Fire racing flame My mind is cluttered-full of lies
All your answers sound the same
I dont know what to think
Too much is on my mind
Nothing seems the way it should
And i'm running out of time
The wick is disappearing
Someone please tell me what to do
My mind tells me it's over
But I'm still missing you.
I miss you so much
And you've just left
My smile is gone
There's been a theft
Too far away
You now must go
My sadness I try
Not to show
I need you here
I need you here
For me to hold
Macon is
Much too cold
I want you here
To hold me tight
To kiss me sweetly
To say goodnight
I loved your hands
Along my back
True gentleness
You never lacked
So big and Strong
You seem to me
With you is where
I want to be
Why must you go
So far away
How I wish
That you could stay
I know you said
Not to wait
And I'm certain
You will date
But I don't know
Just what to do
I feel so lost
Here without you
You'll meet someone new
I'll be alone
We'll keep in touch
But my chance I've blown
In my heart
You will always stay
I'll miss you more
And more each day
I understand
That you must go
My love for you
You'll never know.
I should have listened to you more
I should have done what you said
Oh Mom, I am so sorry
I hope you understand
I should have hugged you everyday
And asked how work went
I never wanted to upset you
It was not intentionally meant
You cried at my graduation
And hated to send me away
I regretfully was ready to leave
But I wish I would've stayed
You told me to call and write
But I never picked up the phone
I meant to call you everyday
I'm sorry I left you alone
I can't believe how dispiciable I was
I took for granted what you gave
You loved me even after
I misused you in everyway
When ever I finally realized
How wrong I had been from the start
I sat and cried in shame
Knowing I had broken your heart
I wish I could go back
And change the things I've done
Oh Mom, If I could
I'd be the perfect son
But now the roles are reversed
You're no longer hear
Standing at your casket
I shed a lonesome tear.
If only I stopped
To look and see
Who I was hurting
We would still be
I didn't take the time
To get to know you
I just took things
That I thought were mine
I did it without a care
And I hurt you in the process
It was almost like a dare
That you didn't want to take
I would leave
And come back
While you tried to
Fill in the holes in which we lack
I should have listened more
When you tried to talk
But all I did was shut the door
And I hurt you more than I thought I could
To me love
Was something I couldn't get
But you were sent from above
I just didn't take the time so see
Now it's too late
I've lost you
To your own fate
He took you back
To where you belong
'Cause GOD knows I didn't deserve you
Only if I had the time
To tell you I love you
More than anyone
That lonely day
In the hospital
I wish I had the voice to say
"Please Stay"
I held your hand
The whole day
I finally got the courage
To tell you that I loved you
But once again I was too late
So know a week late
I'm looking above
To tell GOD for you
I truely did love
I just didn't know
Until you took him away
I ask Why
Why couldn't my love stay
GOD please send me love
And this time I won't mistreat it
I close my eyes and wish
One the stars above
Send me love
Once again..
I'm sorry
I couldn't be perfect
I'm sorry
I disobeyed your every word
Only if I did what you asked
Everything would have become such a blur
You ask me not to
And I did as I pleased
I didn't need you
I should have listened to you more
But I didn't care
And I hurt you to the core
I had to get away
So, I left you
But I wish I would've stayed
If I could go back
I'd change everything
Even the things we lack
I can't believe how I treated you
But not matter how much it hurt
Your love for me was nothing but true
I'm sorry
I couldn't be the best
I'm sorry
All that I could be was a disappointment
My harshness
Was not intentionally meant
How I wish I could have said goodbye
I was too late
Now all i can do is cry
I stand at the place
Where you took me last
I miss all your glory and grace
I wish you were here
So I could say
One last thing in your ear
As I look up above
I close my eyes
and say goodbye to love..
I'll tell you rather slowly
So it'll get throught to you
My feelings for you
Are nothing but true
I wish you could take the time to see
How much you really mean to me
But instead you walk away
Why can't you stay
Sometimes I break down and cry
Everytime you say goodbye
I just want to fall down and die
But instead I'll just sigh
You'll come back
Knowing I still love you
Baby, what is it that we lack
What am I to do
The pain is to hard to bare
If you really care
You'd stay with me always
But you'll just walk away
So now I say goodbye
For you I will die..
