2 August 2000

"Take this pink ribbon off my eyes; I'm exposed and it's no big surprise...Oh I'm just a girl; I must be some kind of freak." ~Gwen Steffani

Watch out world because this girl is on a roll. It's like something snapped...and not everything makes sense but it's going to. It's started to all fit together some how and I feel better about things.

I don't know when it happened, but James is now just a page in my history. Marlena was right. There is a point where you just stop caring, and I reached it. I don't need him or his bad attitude anymore. I don't even miss him. Whew! I'm putting away all of his pictures.

"I'm gonna wash that man right out of my hair, and send him on his way." ~South Pacific.

My mom and I are getting a long better. For the moment. I'm not sure how long it will last but while it does I'm going to be happy. It will probably last until Pat comes back from Ohio, but for now it's a good thing.

I was supposed to have my six month review last week, but my boss couldn't do it. Then again, he couldn't do it Monday. Yesterday and today I was at my mom's house with a urinary tract infection. Boy does that suck. So hopefully I will have it tomorrow or Friday. If I don't get a raise, then I'm leaving. I have to get a different job because I don't want to work 50-55 hour weeks for what I am making. I have some places in mind.