Familiar
Emptiness
My desperation grows quickly as I cringe
and
fall
to the floor,
Once more, my eyes flood with tears as
she heads out the door.
The emptiness is familiar, its like a dear
friend
who cares,
It welcomes me, it comforts me, I will wait
for her
on the stairs.
I will be the first to greet her when she
makes her
return,
My love for her was deep, her gentle hug is
what I
Yearn.
Im starting to believe that she doesn't feel
the
same way that I do,
Her ways seem cold, her emotions caged up
like animals in a Zoo.
Why does she have to party all night and run
around
all crazy and wild?
Women like her should have thought twice
before
giving birth to a child.
It hurts so bad when she just leaves me
here,
To lose her forever, is all that I really
fear.
It seems that I no longer matter to her, I
guess
I'm
just no fun,
Her smile holds all the comfort and warmth of
an
afternoon Sun.
I do my best to be as good as I can
be,
Yet, I'm not able to get her to notice
me.
She does not realize the love I keep for her
in my
Heart,
The love slowly turns to hate every night we
spend
apart.
Without a Mother's embracing love, a child
can
easily die,
If I don't make through tonight, Tell my mom
I
said Good-Bye...
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