{ may 31, 2003 }

{ mood } sick still } { music } sether- "fine again" }      Ok, last night I didn't sleep again. So, this morning I decided to go to the DR. Everyone knows if I wanna go to the DR I must feel like shit. Well, I DO! Newayz, I got some medz and now I feel even worse. I mean I wanna go do so many things, but I'm too sick and I don't really have much energy to do anything. Today was Jen & Eric's wedding. I heard it was B-E-A-U-tiful! Bestest luck to you guyz! Now, I'm gonna go to sleep bc I'm so f**kin sick I wish I would die *Somebody kill me plz, I'm on my knees, pretty pretty plz, Kill me, I want to die, put a bullet in my hhhheeeeeaaaaadddddd*

{ may 30, 2003 }

{ mood } sick } { music } prodigy- "smack my b*tch up" }      Well, I just got back from Jacksonville. It was cool. I hung out with some peepz I know and went to the historic museum. My Mom, Melba, Melba's mom, and I went to this fancy smancy Italian dinner and OMG it was so good. Then walked around the Landing, which is like a mall. Then went back to the hotel and went to sleep. I woke up today feeling like shit. But, I got some pills and it helped me get through the day. I went to the JAX Zoo! I felt like such a nerd bc I knew lotza useless information about animals and my mom was getting ready to smack me bc I was telling her all of um! LOL! I gotsta see my 3 fav naminals. 1. River otter 2. meerkat 3. koala It was spiffy Then I went to this party and ended up bowling. I bowled my highest ever, a 145! I was like doin a lil happy dance! Then I went to see the Italian Job with Kristi! OMG Ed Norton is one SeXeE mUtHa F**kA!!! Then Shawn called me while I was coming home, so I talked to him for a bit. Then went inside. I was gonna go out again, but I didn't feel up to it....

{ may 24, 2003 }

{ mood } happy } { music } Marilyn Manson- "ka-boom ka-boom" }      Well, I had a fun fun day! I spent the whole day at the beach. HeHe! It was fun. I love the beach. Then went to the Old Car Show at the Volusia Mall. I saw my dream car there. 1969 Camaro!!(Pic of it Here) Gawd it's so sexy! I'd f**k in that car if I had it!! I'd prolly f**k that car if I had it. HeHe Then I lost the bottom ball to my tongue ring, so that sucked. So I have to buy a new one. I did get to go shopping in the Volusia Mall. They have got a nice Hot Topic. Then I came home and passed the f**k out. I guess a few days with barely any sleep finally caught up with me. But then I woke up like 6 hours later, so that sucked. Now hopefully I'm gonna get my nails done today! YAY

{ may 23, 2003 }

{ mood } happy } { music } lisa marie- "lights out" }      Hmm, well, today I went to Best Buy and got 430 bucks in store credit for taking this entertainment thing back. So, I spent 300 bucks in Best Buy. I got a VCR, prepaid phone, 50 bucks of airtime, Chasing Amy, Req for a Dream, a PS2 remote and this thingie that suppossed to organize all my video games. But I have yet to figure out why it no workies. Then I talked to Rob for a long time on the phone while I cleaned my room. It's so weird, I can't STAND for my room to be dirty. Then I went out with my mom. We made dinner and then went to the scrapbook store. Then I got my haircut. About 3" off! Then we came home, made brownies and watched Reba. HeHe for being a show about a TX family it's really funny!! I haven't seen it in OVER a year. Then I came home and passed the f**k out. Then about four hours after I fell asleep I woke up bc Nikk called me. That conversation kept me awake. So once we got off the phone I was awake again. I laid in bed thinking the rest of the night.

{ may 22, 2003 }

{ mood } happy } { music } sublime- "caress me down" }      Well today was cool. I saw Krisi n her lil bro who once again molested me at every chance he had. Not a big suprise. I got my shot today in my ankle. Hurt like a bitch Then I got the rest of my stuff from the anti-christ today. So I got a new printer and scanner. More drunken pix to come on here. Only two pages left of my site to finish and I can let everyone see it. I might finish um tonight. Well, I haven't slept in a few days so I'm going to bed now with my Tylonal PM. It's really sad that I have to take something to force myself to go to sleep. I need an anti-energy pill bleh

{ may 21, 2003 }

{ mood } silly } { music } david bowie- "dance magic" }      hehehe I had a great day. I was so busy I loved it. But, I'm not in a nerdy typing mood to tell you all about it. Only got 3 more pages to finish before I can let you all see the site. But I'm not in a nerdy mood. Damn short attention span. I'm hyper too!! HeHe, I know you guys are thinking geez us when is she not hyper. Answer is? NEVA I need to go shower before I go get my shot and go to Kristi's. OMFG I have to go see the AntiChrist today. That sucks. He's a douche bag!

{ may 20, 2003 }

{ mood } dirrty } { music } lost prophets- "still laughing" }      today was uneventful i went out to get brkfast and thats about it. i took some painkillers so i could finally get some sleep but it didnt work bc people kept calling me and waking me up Oh Well, Mema said a "Sean" or "Shawn" called me...I'm hoping it was Shawn and not the dreaded ex...those bastards I wanna go see Lizzy Maguire...Anyone wanna see it? I need a shower...I feel dirrty. And not that kinda DiRrTy, Dan! Perve!! J/J :-)~

{ may 19, 2003 }

{ mood } in pain, yet happy } { music } VAST- "land of shame" }      Well, today was fun...kinda got my yrbk and had many peepz sign it... ...got a few callbacks for excel. Mucha Mula! I saw the pic of my old algebra teacher...hehe...I licked it alot...he's f**k-alicious...hehe not as f**kalicious as my Nikky!! Then my ankle turned bitchy so I took sum pills and went to sleep for a few hrs...that's about it

{ may 18, 2003 }
{ mood } happy } { music } Hoku- "perfect day" }      Well today I slept all day. Until 6pm actually. I didn't fall asleep until 7 this morning hehe! But everyone kept waking me up all morning and afternoon so I didn't get all 11 hours of sleep! HeHe... ...I think I got my aunt to sign up for excel today. I'm excited!! I love it!! More Mula for me!!