21 January 2000

Well, the world didn't blow up and the power didn't go out leaving us in blackness. Kind of disappointing. But don't mind me.

"I don't know when I turned bitter" ~Tonic

I promised myself that 2000 was going to be better and that I was going to start new and everything was going to be ok. So far it's been worse than ever. So many bad things have happened and I haven't changed any for the better. And I feel like I am falling and failing and flailing. Thus comes sadness.