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Where Is He Now

The next morning I woke up and my eyes were so puffy. Misty was still asleep, so I crept into the bathroom hopeing to cover the redness with my makeup. It worked some, but you could still tell. Seeing that she was still asleep, I went to the kitchen to make us breakfast. I pulled out some eggs, beacon, and found some pancake mix in the cabinets. I loved cooking for other people, and since Nick died I havent in a while. God it felt good to be away from home for a few days. Grabbing my cell phone, while I searched for the pans. I noticed my display said "One Missed Call". Checking the number it read Unknown Caller.

Pressing the ring back button it just rang at first. But then a sleepy Aj answered "Hello?"

"Aj?" I said.

"Uh huh.." I heard him reply yawning. Whats up?"

"Oh nothing..just checking the calls on my cell that I missed."

"I didnt call you." He told me. "You caled me last night rememebr."

"Yeah.. then who.." I stopped. It had to have been Nick again. How..?

"Who was it? " Aj asked.

"Um Bill. You know Bill my manager in California ." I covered up. "Sorry for waking you J."

"No problem.. what ya doing this morning?"

"Making breakfast for.." I started.

"Your cooking! Im gonna grab D and we'll be there in 15 minutes." AJ yelled, then hanging up the phone.

"Aj..AJ!" I called hearing a dial tone. "Damn him" I thought, "Now I have to go wake up Misty and make sure she ready. Oh my.. I have to get ready too!"

Running to the bedroom, I woke up Misty and told her what was going on. Screaming she jumped out of bed and grabbed one of her sundresses, and some under garments nad ran to the other bathroom. I grabbed my towel and threw my outfit on the bed. I jumped in the shower attached to her room. Durng mid-hair sud, I heard the door bell, and hoped Misty was done already. Not hearing it ring again, I assumed she was. I heard voices, and finished washing. Getting out of the shower, I wrapped the towel around me, hooking it under my arm. Opening the adjoing door to Mistys room where my cloths were, there Aj sat on the bed with a smirk on his face.

"Damn girl where ya cloths at?" He said smiling evily.

"Right..Hey wait, what did you do with them?" I asked noticing they werent on the bed anymore.

"hee hee.. for me to know.. and for you to find out." Aj laughed, getting off te bed. "Now..whatch got under the towel?"

"Nothing. BOY! Im cold, let me get my cloths!"

"Ill keep you warm.."

"Not right now you wont Alexander James!" I screeched as he grabbed me by my waist. "Theres people waiting in the other room for us!"

"Awww fuwey!" he sulked pulling me closer to him and kissing me. "muummm.. you smell so good."

"I hope so." I replied kissing him back. I could feel his hardness as he hugged me. Stepping back before he could undo my towel, I rushed to the closet and grabbed one of Mistys dresses. "So, you gonna tell me where my cloths are?"

"Nope" He said sitting back on the bed.

"Well then.."I said, dropping my towel and standing there naked infront of him "Then you'l just have to suffer.."

"DAMN!!!!!" He yelled jumping up..

"Ah Ah Ahh.. I dont think so!" I laughed slipping on the dress.

"Aww hell no! But your not wearing any underwear.."

"Oh contrair..I will be, just give me a sec." I told him walking over to a small bag sitting in the floor. I unzipped it and pulled out a pair of silk panies, and slipped them om.

"Damn thought I hid everything!" Aj said watching my everymove.

"Nope.. guess not." I said opening the door and walking to the kitchen, Aj folowing me. "dang" was all he could say.

Misty and Howie were sitting in the living room discussing what we all should do today since we had 7 hours before the show that night. I made up te pancakes, eggs, and beacon, while AJ made toast. After finishing eating we decided to drive to go to a place called Celebration Station. We played mini golf , with me and Misty beating the guys. While Aj and Howie played a few video games Misty and I chatted about what we were going to wear that night. I also found out that Aj hid my cloths under Mistys bed..but only becasue she wondered why I had on her dress and not the shorts n top I had picked out.

As the evening started coming closer, Howie and Misty did too. The chemistry between those two was amazing. But soon we had to get back to her house since the concert was going to start in three hours. The guys waited patiently for us to get ready. Misty in her green silk tak top and black jeans and me in my lightblue leather shorts and white tight shirt.

The guys awwing over us, drove us back to the hotel were we caught the limo to the venue with the rest. It was funny at how all the girls screamed hysterically as the limo drove by and the guys all waved. Brian had flown Leighanne in and Kevin had flown his girlfriend Jennifer, a singer from my Cali deals, in also. It was so good to see her after a year that we decided to hook up after I got back to Chicago. As we pulled into the venue the guys explained to us that beofre the show they had a meet n greet. We got out of the limo us heading twords the waiting room for them, and the guys being ushered to the fans waiting to see their favorite backstreet guy.

While chatting with the girls, I began to think about Nick and how I used to sit here before the shows waiting for him. I rememebrd how he would always come back after the fanssaid their I Love You's and Hi's and would just kiss me. Even though he was usually cover in lip stick already, I didnt care. I had him. We would talk for a bit, then he would go off to the dressing room and get ready, while the security guards took the estatic fans to their seats. After he would finish we, all the girlfriends and staff, and guys, would gather in a huge circle where we would yell "Its timme to go too work.." "What kinda work?" "Hard work huuuh!" then us girls would be escorted to the seats, and the guys would prepair to perform for the evening.

But that was so long ago. Now I was going to be doing this with Aj. God it was so strange being in here knowing Nick wouldnt be walking threw that door with the rest of the guys. I hadnt realized that I was crying softly and quietly. I excused myself from the other girls and ran into the single person bathroom attached to the room. I closed the door. I ran the water in the sink til it got luke warm. Dippng my hands in and splashing the water on my face.. I stood there crying somemore. After several moments i dried off. I reached into my purse, grabbed my lipstick and starteed to re-apply it when i spotted Nick standing behind me, crying himself.

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