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Well, you've made it to some of the things I've writen.Its not towrds anyone so dont't think it is.. Its mostly my opinion's of different things.. Got a Problme with it, don't read it...

 

 

"BITCHY Parents"
I'm not a child anymore!! Can't you people see that?!?!? I'm tired of being told what to do, and how to live my life.. I don't want you to tell me who I can and can't date... Its MY life, and you can't stop me!! You still treat me like I'm a little eight year old that doesn't know shit... I'm almost 16, and I'm getting my taste of life.. And your not helping any with the problems I have with that little taste... All you do is sit back and use me as a genni pig to do the things YOU should do as a parent.. You should do some responsibilities and not except me to do it all.. You're supposed to point me in the right direction and give me the choice to go that way.. Not tell me I have to go that way.. You tell me that I'm a good kid, but only when I do something you want me to do.. Why can't I do something I want to do and still be called a good kid?? If this letter does change your mind of how you handle me, then I hope its for the best.. If this doesn't change your mind then FUCK OFF!! And get the hell out of my life.. I could do better without your money and shelter!!!! I have friends parents that would take better care of me than you!!

By, Kerry

 

"Live,Care,Love Die"
I sit here holding tears back ... One of the smartest people I know just told me life didnt matter. Should I want to go out and kill myself cause it wouldn't matter?? I donno. He did bring up a good question though.. why is there life??? what's the purpose of it.. we all live we care we love we die.. its all pointless.. or does it matter??or is there a point?? do we live cause we care?? do we care cause we love?? do we love cause we die?? to tell the truth I don't think anyone knows the answers to these questions and I truly don't think anyone will know ... its just all apart of this unfair cruel world... I only live it cause its here for me to live.. I may not enjoy it all, but I'll make it through, good times and bad.. There are sometimes I just want to say FUCK THE WORLD.. and run away from it all.. Steal a car and find a friend willing to throw it all away too ... heh, i don't know ,maybe one day.. but for now.. i'm gonna live my life like it matters.. i'm gonna live,care,love, and die like it matters.........

by, Kerry

 

"Self-Esteem"
Why do people judge others by looks? Doesnt someones personality or thoughts count too? I wear baggy pants and i have different colored hair. People don't talk to me cause they think i'm gonna be odd or hatefull... I have always thought, if people wouldn't choose there friends by the way they look, but by what they say and think, then life would be so much easer for those kids that sit by themselves in the back of the class..I bet the only time you think about them is when your makin fun of'em. I like the way i dress, i'm very comfortable this way. My baggie clothes and different hair have nothin to do with what i think, say, or even do. I'm almost 16 and i can remember when i would try and be like everyone else.. the way i talked and dressed. But one day i sat down and thought.. "this isent me, i shouldent be doin this, i should lead my own life and if people dont like it then it shows that they're not good friends.." I was meant to be different, I enjoy being different. I have been told by lots of people that i have a really good personality. Not many people would even know that cause they dont bother talkin to someone that wears baggie pants, and has colored hair. Yeah everyone has their bad days and their good days. My days are normally good. But there will be a day when i'm so sad or depressed that i looked pissed. Everyone has those days, but when people have them, they shouldent take them out on the different people. Like ones that dress like me, or the ones that sit in the back of a class by themselves. I have feelings and so does everyone else. And just because someone is not in a good mood, doesnt give them the right to make fun of or joke about others!!! My fav quote:::::

"Yes, I am a criminal. My crime is that of curiosity. My crime is that of judging people by what they say and think, not by what they look like. My crime is that of outsmarting you, something you will never forgive me for."--Mentors last words--

By: Kerry Helms

 

"Words"
7-15-00

People wonder whats going through everyone's heads when their down. They want to know what sets them off. What causes their anger, their fury. The words people say and the things they choose to do, is what sets them off. When i was smaller kids would say "sticks and stones may brake my bones but words will never hurt me". I always thought that to be wrong.. The kids would tease me, and it hurt.. Their words may not have brokin my bones but they broke my heart... No use wondering whats going through someone elses mind you'll never know. Not unless you live Their pain. Well, maybe they could tell you whats in their head, but you'll never really get it, cause it all can't be told. Words can't exspain everything.

 

"By: Kerry Helms"