Seeing the darkness 

Of what really is 

A world I thought could never be 

A world so perfect 

I thought 

Now I see the sky is gray 

Too little time to enjoy 

Too much time to complain 

In the dark I lay 

And the rememberance of 

The world around me 

Shatters my heart, and my dreams 

Noticing the Earth revolves 

In the oppisite way I thought it to be 

Makes the real meaning to life dissolve 

What am I to do? 

But sit back and watch 

Watch my life take its course 

In its unpleasent way

It's way of ruining the only thing 

I thought was true 

My life of love and true meaning 

Is not so true