September 11, 2002
Reflection

I try to pick the pieces up
And I can't think of starting over
We used to share the stars above
I don't wanna think of change
And now I've gotta move on
I've gotta catch up to the world
Even though I gave you my life
As wrong as it seems
I know it's right
But is there a place
That I can go away
To escape the love that I will forever know

Where can we go from here
All I know is that I love you still
Sometimes we do things against our will
I know I cry a lonely tears
Where can we go from here

Why, why do I cry inside
For a love that's gone away
And how, how can I carry on
When I know all the love is gone
Tell me where can I go to get away
From the pain of loving you
Tell me where

Where can we go from here
All I know is that I love you still
Sometimes we do things against our will
I know I cry a lonely tears
Where can we go from here
--"Where Can We Go From Here,"
Brian Littrell

Today is the one year anniversary of the terrorist attacks on the WTC and the Pentagon. It was very strange today, walking around, seeing all the red, white and blue and hearing the University president speak in the Free Speech area. It reminded me of something that was said to me back in August. "Acknowledge trends, but remember traditions." Right now it's "trendy" to be patriotic, but you need to remember our traditions we have in this country!

Over Labor Day Weekend, instead of going to the river like the rest of the city of Chico, I moved. I moved back home with my mom. It's a little rough sometimes, but it's okay, I guess. The only problems I'm having right now, other than with the Program (Credential Program), are with Mary. She's just being a lil b**** to me right now. I guess that's why I put the song I did up there. Because I don't know where we are headed. It's just long and drawn out and I really kinda don't wanna get into it at this moment because I really need to go to bed and get some sleep.

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