Feb. 23, 2002


Well I've decided what my biggest flaw is. I'm paraniod about being left behind. Don't ask 
why I'm like this, but I am. I think that if I'm not in the middle of the action that I've 
been left out on purpose. I remember when a bunch of us were at Pleasure Island at Motions 
(it's the modern music dance club there) and there were five of us. Mia and Chandler were 
dancing buddies and Alan had a girl there that he had a crush on and I was the odd person 
out. It was terrible because at that point I was having major mood swings (a side effect of 
a medication I was taking) so I ran out of the club crying. It just hit me so fast and hard 
that I had no idea what was wrong with me. Luckily, now I know! Mia helped to point it out 
to me yesterday evening.

Mia and I also went to a movie last night. It was "Dragonfly" starring Kevin Costner (sp?). 
It was an awesome movie. Although, I had a terrible nightmare last night about my house at 
home being haunted by a ghost and how freaked out I got when a cuboard openned by itself. 
Mia always has a great way of picking out movies where they always either freak me out or 
make me cry A LOT ("A Walk to Remember" was awesome by the way).

So today was icky at work. I worked out on the pin cart when the wind was blowing, big 
drops of rain came down, and it was SO COLD! I told everyone that if the managers put me 
out there again they'd have to pull me by my ankels kicking and screaming. It was so cold 
I had the worst time pushing buttons on the cash register! In other words, it was like 
Oregon weather. SUCKED.

Luckily, I got home early today since the managers asked me. :-D Yay! So here I am, sipping 
nice hot green tea (oh, by the way, there's green tea ice cream at the Epcot Japan 
resturant!). Tonight, Lisa (from work) and I may go to see the new Peter Pan movie. In my 
honest opinion, I think Disney would give us a free pass to see it so we can promote it and 
all.. but I realize that getting in to see movies only cost cast members just $4.00 anyway 
so I don't think I'll push it. ;)