AJ:
Ok, tomorrow is the gameshow. I have no clue what-so-ever who I am going to go on a date with. To be honest, Im kinda nervous. I mean what if I end up with some kind of psycho that tries to kill me or something?
"You nervous?" Nick asked grinning at me.
"Hell ya Im nervous, wouldnt you be?" I asked glaring at him.
"Well, dont worry. Im sure they wouldnt put some psycho on the show," Nick assured, knowing my fear.
"Ya," I mumbled and continued looking at the pants in the store.
I had decided a new outfit for the show would be nice, plus it gave me an excuse to get out of the house. I picked up a pair of leather pants and observed them carefully before deciding to get them.
"Well, man, I guess all you can do now is patiently wait for tomorrow," Nick smiled.
"I guess," I shrugged.
Micki:
"Ok, now, do I get the leopard print pants or the leather pants?" I asked looking at Leah and Megan.
"I like the leather pants," Leah shrugged.
"Me too," Megan agreed.
"Leather pants it is," I said setting down the leopard print pants and grabbing a leather top that had two thin straps holding it together in the back. It was a cool outfit. I payed for it and we left.
"So, are you nervous?" Leah smiled.
"Yeah," I said shyly.
"I would be too," Megan nodded.
"Im afraid I'll get picked and he'll see me and think Im a dog or something," I laughed.
"You're beautiful, shut up," Leah rolled her eyes.
"He may not think that," I argued.
"Shut up Micki," Megan said.
"Ok," I agreed.
Brian:
"Brian, why did you suddenly end it with me?" Sarah asked harshly as she gathered her things from Brian's apartment.
"Because. You dont honestly love me," I said softly.
"Screw you," she said bitterly.
"Oh, wait. Our little virgin wouldnt do that," she added coldly.
"Get out now," I told her angerily.
I cant believe she just said that to me. She knew how religious I am and she had to disrespect that. Of course I was hurting because our relationship was ending, but a side of me doesnt want to let go. A part of me has grown fond of her, in a way. The way she was so dominent.
I think in a way Im afraid to be alone. In a way I dont know how to be alone. Ive never had to experience not being with someone, even if I was miserable when I was with her.
I took a deep breath and watched as Sarah walked out of my apartment and out of my life. For good. Never again would I have to be faced with her lies or cheating ways.
I watched as she got into her car and drove down the street, probably not even looking back.
Now, the only thing I need is someone who will love me for who I am and not what I do.
Leah:
"I'll see you guys later," I waved to Megan and Micki as I we all got into our seperate cars and drove away from the mall. I turned on the radio and Eminem and Dr.Dre blared from my speakers.
"Now a days everbody wanna talk like they got something to say, but nothing comes out when they move their lips, just a bunch of jibberish," I sang along with Eminem.
I decided I wanted to stop and get something to eat at McDonalds before I got home, so I pulled into the McDonalds parking lot and walked into the restaurant.
"What can I get you?" asked a young female, probably about 16.
"Just an Arch Delux, no bacon, and a diet pepsi," I ordered.
"Leah?" asked a familiar male voice from behind me.
I swung around and was face to face with my ex, Chad.
"Chad!" I exclaimed, shocked.
"Hey, how've you been?" he asked.
"Uh, good. You?" I asked.
"Im not complaining," he shrugged.
Ok, let me explain Chad. A long relationship, I dont necessarily want to forget, but too painful to remember. I THINK I could say he was my first love. But, a lot of lying and cheating and heartbreaking, convinced me that love sucks. So, I havent been with anyone since.
Chad followed me to a table, where we both sat down. I felt kinda ackward, I mean I havent talked to the guy in seven months.
"How's Micki?" he asked looking around.
"Good," I answered.
"Listen, Chad, I have to go. It was nice seeing you," I said, fighting back the tears, that were suddenly threatening to fall. I grabbed my bag and drink and rushed out of the restaurant. As I was running out I ran *SMACK* into someone.
"I am so sorry," I said, my face to the ground. I didnt even look at the person, but I knew it was a male.
I didnt want anyone to see my tears.
"It was my fault," he said, a thick southern accent, making music to my ears.
I fought the urge to look at him and ran off to my car. I got in and let the tears flow even more freely. Visions started coming into my mind of Chad and the "other" girl. I felt like throwing up. Instead, I turned on my car and sped out of the parking lot.
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