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the FANTASY WORLD I LIVE IN
sometimes i cant seem to comprehend reality,i think ive masked my ill feelings towards the real world ,by creating my own invisions of it, i seem to think i dont need to work a job,just do my little jobs making this n that, believing that consuming is like poison,and people look at me,because i am a knight dirty from battle,and they rever me. that scamming is the only way(and it is). i occupy my totally free time playing magic with friends,i see the images on these cards it makes the gears in my head twist 1000 mph,and i can see myself wielding a giant broadsword taking the heads of the people that would attack me ,the people that throw quarters at me,the posers who condemn me for being real,more real than they could be,even though me reality is obviously distorted. i see beasts,and evils in all the wrongs of the world,and it affects me on such a deep emotional level i often feel sick,maybe thats why i fight so hard,and other times havent the will to get out of bed. sometimes im very affraid of the world,but eventually i always snap out of it,and go forth with my battles. i adorn a short sword concealed under my jacket,only my friends know of it,i know its illegal as hell. i dont care, it works,i put myself in lots of situations to pull it. im in no way violent,i actually avoid it i just have to protect myslef and the people i care about,always!
i imagine my journeys to be like the journeys and adventures of great heroes traveling from city to city to explore the world and battle evil creatures,and vanquish demons. to collect a wealth of knowledge,to embrace new cultures,to make new friends,and recruit new memebers of my party. maybe its not insanity,maybe more people should think like this,to embrace life,its ups and downs, and live a more simple life ..simply surviving!
. i wear a blue bracelet given to me by the most beautiful girl ever, yeah you bridget! (good hash) she is a most genuine person,and ive never had better conversation with anyone else.she's real! i addorn a ring given to me by my best friend of 4 yrs around my neck,an aroowhead from my old bands practice space,a bone given to me by a kid i met on the street,a dystopia patch that my friendgave me. a killians bottle cap from the night i met a person who saved me from an evil relationship,im forever in debt to you for saving me.
i cant help but comprehend things like this.i like it though.