Juggling from hotel to hotel had been a daily routinue for Samantha intill recently.She'd finally got a job and a place to stay.She'd never went home or even tried to contact her family.Nick and all them had tried to contact her more then once.

Sure,she felt bad...sure she missed them.But,she had to change.Had to move on.She dyed her hair,changed her name,and wore contacts.She pushed all thoughts of Nick out of her mind.

"Amber."Maria 'O Conner grinned.

Samantha sighed but then remembered Maria was talking to her,"Yeah?"

"Anyways,as I was sayin' the Backstreet Boys are comin' here and you know how I have to go...Im gonna see Kevin and he's gonna fall madly in love with me."

Samantha laughed,"Yeah?"

"Well,you gonna go?"

"I don't know.I mean I like them and all...."

Maria cut her off,"Then we go."

"But-."

"No buts....I know you wanna."

Samantha sighed.She hated lying to Maria but,she had to.

"Whens the concert?"Samantha asked

"Umm,Ammy its in two weeks.I hate being on hold...this freakin' sucks."

"ok...two....alright."Samantha stopped listening when Maria gave the person her criedt card number. Maria hung up,snapping Samantha from her thoughts,"We got third row..heck,it was more money but third row...Kevin Richardson...this close.Oh i'm gonna faint."

Samantha laughed.She wondered how Nick was and if he ever thought of her.

*

Nick looked around the audience.He always hoped.He always prayed that one day...just for a second he could see Samantha again and make sure she was alright.He missed her so much.Nothing was ever gonna be the same again.He had no one to talk to.Brian and the others...they tried.He had to give them criedt but, he wanted her back.He loved her with all his heart.Nick sang the opening lines of 'I'll Never Break Your Heart' all he could do was think about Samantha.