"Excuse me." I turned around and saw a girl about my height standing behind me.
I smiled,"Yes?"
She took a deep breath and asked,"Are you dating Josh Chasez?"
' Great. Another fan that probley hates me,' I thought silently. I nodded but stayed silent. "Well," she continued,"so am I."
I cocked my eyebrow at her,"What? Did I just hear you say that you're dating my boyfriend?"
She nodded,"I have been for three months now. Now, that I think about it, it's not really dating. It's more like him just coming over and us screwing." I felt my anger boiling,"What? That's not true!" She reached into her purse and pulled out an envelope and handed it to me,"Go ahead. Open it." I opened the envelope and took out the two pictures that were in it. ' What the heck?!,' I fumed. The pictures were of her and a guy on a bed, naked, with him laying on top of her.
And then I looked again
And I saw that this dude was you
My first reaction was to snap on her
But what good would that do
You know that I have better things
Than fighting over you
So many times it seems that I
Refused to see the truth
But this time you know that I am through
"That's Josh!," I exclaimed. She just nodded.
' I should be her slut butt down! No, no, I have to keep my cool. What good will it do to fight her for him?,' I argued with myself. "Why did you tell me this...um...?"
"My name's Terry. I told you because," she shrugged,"I dunno. I guess I started to feel guilty."
"Well, no matter the reason, thanks." And, with that said, I walked away.
[hook]
So just walk right out the door
Cause you can't come back here no more
You know we've been through this before
So you can't come back
You're in and out of my life
This time was your last try
You made your bed so there you lie
No you can't come back
[verse 2]
The last time you deceived me
You said give you one more chance
You blamed it on your weaknesses of just being a man
*FLASHBACK*
"Come on Janie, please just give me one more chance!" Exclaimed my boyfriend Josh. I sighed,"How many after that Josh? How could you cheat on me?" I wiped off the tears that were rolling down my cheeks. Josh grabbed one my hands in his left and then used his right hand to wiped his thumb over my cheek. "I'm so sorry baby. I know I made a huge mistake, but that's the man in me! Please Janie..." I sighed and looked into his eyes,"I love you Josh and I'll give you another chance." He smiled and picked me up, twirling me around while we kissed.
*END FLASHBACK*
I was the fool to believe in you
Put my heart in your hands
I should have known when you did me wrong
You'd just do it again
"I'm such an idiot!," I screamed outloud as I slammed the door to the house that Josh and I share. I flopped down on the couch and reached into a shopping back and took out the gift that I had bought Josh for our second year anniversary. I looked at the picture of Josh and I that had been taken at his twenty-fifth birthday party. We were slow dancing and laughing and Justin had snapped the picture. ' We were so happy then, what happened to us?,' I wondered silently. I had taken the picture to get it blew up and framed and had also had an engraver engrave, in silver,
Please just leave
No convincing me
You will ever be
The man for me
I'm so sick and tired of hearing lies from you
So pack your bags cause I am through
[hook]
An hour later I heard Josh's car pull into the driveway and wiped my face. I was not going to show him the satisfaction of him seeing that he could make me cry. I continued to sit on the couch as I heard Josh walk in. He walked into the livingroom and smiled, walking toward me,"Hey baby." I cocked an eyebrow and stared at him emotionless and stood up. He stopped walking and asked,"Is something the matter?"
"Oh, so now you care?," I asked.
"What do you mean? I always care, I love you."
"You have a funny way of showing it." I said as I flung the envelope, containg the pictures, at him.
He bent down and picked it up, opening it. When he saw the pictures, he paled,"I--I--"
"What, no words now?"
He looked me in the eyes and said,"She meant nothing to me."
"Funny. She said that she's been seeing you for three months. You don't just keep seeing someone for three months if they mean nothing to you." "Come on baby, it was just a fling. You know I love you." When I didn't reply, he continued,"It'll never--"
He didn't get to finish as I raised my hand and cut him off. "I don't want to hear that it'll never happen again. I'm tired of all the b.s. and lies that you feed me. Since you moved into my house, you can pack your freaking bags and get out....now! And, here, take this with you!" I threw the picture frame at him as he sidestepped, so it wouldn't hit him. It hit the wall and shattered the glass of the frame. He picked it up and I saw a couple tears rolling down his cheeks, but I walked to the door. "I'll be back in two hours, I want you gone by then." And, with that, I walked out the door. Turning my back on Josh, having to never hear his lies again.
[bridge]
Did everything to please you
But still that wasn't enough
Gave you my heart and soul
Total control
All I wanted was your love
See now time after time
I kept taking you back
Endless tears I spent on you
And I'm tired of forgiving
So goodbye good riddens
It's time for me to start living
(*Song used is "Can't Come Back" sung by Kandi and no copyright infringement intended*)
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