Chapter 22
I'm Gonna Miss You Forever
"Man, this sucks. I hate school" Abby complained.

"I know, me too" Aaron agreed.

"So, what do you have for math?" Aaron asked.

"Fractions, big ones" Sighed Abby.

"Ohh I love them!!!! I have big times table things" Aaron said with a pout.

"There easy, I like doing them" Abby smiled.

"Yeah, then how about I do yours and you do mine" Aaron stated, his voice lowering to a whisper.

"You 2 are such cheaters" Gwen laughed.

Abby smiled and quickly, they switched papers.

~*~*~

"Alright you 3 are done for the day!" Denise proudly stated.

"YES!!!" Aaron, Abby and Gwen yelled in union. As they walked to the front of the bus where everyone was sitting around figuring out business.

"So kids, your done with your first day of school?" AJ smiled.

"Yes!!!" They yelled happily.

"So whats going on?" Gwen asked looking over at the other girls faces.

"Well, we just got an offer from Jive to rename our group and be the official backstreet boys dancers. But they want us to be called Backstreet Girls." Mandy told.

"What we can't change our name. We've had it for years and years. Its our name, its our group." Abby stated in a panic.

"Hey whats wrong with backstreet girls. What, you don't like Backstreet Boys?" Nick shot back.

"I didn't say that!" Abby yelled and ran to the back of the bus.

"Gwen what do you think?" Faith asked.

Gwen just looked at them and went back with Abby.

~*~

"Ok, they hate it. But jive, me and Johnny really want you girls with our group. Officially. Try to talk to them" Donna said looking at the other girls.

"Yeah I'll try. But whats wrong with "The Fly Girls?" Shar asked.

"Well, nothing. Well" Donna was at a loss for words.

"But we will talk to them" Mandy smiled.

"Should I go talk to Abby?" Brian asked.

"Yeah right, she'll bite your head off. Shes not happy with this." Faith told.

"All right" Brian sighed.

~*~

"Gwen there is NO way, I want to change our name. I like it. I also don't like the idea of Jive, Wright Stuff and all those people owning us" Abby stated.

"I know same with me. Backstreet Girls sounds so cheesy. Well thats what I think. Its to, to, made up. Like we wouldn't be our own people we would always be backstreet boys dancers. Theres nothing wrong with that but I don't know. But I don't wanna do it." Gwen added.

"Good, so we go tell them that we don't wanna do it." Abby stated

"Alright lets go!!" Gwen agreed and they made there way to the front.

~*~

"Hey girls!" Kevin smiled.

"Hi" They said in union.

"So..." Shar hinted.

"We don't wanna do it." Abby said.

"Yeah we don't want to" Gwen told.

"WHAT?!?!" The other girls yelled.

"We do not want to change our name we don't wanna be owned, we want to bee our own dance group." Abby said and took a seat.

"ABBY THINK ABOUT THIS. HOW MUCH ITS GOING TO HURT OUR GROUP!!!!" Mandy yelled as the guys look at her in shock. Mandy had never talked much but now she was yelling.

"We know what were doing. OUR ANSWEAR IT NO!!!!" Gwen yelled.

"Abby sweetie, please think about it" Brian said grabbing her hand.

"I have" Abby stated taking her hand away.

"Fine then don't do it. But were stopping in New York in a week. You can get off there. We'll find 2 more dancers, to make "The Backstreet Girls" Complete." Denise stated and Abby and Gwen swallowed hard and said ok.

~*~*~*~

"This is the worst, how can you just break up the group like that?" Gwen asked.

"Were just going our "Own" ways. This is what we want" Shar said.

"Fine" Abby sighed and went in her bunk.

~*~

"Brian, your gonna have to talk to Abby. Shes gonna be leaving soon. If your together your head and hearts never gonna be in the music, your always gonna be thinking about the girl thats not there anymore. Shes probably never gonna be back either." Donna informed him.

"I can't believe this is happening. I love her Donna, shes always gonna be there!!! Always" Brian yelled.

"Brian, calm down. But you know as well as I do. That your gonna be so far apart and its gonna be over with in no time. Shes gonna find another guy, your gonna find another girl" Donna said.

"Yeah, I know" Brian sighed.

~*~

"Hey Abby" Brian came into her bunk and laid beside her.

"Hi" Abby said.

"I can't believe you wanted me do agree to that" Abby stated.

"Abby, its not that bad! Think about it!!" Brian yelled.

"Brian, you know that I miss my dad. I miss how thing use to be with me and the girls. We don't even have girls night anymore. We hardly hang out together" Abby yelled as a tear rolled down you cheek.

"I know, this is how things get on tour. Just take it one day at a time. We'll be here for you. All of us guys know how that is. We'll take care of you. We can help you" Brian said holding her tight.

"Yeah, but I can't even think about being away from home that long. Then for years after this." Abby began to cry.

"Shh, its ok. Just rest. Thats what you need" Brian said and kissed her on the fore head and he just laid there with her.

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~

"BRIAN, ABBY GET UP!!!!" AJ yelled.

"Oh man" Brian moaned.

"Were here. Gotta do sound check!" AJ told peeking in the top bunk.

"Ok" Abby said.

"We'll be right there man" Brian smiled.

"All right" AJ said and walked outta the bus.

"Hey, how are you?" Brian asked.

"Ok, been better" Abby said and Brian hugged her and they walked out into the Arena.

~*~

"Abby, have you changed your mind?" Nick asked coming up to her.

"NO!" Abby gave him a look.

"Man, I don't know what your problem is. But I think its a good chance!" Nick yelled.

"Hey don't yell at her!" Brian yelled.

"Frick, come on. You know its true!" Nick said and Brian just looked at the ground.

Abby looked at Brian and walked away.

"Thanks Frack!" Brian said.

"Bri, come on. Try to convince her." Nick begged.

"Nick, I can't do that. It'll just cause a fight" Brian said.

"Well, Howie will, he can talk to her. He's good at that with her" Nick said and walked away.

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~LATER THE NIGHT. AFTER THE CONCERT~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~

"Abby girl, look, all we want is for you to dance with us. Full time. You are always gonna be the fly girls. But just with us your gonna be the Backstreet Girls. Nothings gonna change. I promise you that." Howie said with that warm smile.

"Ok, I'll think about it." Abby gave a small smile.

"Good! Gwen said she'd think about it too" Howie said giving her a hug and he left her hotel room.

~*~

"Hey baby" Brian smiled walking into the room.

"Why did you send Howie to talk to me and not come your self?" Abby asked.

"I don't know. I'm not good at that kinda stuff" Brian shrugged.

"Well, Brian. Come on, I'm your girl friend NOT Howie’s." Abby said.

"True, Abby please. I didn't want to cause a fight. So I sent Howie." Brian said.

"Fine" Abby sighed.

"Great, now your mad" Brian said.

"I'm not mad" Abby said.

"But you are, your eyes always turn darker when you mad or sad" Brian told.

"Then, maybe I'm sad" Abby said taking a seat on her bed.

"Are you?" Brian asked as he took her hand.

"No, I just wanna go home. We still have 3 more weeks to go if I decide to stay. But If I go, I'll be home next week. In my bed. In my house. With BOTH my parents." Abby dreamed.

"Yeah I know, but Abby please stay, I'll miss you so much if you go. I love you girl" Brian said.

"I love you too" Abby smiled.

"But..." Brian stated.

"But, I think I'm gonna..."

"Gonna what?" Asked Brian.

"Gonna stay, but I can't wait to get home." Abby smiled and Brian hugged her.

"Thank you!!" Brian said and hugged her again.

~*~*~*~*~

"Morning already?" Nick moaned as he crawled outta bed.

"We head to B.C. next" Nick said to himself and got his stuff ready to head to the bus.

~*~

"I am so tried. I just wanna sleep" Abby said.

"Me too" Nick agreed.

"Gwen, babes can you get me a drink while your getting one?" Howie asked.

"Hey don't call her that" Nick stated.

"What?" Howie asked.

"Babes, don't call her that!" Nick again stated.

"Sorry man" Howie smiled knowingly.

"Hey anyone know where Brian is?" Asked Abby.

"No" AJ said.

"Ok" Abby said and headed into the back of the bus where she found Brian on the phone.

~

"All right. Yeah Becky, see you soon. Ok, yeah. Bye" Brian turned around to see Abby standing there.

"Abby, I didn't know you were there" Brian’s face dropped.

"You think?"

"Brian what is going on with you. Why all these girls? Never tell me anything anymore. We use to tell each other ever thing at night. We'd just sit there and talk all night. Now you never talk to me about anything worth talking about" Abby stated taking a seat.

"Abby, I'm sorry, I’ve just been really tried lately." Brian said.

"But you have enough time to talk to other girls. Like your ex girl friend Becky. That girl Jenn, who knows who else" Abby said her voice getting higher.

"Forget it, Brian just don't talk to me!" Abby said and left.

"I love you Abby-ray." Brian sighed.

~*~

"Abby what’s wrong?" Gwen asked.

"Nothing, besides Brian and anything to do with him!" Abby told.

"What he do?" Kevin asked.

"I don't wanna talk about it" Abby said and all the guys headed in the back to talk to Brian.

~*~

"I keep messing up. I shouldn't of even started calling Becky every night! I shouldn't of brought Jenn back to my room." Brian stated.

"You've been calling her every night?" AJ asked.

"Yes" Brian lightly stated.

"You have messed up big time!!!" AJ yelled.

"I can't believe you of all people would even try it" AJ said.

"Bone I know. I messed up ok?" Brian yelled.

"So you and Becky been saying stuff you shouldn't be?" Kevin asked.

"Not to bad. I love Abby soo much. I don't know why I'm doing this" Brian said.

"You just gotta talk to her" Kevin said. Brian agreed.

~*~*~

"Abby I am sooo sorry. I have messed up so bad. I love you so much. I don't wanna lose you Abby" Brian stated holding her hands.

"I love you Brian" Abby said.

"So have we come to an understanding?" Brian asked hopfully.

"Yeah, just as long as you don't call the Jenn girl" Abby smiled.

"I can handle that." Brian smiled and kissed her.

~*~*~

"So, you 2 alright now?" Howie asked.

"Yeah were doing good." Abby smiled.

"Yeah, we talked about it." Brian sighed with a smile.

~*~*~*~

"Were here!!!!" Willie, there driver yelled.

"UNLOAD!" He yelled again.

"Here we go, back to work" Sighed Abby.

"Hey, were almost done. Your gonna make it" Kevin assured her.

"Thanks Kev" Abby smiled.

"Anytime" He returned the smile.

~*~*~*~*~*~

"Hey, Aaron, wanna go in the play place with me?" Abby asked as they sat at McDonalds.

"YES!!" He jumped up.

"Lets go!" Abby smiled and the 2 headed for the play place.

~*~

~*~*~*~*

"I'm gonna miss you forever, gonna miss your girl. Gonna miss you girl!" Aaron sang, on stage at that nights concert.

"I was so close to losing her." Brian whispered to himself.

"I can't loss her. I have to keep her close to me" Brian said to himself.

"What was that Brian?" Abby asked walking over to him.

"Ohh nothing, just that I love you" Brian said giving her a hug.

"I love you Brian" Abby smiled.

"Good" Brian smiled and it was then time for them to go out on stage.

~*~*~*

"I want to dedicate this song to my girlfriend Abby, (Screams) Its called "I'll Never Break Your Heart" Brian said and there more screams.

"Brian, you just announced that you have a girl friend" Kevin informed him.

"I know" Brian smiled and they started the song as Abby looked at Brian from the side.

The last notes of the song had just closed and now the girls were on for the rest of the show. Dancing around with the guys.

~*~

"That was great!!" Abby smiled as they walked of stage.

"I truly love doing this" Faith said.

"Ditto!" Shar added.

"Hey Abby, I'm always gonna love you. You know that right?" Brian asked before they entered the bus.

"I know" Abby whispered and they walked on the bus along with the others.

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