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4/7/2000

THE SICKENING FEELING I GET
IN MY STOMACH.
THE FOOD OR SLOB IN FRONT OF ME,
LOOKS SO GROSS AND DEADLY.
THE HUNGER PAINS HURT SO BAD,
BUT I DON’T WANT TO EAT.
THE FAT ON MY BODY IS SO
LOOSE AND JIGGLY.
EVEN WHEN I SIT DOWN,
EVERYTHING BOUNCES AROUND.
THERE ARE GOOD FOODS AND
BAD FOODS.
UNFORTUNATELY, I AM OFTEN
CATCHING MYSELF WITH THE BAD FOODS.
I’M SO OUT OF CONTROL,
I USED TO BE SO GOOD WITH THIS.
I WANT MY BONES
TO REVEAL THEMSELVES.
I WANT TO BE ABLE
TO MAKE MUSIC WITH THEM.
I WANT TO
STOP EATING FOR GOOD.
I WANT TO
WITHER AND WASTE AWAY!