Hard To Say GoodBye

The empty pillow next to me,
It speaks to me.
Words I don't want to hear.
Words I wont believe.

The days slip by
Cold and vacant.
Without you holding me.
Without your love.

It seems so long, but is not.
Already I'm wasting aways.
I cry for the unthinkable.
I cry for the unimagineable.

I feel you around me,
Your spirit lives on.
Watching me mourn.
Watching and waiting for me to come to you.

I just don't want to believe.
It hurts to think of it.
It's just hard to live without you.
It's just too hard to say goodbye.