Hello all my great friends,
You have come come from the world's ends
just to be here with me
and to make me see
That many people feel like I do
I come in hopes of helping you
thanks for so many good times and smiles
I just wish we weren't seperated by so many miles
I thank you for all that you have done
and know that you will remember me when I am gone,
Do not spend your days crying,
for through those teary eyes I'll be drying
I thank you for some of the happiest days
and want to let you know you are with me always
(this was written on July 10th 1998 @ 202PM)
By:
(whom you all know as)
"panicman"
Through the webs of my memory
I hear a voice calling to me
This life has brought much pain
And now I wonder as I see
Is suicide the way for me
Many loves have I lost
Through these days of mine
I have cried rivers of tears
For those I leave behind
I hear the voice calling to me
In my life there's pain yet to be
And I wonder as I see
That suicide is the answer for me
And now as the end draws near
It's plain to see
There's no pain in leaving
I am finaly free
As I drink the last swallow
Of life's poision arrow
I know for I now can see
That suicide is the end for me
By: Sunshine
A child's laughter
While at play
The sweetest sound around
Their innocence precious
Unconditional love
Is the greatest to be found
Such little hands
That work so hard
New worlds they do explore
Their great desire
To love and learn
They are to be adored
Those little legs
That runs so fast
In a world so grand and new
Their splendor awe
Inquisitive
About what all things do
Great big smiles
Eyes so bright
Wonderous, sweet and mild
Trusting, loving
No prejudice
There's nothing like a child
Rubee
Have a great day sunshine,
see you in chat,
take care....
love Rubee
I was walking down life's highway a long time ago.
One day I saw a sign that read, "HEAVEN'S GROCERY STORE".
As I got a little closer the door came open wide
And when I came to myself I was standing inside.
I saw a host of ANGELS.
They were standing everywhere.
One handed me a basket and said,
" My Child shop with care".
Everything a Christian needed was in that grocery store.
And all you couldn't carry, you could come back the next
day for more.
First, I got some PATIENCE:
LOVE was in the same row.
Further down was UNDERSTANDING:
You need that everywhere you go.
I got a box or two of wisdom, a bag or two of FAITH.
I just couldn't miss the HOLY GHOST,
For it was all over the place.
I stopped to get some STRENGTH and COURAGE
To help me run this race.
By then my basket was getting full,
But I remembered I needed some GRACE.
I didn't forget SALVATION,
For SALVATION was free,
So I tried to get enough of that
To save both you and me.
Then I started up to the counter
To pay my grocery bill,
For I thought I had everything
To do the MASTER'S will.
As I went up the aisle, I saw PRAYER:
And I just had to put that in,
For I knew when I stepped outside,
I would run into sin.
PEACE AND JOY were plentiful;
They were last on the shelf.
SONG and PRAISE were hanging near,
So I just helped myself.
Then I said to the angel,
"Now, how much do I owe?"
He smiled and said,
"Just take them everywhere you go."
Again, I smiled and said,
"How much do I really owe?"
He smiled again and said,
" MY CHILD, JESUS PAID YOUR BILL
A LONG, LONG TIME AGO."
"ALL THINGS WHATSOEVER
YOU SHALL ASK IN PRAYER,
BELIEVING, YOU SHALL RECEIVE."
(MATTHEW 21:22)
This was sent to me from:
"Panicman"
Thank you for sharing this lovely poem with us
"MY SPECIAL GARDEN"
I have a special garden;
Where only frienships grow.
It doesn't require water;
Just special seeds to sow.
The seeds contain some kindness;
Some understanding and some love.
But most of all, they must have trust;
Cause that's what friends are made of.
These friendships are a special breed;
They differ from all others.
They are grown on my keyboard at home;
They are cyber sisters and brothers.
But they are very special to me;
These friendships that I start.
Because they grow in a special garden;
The one within my heart.
Written by Betty Hawkins
(aka Boop)
8/14/98 for all my dear friends!
Thank you!
Don't think of her as gone away-
her journey's just begun.
life holds so many facets-
this earth is only one.
Just think of her as resting
from the sorrow and the tears
in a place of warmth and comfort
where there are no days and years.
Think how she must be wishing
that we could know today
how nothing but our sadness
can really pass away.
And think of her as living
in the hearts of those she touched...
for nothing loved is ever lost-
and she was loved so much.
author unknown
Who was little Nicholas?
And what was he to me?
He would have been my grandson;
But never got to be.
When God decided to take you;
And live with Him up there,
Everyone said,"It's for the best."
They really didn't care.
God decided to take you to Heaven;
Just two months before you'd be born.
I was looking forward to knowing you;
But now, I'm left to mourn.
I think about you often;
You're tucked down deep inside.
Along with many other feelings;
That I am forced to hide.
I know I'll always miss you;
And think of you now and then.
And wonder who you looked like;
And who you could have been.
I know you're happy where you are;
And looking down on me.
Cause you're my "Little Angel",
That wasn't meant to be.
Written by Betty (Boop) Hawkins
If We Would Just Believe
I believe in God
even when he is silent.
I believe in Mother Nature
even when weather is viscious.
I believe having failures
is one of lifes greatest lessons.
I believe having fears
I believe in treating others
I believe its not just the journey
I believe love
I believe there is hope and peace
I believe if we listen to what makes our hearts happy
I believe that if we would only believe in ourselves
by Kathleen: Jan/01/2001
ALONE is not having any friends.
By: Sandra
Her hooves, my heels, bit and leather
Can I ride across this valley?
Two creatures "dance" across the bridges
There are treasures in the new spring foilage
When my horse needs my encouragement
By: Ponychaser
This monster I live with everyday, makes Family and Friends run away .
this page last edited on 03/06/01
the way you would like to be treated.
but the friends u meet along the way.
is everlasting.
for all man kind.
we can accomplish anything.
life would be easier to enjoy!!!
(aka craftlady)
ALONE is not having someone to talk to.
ALONE is not having a grandpa or a dad.
ALONE is not having someone to talk to.
ALONE is someone close die when it's close to your
birthday.
ALONE is being alone.
ALONE is not sharing your thoughts.
ALONE is not being outside.
ALONE is not having any courage.
ALONE is not feeling like a leader when you are a
leader.
ALONE is alone.
ALONE is like a CD Player without batteries!!!
(12 years old)
Saddle suede and metal rings
The storm was tracked, my mind has settled
although within, no joy sings.
Will you carry me that far?
My equine friend becomes my allie
Ebony hide and mind unscarred
Rider striding in her mind
Equine treading over the ridges
These two souls begin to bind
Pleasures where the old trail winds
But secrets keep the joy in spoilage
Secrets locked within my mind
I can give her what she needs
But when my heart is in discourage
I am left without a lead.
The pain ,guilt I feel, gives me needs to take a pill .
Lonely ,uhappy,negative to,is the game we play;
wondering if today the day ? Worry ,headaches and heartaches.
I live with everyday,this monster has a name Anxiety /Panic
and it won't go away.
I try to find help,and make people understand; that this is no secret millions have.
And more need to be educated, So please don't run and hide.
I am not playing hide and seek.
Love Me, Understand Me,Respect Me,Help ME.
car .........carol
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