* Since X'mas
2000 *
Many people have always asked me, "Besides Gackt, do you like anyone else?",
"Why do you like Gackt?", "How could you know Gackt?". This page is my
answer.(^_^)
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Before I like Gackt, I like David Bowie and Michael Jackson. I like them
because of their talent. And their talent made me like everything of them.
They are my favorite stars of all time.(^_^=)
David Bowie is the first artist I like. I like him since 1988.
I was impressed with him because of his song - as the world falls down
- the soundtrack of "Labyrinth". I watched this movie from Thai Television.
First time that I heard this song, I
was really impressed with singer's voice and curious who he was. Later,
I knew that a lead actor of this movie who named David Bowie sang this
song. He's a famous singer. Then, I had followed his works. I like his
songs such as "never let me down, underground, China girl, Let's dance,
the soundtrack of Merry Christmas Mr.Lawrence, and of course, the soundtrack
of Labyrinth". I just found this cd soundtrack last year despite I searched
for it about 10 years!! I didn't found it in Thailand, but I found it in
New Zealand! However, I just saw it at Tower Record in Thailand last month.(^^;)
Though, his present works are not my favorite style, so I haven't followed
his works now. However, he's my first favorite star and I'll like him forever.(^^=)
In November, I just saw him on TV in "The 2000 VH1 and Vogue Fashion Awards".
He's still cool. Kakkoii ~ ~ (^o^)
Michael Jackson, I fell in love with him since 1989 because of his 2 songs,
they were "I just can't stop loving you" and "One day in your life". Actually,
I knew him before 1989, but I
didn't pay attention to him. Then one day, my sister played "I just can't
stop loving you" for me. She recorded it from radio. She told me this was
Michael Jackson's voice. I was really surprised and impressed with his
voice because his voice was really similar to woman's voice. I had not
heard Michael's voice in slow song before. (Later, I knew that he sang
this song with a woman.) A few weeks later, my sister recorded "One day
in your life" by Michael Jackson for me. When I listened to this song at
first time, I really loved this song. I was really deeply impressed with
his voice, and started to search for everything of him. I have followed
his works till now.(^^) I was so happy that I could see his concert in
Bangkok, Thailand. When I knew that he would have concerts in Thailand,
I was really surprised and happy.(^^=) Last week, I just saw him on TV
in "the World Music Awards 2000". He got the "POP Male artist of the millenium"
award. He had a really good speech in this event so I quote his speech
for you to read. "I'm incredibly honoured to have been chosen to receive
this award. I'd like to thank the World Music Awards and especially the
fans. And you're the reason why I continue to do what I do. I've been performing
since I was 5 years old. So I haven't had what you've called an ordinary
life. But I've been blessed with so many extraordinary opportunities
and so many wonderful wonderful friends all over the world that I wouldn't
change any minute of it...really! I'm so proud to thank God. I'm so proud
the God gave me the gift of song. And the world gave me opportunity to
be heard through music. And it's because of moment like this, I can say
with all my heart that I'm very proud to be an entertainer.
And you ain't see nothing yet!!" WOW!! Did he mean he would have a really
great work in the 21th century?! I'll wait for that.(^^) In this event,
he still looked great.(^^) I love his smile and his laugh. He is always
the greatest artist for me. No one can be instead of Michael Jackson!
In 1989-1998, besides Michael Jackson's songs, I liked many songs of other
artists too. I listened to English, Thai, Chinese, and Japanese songs.
However, no artist could be the 3rd one in my heart after Michael Jackson.
I like only Michael Jackson(and David Bowie, of course) till 1998 with
no other aritist in my heart.
At the end of 1997, I started to know and like a J-rocker, he's "Hakuei"(Vocalist
of Penicillin). I know "Penicillin" because they joined a concert in Bangkok(Thailand)
on Nov.2, 1997. It's "Asian Eyes concert Live in Bangkok". It was broadcasted
on TV. I was impressed with "Hakuei" because of the pictures when Penicillin
arived Bangkok at Don Mueng airport, he's so cute!(^^=) And
I liked the song "Falling over you" that Hakuei and Chisato sang in this
concert so much.(Actually, "Falling over you" is Chisato's solo song.)
So I asked my friend who knew J-rock very well to record this song into
a tape for me. Later, she recorded this song for me, but not only this
song, she also recorded many songs of other bands for me, such as X-Japan,
Luna Sea, Malice Mizer. From this tape, there were 3 songs of Malice
Mizer. They were "Bel air", "Color me blood red", and "Premier amour'.
At that time, I didn't know Malice Mizer, and my friend wrote only the
name of each song, so I didn't know which songs were Malice Mizer's songs.
So I knew only 'falling over you' was by Chisato(Penicillin). However,
I could remember the song 'Bel air', both music and vocalist's voice. Because
of 'Bel air', I thought this band had to be a rock band like "Kiss" for
sure.(^^;) I imagined that the vocalist wore black leather jacket and had
long curl black hair.(^^;) At that time, I didn't know J-rock well. I didn't
know how they were. I just knew only Penicillin. Later, on Dec.2, I asked
my friend for recording a part of Asian Eyes concert because I missed it.
But, she recorded many artists' PVs and Lives for me. And she told me to
see Gackt especially. She said, "Gackt, Gackt, a man named Gackt is really
cute.^o^ You must see him. He has beautiful long hair. He looks like a
prince!". She recorded "Bel air" PV firstly into my video (^^), and next
is Asian Eyes concert. This friend of mine is so kind. Although she doesn't
like Gackt anymore, we're still really good friends.(^^)
The first time I saw Malice Mizer in Bel air PV, I was really surprised
because they were so different from my imagination(black leather jacket),
especially the vocalist.(^^;) At that time, I was impressed with a man
who dressed as a magician(Közi), but I felt that the vocalist(Gackt)
looked so good. However,
I was scared of them becuase I had not seen any man dressed and made-up
so hard like this. It's like they were not human and jumped out of a cartoon.
During that time, I liked Hakuei, I watched his videos and listened to
his songs everyday, however, I could hear other songs of Malice Mizer from
radio too.
After I listened to Bel air, Premier amour, and Color me blood red, I listened
to "au revoir", then I thought this band had good songs, especially Premier
amour and au revoir, so I started to be interested in Malice Mizer. After
that, I bought a copy of their video - sans retour Voyage "derniere" -
the concert in their voyage period. From this video, I began to be interested
in Gackt.(^^=) I was impressed with his piano that he played with Kami.(Gackt
played piano, and Kami played drums.) It's very melodious. And Gackt looked
so good too.(^^) Though, Gackt had not been my favorite Japanese artist
yet. And at
that time, I still like only Hakuei.
However, I recorded all MM songs that I heard from radio program. When
they released their singles, I was able to hear their songs from radio
and recorded them into my tape. The first single that they released in
1998 was "Gekka no Yasou Kyoku". It made me more interested in them. After
that, Malice Mizer released "merveilles" album. I didn't buy it because I
hadn't liked them so much yet. And the price of cd album was so expensive,
I would buy such expensive thing if I liked it so much indeed.(Now, I am
still sad (T T) that I didn't buy meveilles 1st press despite I saw it
at a cd shop.) After single "Gekka no...", MM released single "Illuminati".
And finally, it's "Le ciel"!!(^o^) In the first week of October 1998, I
heard "Le ciel" album version from a radio program. Malice Mizer released
"Le ciel" single on Sep.30, so a radio program played "Le ciel" as latest
single of them. However, that radio had not had "Le ciel" single yet, so
he played album version instead. First time that I heard Le ciel from radio,
I felt this song was different from other song of them, especially previous
single;"Illuminati".(^^;) Because I was recording "Le ciel" into my tape, I
listened to it so far from radio and didn't pay attention to it. I thought
I would listen to it closely at night, so I had not been impressed with
it yet. In the night of that day, I listened to 'Le ciel' closely to the
cassette player. Then I thought, "WOW~ ~ ~!! Why this song is so melodious
like thissss!! Rhythm, music, voice of Gackt were my favorite style. This
song really moved my feeling! I like, like, like ~ ~ ~ ~!!!" From that
time, my heart began to open for Gackt.(^^=)
Few days later, I could hear "Le ciel" single version from another radio
program. I really paid attention to listen to it. I thought, there're many
songs that album version were good, but single version or the remix version
were not good. However, for me, "Le ciel" single version was not less good
than album version. It gave me different feeling from album version. It's
sad, but good melodies. Gackt also sang newly. So I liked it so much, and
I decided to buy this single.(^^)
On Oct.20, after I bought this single, I went back home and openned its
package immediately. Then I found,
"Ah! Gackt created this song by himself both Lyrics and Music!!". I was
really deeply impressed with it and suddenly fell in love with him.(^^=)
As I said, I like the talented man. If he's only handsome or beautiful,
I wouldn't like him so much like this. The more I listened to "Le ciel",
the more I liked Gackt. On Nov.22, I accepted him to be my favorite star
of all time, I accepted him to be my 3rd favorite artist after Michael
Jackson. And I could feel he would be the last one of mine. After that,
I have always kept following his works. First time I saw "l'espace" live
video, I felt Malice Mizer and their staffs had really good abilities.
If I didn't think about their scary image, I thought their quality was
almost equal Michael Jackson's production. I admited their skill and technique
because I could get feeling from watching their live the same as
I got from watching Michael Jackson's performance.(Please don't think about
MM's dancing.^^;)
In November, my friend told me on the phone that Gackt had left from Malice
Mizer already. After I heard it, I wasn't sure because there's no one post
it in any messageboard, I thought there're not many ones knew about it.
I also doubted that why he had to leave the band. Malice Mizer had just
released "Le ciel". So I thought it maybe only a rumour. Around December,
this news began to be wide-spread, so I thought it should be a reliable
news. At that time, I felt that, no matter this man would have works as
"Gackt" or "Malice Mizer", I would follow his works. I was impressed with
his talent, his skill, his voice, not his look. I saw Gackt since 1997,
but I liked him so much in 1998 because my good feeling to him; to his
music, had been collected more and more everyday. His songs, his voice,
his words, made me like him. Later, on Jan.19, Gackt officially left Malice
Mizer.
At the end of January 1998, I could see a Gackt picture which made
me thought he's really pretty. Previously, I never thought he's so pretty
because his face looked so strange in some TV program.(Sometimes, he had
not good made-up and looked so strange.(^^;)) However, when I saw a cover
of SHOXX Vol.72 from "the medley" website, I was so surprised and really
really impressed with this pic. Gackt's so pretty.(^^=) I really liked
his face on this cover so much and I realized that he's so pretty specially.(That's
why I used it in my index page at first time I created this website and
to be my banners.) This pic made me forgot about his strange face that
I had seen before.
Later, I really wanted to hear the first song of his solo. I really wanted
to know how it would be. "Mizérable" ver.2/3 would be released on
May 12, but I couldn't wait for my cd, so I downloaded Mizérable.mp3
for listening. WOW!! After I heard it only a half of song, I was so glad
that he created his song like this because it's my favorite style.
Its music was so melodious and he sang so good. It made me like him more
and really wanted to listen his solo works more.(^^=) I liked him more
and more everyday till I thought I would have my own homepage about Gackt.
I would like to promote him and show his bright side to the world. He continued
releasing many good songs and I like them all REALLY!! If I have to give
points to each song of him, I will give 9.0 to 10.0 for each song, every
song. It's all the truth.(^^) No matter which type of song he created,
he did it so good. From Mizérable till NINE SPIRAL, I like them
all so much.(^^) Even
"To feel the FIRE", I like it so much too because I like his singing. In
my feeling, his voice and singing made the song good to listen.(^^)
Actually, I don't want to say "I love Gackt" because I think it's too much
for me; a fan, to say "love" to Gackt; a singer. However, he's so special
and really different from others. About singing and creating skill, I have
feeling towards him the same as I have towards Michael Jackson. I feel
that there is only 1 man in this world as "Michael Jackson" , and there
is only 1 man in this world as "Gackt Camui" also.
After all, Gackt is my favorite star of all time ~ ~ ~.(^^=)
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