written by Lilly
on October 29th 1993
Lonely little vampires
Crowded my heart
And sucked me dry
Void of all emotion
I let them feed on me
Like the vicious little
Parasites they were
I would look at the
World through pale eyes
I was love anemic
A light entered my soul
Chasing away my vampires
Exiling my parasites
Opening my heart to
The light of a new day
I say this light for
What it was~~Love
Oh, I was in love bad
But it wasn't real love
And I cried for my
Saviours, my vampires
To take my pain away
I was lost in the pain
Until I learned to make
Myself numb inside
My numbness replaced
My treasured vampires
Love was my enemy
Love made me hurt
Love made me cry
Love was not my friend
I abolished all Love
I refused to be hurt
I lived in an icy
Cold and numb world
No sun to shine warmth
No light, just darkness
Ah, but some sneakiness
Was afoot, Love, that pest
Had it in for me
It came from behind
And launched it's attack
It knew my secret wishes
My very private desires
It sent me a man that
Fulfilled all my fantasies
It found the chink in
My formidable armour
And pried open my heart
It blasted me with
Light and warmth
A thousand suns' light up
My face when I think
Of my sweet lover
Now I swim in Love
And welcome it with
Open arms...pain?
Who cares about pain
When there is Love?
Love will most assuredly
Send me it's pain
Once again, tormenting
My poor heart and soul
But the joy, the ecstacy
Of loving this man,
This very fine man
Overshadows all pain
Love, you have given me
The most wonderful man
I have yet known
A gift I treasure above
All else in my life
If loving him means
Experiencing pain
Then, I welcome it
For now that I have
Laid open my heart
I find it is most
Impossible to close
I live for my lover
Let there be pain
Let there be tears
For I have Love
And Love will comfort me
My comforter has come
In the form of my lover
Lover, comfort me
Partake of Love with me
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