I don't know what to say. Its over, or can it last? I know I can't last without seeing your beautiful eyes stare in to mine. I can't last. You say I'm giving up? I'm not. My heart got broken it can't be put back together. Then my Mom sticks her nose in it, hurts even more. I can't compare my pain to yours, but I know I have never felt pain this bad before. I got hit twice from different directions. Damn it still hurts. I'm confused, I don't want to give up but my heart already has. GOD DAMNIT why is this happening?! Theirs no hope, but I don't want to hurt you, but this can't go on. Shit I'm so confused. You don't want to lose me but I'm already lost. I'm lost in some other world. I wasent ment to be happy in this world. Please move on, be happy with your life. call me a bitch hate me if it will help you, just remember. I Love You.