i want to covet you
like a radiant blue bat
hanging free
on a razorblade willowtree
in the lichen night
stars in your arms
i smother you
in yourself
webbed
breathe weezing
catastrophe
you
feel me for the first time
and close your eyes
whistling in windy haze
as my ashes
sweep over your dead beating heart.

sugary sodomy
it coats you like the winter rains
~leaves~
paste on that somber face
clasping at the eyelids
manta rays slip through trenches
gliding murkily
sticking to sides
of one another
quick and thrusting flushes your pallor
it is so hard for you to hide
decides to lie
looking on i smile deeply
humming gravely tracing palms
you
in sordid hot flashes
seek to frame those distant eyes
back to back i feel your heat climb me
even in the dark, cooled winds
something snaps and beats inside me
who i pause has struck the match
coiling
in twisting turning
lapsing plot fell out the door
cheekbones burnt and bruised from contact
dreams surround the hard, cold floor
dancing visions spinning trances
follows eyes though clothed in retina veins
you cannot open your mouth to escape me
after all i am not your soul
and suicide affords no one.