Chapter 6 – Cowboys and Angels
I know you think that you're safe
Harmless affection
That keeps things this way
It's the ones who persist for the sake of a kiss
Who will pay
Cowboys and angels
They all take a shine to you
Why should I imagine that I was designed for you
Why should I believe
That you would stay
George Michael
“Hey, old man, time to rise
and shine,” Someone shouted in Spike’s ear, waking him from a deep slumber.
“Bloody, fucking, hell,”
Spike muttered, opening his eyes to stare at the digital clock. “It’s
Dylan plopped down on the
end of the bed, crossing his legs and leaning forward. “In the house or in your
bed?” Spike kicked out with his foot to shove him off but Dylan reacted and
jumped back up, laughing. “Too slow. Reflexes going?” He shrugged. “Some chick
let me in.”
“She’s not some chick,”
Spike said, sitting up. “Her name is Cordelia and you treat her with respect.”
“She yours?”
“No, she’s a good friend,”
Spike said, watching Dylan wander around the room perusing everything. “Now,
that I know how you got in here, why are you here?”
“To bond with you,” Dylan
said, grinning. He threw his arms out, making his already tight t-shirt
accentuate his well defined pectoral muscles. “You and I are to be best
buddies, friends and pals according to our boss. I got my ass reamed out
yesterday after you left. I got a lecture on how wonderful you are, and that
you can teach me so much. So, here I am. Mold me into the perfect demon
hunter.”
“Before dawn?” Spike asked,
incredulously. “Go away and I’ll see you at the office.”
“Nope, Daddykins, I’m
yours.”
“Don’t call me that,” Spike
growled before lying back down. “I have no interest in putting up with your
shit this early.”
“Oh, that’s okay,” Dylan
said, reaching for Spike’s cell phone. “I’ll just call Jake and tell him that
you’re only available when you decide to wake up. That you have no interest in
training me and that someone in your age…”
Spike got up, snatched his
phone away, and backed Dylan into the wall. His forearm was against Dylan’s
throat. He morphed into his demon guise and gnashed his fangs.
“Someone my age,” Spike
said. “Take a century of feeding…just think of how many insolent assholes I’ve
left dead.”
“Is that supposed to
frighten me? Because it didn’t,” Dylan said, pushing him away before stepping
around him. “I’ve killed hundreds of your kind.”
“You don’t know what my kind
is,” Spike said, slipping back into his human guise even as he reached for his
jeans to cover his nudity.
“Umm, not true,” Dylan said.
“I studied you once I found out that you were coming to work for us. Don’t have
much use for vampires’ even redeemed ones. They’ll turn eventually…like
Angelus.”
“You’re in his house,” Spike
said, chuckling softly. “He can also hear every word you say. If you’re not
careful you’ll have not one but two pissed off vampires after you.”
The boy shuttered his eyes.
A trace of his fear hung between them and that surprised Spike. He cocked his
head as he studied the beauty of the creature before him. It was too bad that
the outside covered up someone that was so shallow. Kind of like Dorian Gray, Spike thought as he watched as Dylan moved
to the dresser and picked up a picture of Buffy.
“This the Slayer you
married? I bet she’s a good ride.” He looked up at Spike innocently. “Is she?
All those Slayer muscles…”
Spike zipped up his pants
then walked slowly across the room. He snatched the picture away and put it
back in its place. He let his finger trace the curve of his wife’s face that
was displayed behind the glass. He wouldn’t take the bait. His grand-sire was
down the hall. To let this boy push him out of control would bring shame to his
family, to Buffy, and to himself. This moment would define his entire
relationship to Dylan. Either he would always be the one defending himself or
he could be the one on the offensive.
“Let’s make a deal,” Spike
said softly. “You keep your hole shut about the women in my life and I won’t
kill you.”
Dylan shrugged. “Women? Apt
choice of words. Let me see,” he counted on his fingers, “Donna…the chick in
Spike’s fist slammed into Dylan’s
jaw, staggering the young man. There was no anger in his eyes, only a clear-cut
line being drawn in the sand.
“I really hope that was you
holding back,” Dylan said, laughing and rubbing his jaw. “If that was your best
then…”
“We both know it wasn’t,”
Spike said, turning and walking out of the room. “I want some fresh blood then
we can discuss the terms of our partnership.”
Spike didn’t wait for a
response. He headed out of the room and toward the kitchen. He grinned when there
was no smartass comment in retaliation, only the sound of footsteps following
him. The lesson was just beginning.
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Buffy squinted into the
sunlight, enjoying the warmth on her face. It was a beautiful day that boasted
a few fluffy clouds to dot the wide open blue sky. No tension, or stress, only
the laughter of her children to fill her conscience. The girls and Faith had
taken off for the mall to do some shopping, giving her some play time with her
kids. She sighed and took another sip of her lemonade. Her gaze automatically
returned to where Journey and Elijah played on the monstrous swing set / fort
combination that Spike had insisted on getting them. She felt a surge of pride
for her husband. He always put their children first, no matter what else was
going on.
This was the kind of day
that she dreamed about when she was younger except then it was Angel that
shared her life. So long ago it seemed. The dreams of a girl had given way to
the reality of the woman. And she was happy about it. Spike was the one who had
fought for her, had stayed even when she had tried to drive him away, had taken
her shit and she loved him all the more for it.
She sighed and hugged her
knees. The condensation dripping onto her bare legs sent a shiver through her
but she didn’t move. She was too content right where she was.
“Mummy, mummy,” Elijah
shouted. “Watch me.”
Dutifully, she kept her gaze
on her son as he swung upside down on the trapeze. She put her glass down so
she could clap her hands for him.
“Woohoo, Eli,” Buffy called,
stifling the urge to tell him to be careful. He needed to be a little boy as
much as he could.
The sound of a car pulling
in made her look around. The SUV came to a stop behind the Navigator. It was
“Buffy, Buffy,” Daniel Jr.
shouted as he ran to her.
She opened her arms and he
flew into them.
“Hey, little buddy,” Buffy
said. “How you doing?”
Danny laughed, wiggled out
of her arms and headed off to play with the other children. His brother, Jacob,
was already at the fort. He was quickly climbing to join Elijah in the small
tower room. The couple of year’s difference in their ages didn’t even come up
in their friendship. The eldest child from each family took his place to rein
over the younger ones.
“Hey, Buffy,”
“I’m fine,” Buffy laughed.
“How are the two of you doing?”
“We’re fine,”
“Good,” Buffy replied,
looking out over the yard again. She watched the children running and screaming
in their innocent games. She prayed they could be that way for as long as
possible.
The family day that her
friends had organized was an effort to make her feel less lonely. It wouldn’t
work but she had her pride to maintain so it would be smiles all day. She was
missing half of herself when Spike wasn’t there. Without conscious thought she made her way
toward the children. Laughing, she reached out and touched Journey.
“Tag, you’re it,” Buffy said.
She started to jog slowly away from the kids, purposefully waiting for Journey
to catch up with her.
“Mummy, wait up,” Journey
called as she started to run.
“We’ll help,” Elijah called.
And with that all the
children started to chase Buffy. She grinned, grabbed her daughter up in a hug,
kissed her cheek then set her down. The children were all advancing on her and she
took off running. She sped toward where her friends were sitting but
This was what life was about
even when she wasn’t whole. There were times, at night when she was alone that
the absence of Spike sounded throughout her being with painful intensity. But
other times, times like this, she was beginning to understand that Spike
leaving wasn’t just about him finding his way. It was just as much about her learning
to live without him beside her. Although it wasn’t her ideal situation, she had
to live with it.
And for now, she was okay
with that.
~~~~~~~
They were running between
the ocean and the sun. The sand sucked at their shoes and the water splashed
over them when they couldn’t avoid a wave. Spike’s body felt the strain, sweat
poured down his face and bare chest, trailing down his stomach to finally disappear
into the waistband of his jogging pants. The few people on the beach that early
stared as they passed them. He felt good.
Victories always did even
the small ones.
Dylan had kept trying to
start conversation earlier but Spike had refused to acknowledge him. He had
drunk his blood then a nice, hot cup of coffee while the younger man watched.
Once he was sufficiently awake he informed Dylan that they were going to go
running. There hadn’t been any argument so here they were, pounding the miles
away on the sands of
“I’m not going to take
orders from you,” Dylan said, as they turned to head the five miles back to the
house.
“You will if you have to,”
Spike said, smiling because he already knew he was taking control of the
partnership.
“I don’t need you to teach
me anything,” Dylan said, trying to hold onto his arrogance in the face of
someone he knew was more experienced than he was.
“Everyone has something to
learn,” Spike said, indulgently as he jumped over a wave and sped up.
“I still think you’re going
to wimp out and head home for your family,” Dylan said, as he started to pant
from trying to keep up with the vampire.
“They’re what makes me
strong.”
“I’m going to enjoy taking
you down a peg or two.”
“I’m not going to enjoy
anything about being around you,” Spike said, laughing. “You’re an arrogant
prick that annoys me.”
“As long as we understand
each other,” Dylan said, laughing along with Spike as the two settled back into
an easy pace for the duration.
to be continued…