So Called Friends - By Aleisha Hopkins

I hate,

The fact that you boasted your victory,
To my friends and did not seem to care.

The fact that you portrayed yourself as my friend,
All the while you were betraying me.

The way you let me tell you of my fears,
Secretly knowing you were one of them.

The way you made me think he was terrific,
When you knew he did not care what I felt.

Knowing you will throw him away,
Like you do with the rest; Like you did with me.

The way I made a fool of myself,
Thinking that I had a chance when you were around.

The way I lost a friend,
Because you were only thinking of yourself.

The way every guy I meet is stolen,
By one of my so-called friends.

But most of all,

I hate,

The way you turned out to be,
One of my so-called friends.

Copyright (C) 2001 Aliesha Hopkins. All rignts reserved.