My Anger Is All My Own

I find anger is the second emotion I really don't uderstand,
Love is the first, I thought I knew, can anyone say they can?
My anger rages through my viens with every beat of my heart,
I rememeber happiness for about five minutes, boy, was I smart.

Who am I angry with, who is really to blame?

I answer myself, the response is the same.
My anger is all my own, it's there for me to hold,
I grasp onto it tight, as if it were precious gold.

It's my right to be angry, when I am threatend like this,

My forgiveness is not given with just a simple kiss.
To let you know it's alright is not my way to go,
I cross my arms, close my heart, I let my anger show.

The pit in my stomach, reminds me of how much you hurt me,

My anger is all I feel right now, and you still fail to see.
Your hurt causes my rage and you should already know this,
I will continue to hide my displeasure and give you my cold kiss.

I'm frozen once again, the more colder, the less I can feel,

To be loved and give love is what I thought was the deal.
I hate to be like this, but my anger right now is all my own,
Stop my Fire, let me feel the love you had previously shown.

Is this really how far apart our love has grown?

My anger, my rage, my feelings are all my own...

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