AJ:
Well, now that everyone is together, it's great. Micki and I are getting along great and so is everyone else. Leah and Brian are so into each other, half the time I dont think they realize their are other people around. Lexi and Kevin are really good together. They're always sneaking kisses when they think no one is looking. Howie and Adrienne, the same, always talking about something, even if the subject is completely insignificant. Megan and Nick, now there's another match made in Heaven. They are always flirting and giggling, it's cool.
But, back to Micki and I. Who would've thought I would meet the girl of my dreams on a little tv show, Find A Date of all shows.
I dont know what it is about Micki, but there's something special about her, she's got this sparkle in her eyes when she smiles that makes me want to just melt. I love the way she finds the best in every situation, I know I cant always do that.
Micki is a very beautiful woman and I want only her.
Micki:
AJ is so amazing. I cant believe I am with someone who is just so perfect in my eyes. I never want to leave his side. Who knows, maybe we'll get married one day and have lots of kids. I know I can see myself growing old with AJ.
Sometimes I wonder how someone can be so perfect. His big beautiful brown eyes make my toes curl and no one has ever been able to make my toes curl before. And to think I watched him on tv and bought his C.D.s, and then one night changed my whole knowledge of him. The magazine's can tell you so many things about a person, but you can never know how that person really is and I now I know how AJ really is and I love him with all my heart. Sometimes I wonder how he can love someone like me, he could have any girl he wants and he choose me. Im never letting him go. I know in my life, I want only AJ.
Leah:
Brian and I are so happy together, I wish we would've gotten together sooner. His smile is enough to brighten my day, even if Im in the worst mood, somehow he makes me feel so much better.
I love when he just whispers in my ear about anything, that he likes my shirt or he'll ask if he can kiss me. I dont understand what I did to deserve someone so great, but I am thanking God everyday for blessing me with someone like him.
Brian and I are so happy together, we've only been together a short time, but I know this is one relationship that will last. I dont think anyone could ever make me as happy as Brian makes me. He only walks into a room and my face is glowing. Sometimes, I'll lay awake at night and just stare at him while he sleeps and my heart skips a beat and I get excited that I am with someone I love so much. The touch of Brian's hand or the feel of his lips on mine is enough to know that we were meant for each other. It's just a feeling that I get when he's near, he is my soul-mate and we'll always be together. I want only Brian.
Brian:
Leah, where do I begin? I cant believe I met someone like her. Just the way she looks at me, I can tell she really likes me for me and not for Brian, the Backstreet Boy. And that's hard to find. I really think Leah and I are soul-mates. Whenever I am near her, the whole world stops and I can only concentrate on her. She's something unique, Im interested in everything she does and says.
Just the way, she holds my hand and out of nowhere will lean over and kiss me. Sometimes I'll be midsentence and she'll just kiss me. I love that about her. I've never met anyone who can make me smile by just walking into a room. Anytime I think about her, I get a huge smile on my face and that's about every second of the day.
I can honestly see myself with Leah, her being my wife, her having my babies, everything, I see Leah. Ever since I met her, I cant picture myself without her being in the picture, she's so wonderful and I am so thankful for her. Leah is the only one I want.
Nick:
Megan and I are extremely happy together. I fall deeper in love with her everyday. I try to do something special for her as much as possible, just because I love to see her face when I give her something small, but so meaningful. She gets this shocked look on her face, then a huge smile appears, and then she wraps her arms around me and kisses me.
Oh, her kisses, addicting like candy and sweet like sugar. I am so happy I met Megan. She doesnt treat me like a big star, she treats me like Nick. Every time we're together, we're always touching, whether we're holding hands or our feet are intertwined at the dinner table, something. I can't get enough of her. Sometimes, she'll act shy and her face gets this pink tint and it's so adorable and I just want to kiss her forever.
If it wasnt for AJ and Micki, none of us would've never had met and I dont like to imagine that. Hadnt AJ and Micki gone on that "Find A Date", we would all probably be alone or in a meaningless "relationship". Now that Megan and I are together I cant picture myself with anyone but her, I dont want to picture myself with anyone but her. Im gonna marry her one day, because I want only Megan.
Megan:
Oh my Nicky. I fell in love with him the moment I met him, at the bank. I should write a letter of thanks to that bank for just being there. It's kinda like how AJ and Micki are always saying they are going to write a letter of thanks to that show.
Nick is so sweet to me. On his way over to see me, he'll stop and pick wildflowers from the side of the road for me, just so he can see my face when he gives them to me. We'll be walking down the street and he'll pick up a flower growing from a weed and give it to me.
I like that about him, he's so romantic. He always tells me he loves everything about me. That in his eyes, I have no flaws. I want to spend my life with Nick, he's someone I can picture spending the rest of my life with.
I dont know what it is about Nick, but he is so special and I love him so much. Sometimes I feel like shouting to the Heavens how much I love Nick.
I remember one night, Nick and I were looking up at the stars, two stars right next to each other, away from the rest of the stars, Nick told me that was me and him. Two stars in the Heaven's. God made us for each other, and like those stars, we'll always be by each other's sides. There's no one else for me, I only want Nick.
Adrienne:
My sweet sweet Howie. I can not even begin to say how much I love him. I dont understand what I did so right to deserve someone so great, but I thank God every day for him. There's something so special about Howie that sticks out and clings to my heart.
It doesnt matter what we're talking about, but it's always so significant when we talk about it. Ive been in bad relationships before and every time I think of them and Howie, I always say to myself, "The one man worth crying over, is the one who wont make you cry".
Howie and I are so perfect for each other, we're made for each other. I love the way he gets excited in the morning, just because it's a new day. I swear sometimes I hear angels singing to us, a song that we were meant for each other. They sing a song, a song just for us. I want Howie to be my husband, so I can spend my life with him. Because I only want Howie.
Howie:
I cant even descibe how much I love Adrienne. She's got this spark about her that shines so brightly and it always catches my eye. Just the way my heart begins to pound ever time she comes near me. I really love how I can just sit down and talk to her without worrying whether she is going to judge me because I think one thing. She always respects what I believe, but keeps her own opinions. I love that, especially because I hate when people think differently of you because you think one thing and they think another thing. And I hate it when people change their opinions for others sakes. Adrienne has her own mind and I have my own and we both respect that.
I dont think their is just one word to describe what I feel for Adrienne. I love the way she tucks her hair behind her ears when she's reading something or writing something. She looks so beautiful when she's concentrating on something so hard. I know I am going to marry her one day. A love like this is too hard to find, there's no way Im letting her get away. I only want her.
Kevin:
I dont even know where to begin to explain what it is about Lexi that I love so much. She is so smart and beautiful everything she does turns me on.
She's so mature and everything she does has meaning. Sometimes I wonder why she would want me, but then I decide I shouldn't question it, only cherish it. I see myself with Lexi, growing old with her, living with her, everything. I would do anything for her. The way she walks, talks, laughs, everything drives me crazy. Little things she does I find so cute, the way she eats, the way she smiles, the way she sleeps, it's all so fascinating to me. Finding someone who loves you and wants to be with you is so hard to find now-a-days, but Ive found someone that I love and I know she loves me. I cant even believe Ive found someone that is so special to me. She makes me feel good and not many people can do that for me and I know I only want Lexi.
Lexi:
My Kevy-Poo. He's everything a man can be and so much more. He listens, he understands, and he doesnt make excuses for everything. He is so sweet and intelligent that I cant get enough of him. He's my best friend, my lover, and I hope one day he'll be my husband. We are so close and that kind of relationship with a man has never happened to me and it's so new, but wonderful for me.
Sometimes, I love just watching him work on a song or something like that, because just watching him do something he loves makes me so happy. He gives me the strength to believe and I feel like I can do anything when he's around. I think of him every second of the day and everything I do or say relates to him.
We have a special bond that I think everyone in the group is experiencing and I am so happy for everyone simply because I know how they are feeling right now. You know Micki used to say that love is like a bath, it's warm and refreshing at first, but it eventually gets cold. She used to believe in those words, they were her own and what she had been through, as the same with everyone else in the group, it was true, but now that we KNOW we are in love and we know what TRUE love is, our baths will never get cold and I know all I want is Kevin.
Chapter Twenty-Five
I Want Only You
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