Imagine tumbling through an endless void, you are out of control and are frantic for stability. There is one way to achieve this, and that is solid ground. You know that it is there, you've seen it before.
Imagine finding this solid ground, this makes you happy. You may walk about freely, and it is a wonderful feeling to do so. You had a purpose, and you see this as the achievement. You have reached your goal it seems, and you become reckless thinking so.
Imagine now, jumping. You have felt the confidence that solid ground gives, and without knowing it, you have bolted. You look down, and there below, the solid ground is dropping away. You realize your mistake, and try frantically to return to that place of stability. In doing so, you are spun out of control, back into the endless void.
Imagine how that feels.
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