him, he pulled back "why" I asked trying to kiss him again "Don't you want me" I said softly in his ear "Yes" He whispered back, and started kissing my neck. _____________________MEANWHILE______________________________________ J walked back downstairs,to see Lisa still asleep on the couch. "Hey Pretty" He said to Lisa opening her eyes. "I had fun last night" she said, "me too, we'll have to do it again." J said tears forming in his eyes. "Don't cry" Lisa said kissing his tears away. And then as if on cue their lips met. A few minutes later, they heard someone whistling, JuJu walked out of Kim's room smiling, J just laughed and thought to himself "Well he got some, damn Chris probably got some too, and from my best friend"

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