Please Forgive Me
Don't think I do it for the pleasure of the pain.
I never meant to see you cry,
How I hate to see you fail,
And still I can't open up.
No matter whats been said.
All I ask is that someday you'll
Please forgive me.
I can't give you what you want,
What you need.
I can't end my own rain of tears,
And heal the heart that was broken.
How can I find the strength to tell you.
Please don't hate me,
But understand me.
I yearn to pull you near
Yet I hold off knowing if I wait to long I'll lose you
And I know I'm right for I'm watching you drift away.
Falling into another s welcoming arms.
You don't even notice me anymore,
I know I hurt you.
But the truth by told you hurt me too.
Please one day forgive me
I know somewhere deep inside you know the truth.
And you know how I love you so.
And that I always have ; Always will.
Please say you'll forgive me one day
And help me see what life is meant to be
Please forgive me
I know theres no chance left for us
Or the feel of your lips brushing mine
Most of all I will never feel what its like to awaken in your
arms.
I'll go on day dreaming of you
And I guess I'll go on loving you alone.
But please somewhere inside find your strength to just forgive
me.
Think of me now
And remember how I do care.
How I 'd do anything for you
And offer you everything
Always be there for you
Even as I wonder if I can even open up enough to truly let you
in.
Please just forgive me.
For knowing I could never be perfect enough for you.
1998-99
Jean